After a Breakup-Sadness and fear...

Somewhere in the middle of your chest will hurt...

You will realize that your house is too narrow to fit you inside...

You will run out into the street...

The streets will also be narrow....

Just like your body is tight for your heart...

Neither the blue of the sea will open your heart, nor the sparkling sky...

Too big to carry yourself, too big to disappear at the same time

you will shrink...

Someone's always going to tell you something....

"Health is important."

"Life is good."

"Forget it, everything is forgotten."

You will not hear any...

You will be unable to see around with your tears.

You will love it as much as you want...

You will always want to talk about it...

If they say, "The cure for death has been found" or "Tomorrow, the apocalypse will break", shake your head.

"What did you say?" You will not ask...

You will want to be alone...

And getting lost among the crowds...

Both will not be enough.

You will think about your past... Almost minute by minute... But the bad ones

by jumping...

You will want to go through the places you passed with him....

go places...

This will not do you any good... But you will do it on purpose.

If someone told you that they could rip the pain out of you, you would run away...

To experience that pain, even though you actually want to get rid of it

you will resist.

You will want to spend the rest of your life thinking about him...

You will hate those who claim otherwise.

Making everyone look like him...

You won't be able to put anyone in her place.

Nothing will distract you...

You will take shelter in drugs... It makes you dizzy for a few hours, but never does it.

one that doesn't make you forget... that only makes you watch from behind the frosted glass for a while...

All the songs will feel like they were written for you... Your throat

you will get stuck, you won't be able to listen...

Sleeping is hard, waking up will be easy...

You will look forward to the morning... Sometimes you will say, "The sun never rises".

Neither the nights nor the days will comfort you...

You can't want to die and die...

Maybe hug someone who comes in front of you desperately in case the nail pulls the nail out.

You will want it... In vain... Even the thought of it will be intolerable...

You will have dreams, you want them to come true... Every leap

When you wake up you will realize that you are saying his name...

You will wait for the phone to ring... Knowing that you will not call...

When it rings, your heart will come to your mouth... You will speak with tears.

with the seekers...

Your heart will break....

Your soul will burn....

You will swear never to love again.

You won't feel like doing anything about life...

You will yearn to hear his voice once again... Over and over

hate yourself for not appreciating the days he calls

you will...

You will want to leave the city you live in... Someday with him somewhere

hope of meeting... This hope will keep you from going...

You will live in ebb and flow...

If you call it living...

Do you agree to all this?

Are you ready to finally die and be resurrected?

Then you can fall in love.