My best and biggest gift right now...

June 08, 2022

Being blessed is always outnumber those negativity in me. I can't even count in fingers the blessing I receive everyday, and I am really grateful for that.

The concept of the 30DoG is about " The biggest gift in my life right now" and I always said this that my son is my biggest gift for hes the one that made me change my outlook in life and I will never get tired of saying that. Amidst my personal struggle, he's the one that always take me back to reality that someone is really depending his life at me and I can't be downcast every time for no one can assist him except only me. And also my family, my life is incomplete without them really.

Now that he is growing I am more nervous and excited. Nervous for he's asking more and more about the whereabouts of his father and excited for he is doing well with his studies..

I am just setting aside the fact that I need to schedule their meet up as I will do that when he's persistent to see his father but for now I need to let him know little by little. Having baby Alex made me feel blessed as I can see how my son adores her so much the hes even wanting me to have a little baby sister to which i contradict most of the time as I am not ready body soul and mind, lol!!

I was also blessed for he is really attentive at school. Every time I came home I always ask him what did they do at school and the activities or if ever they have assignments and module that needs to be done. Then he starts summarizing what they did with their two days schedule at school. I am always amazed for he somewhat became interested in going to school or maybe because it's his first time doing it that he gets excited, I hope not. He can even sing the national anthem himself now, and even though he's already five and he just learn it just now I am still a proud mom as he was improving day by day.

Having to provide him and my family with everything and having work is my biggest gift.

I don't complain at home, honestly, for I always think that I have no right to complain since they're the one looking out to my son whenever I'm away at work. These past few days the family is struggling financially but, not with the basic necessities and food but with some debts that needs to be settled within this month to avoid further conflicts.

Having a job is a blessing for I can share a little to help with the finances but not too much that I need to borrow from other people just to assist them. I just gave what I can give to them to lessen the burden.

Anyways, it's the biggest gift ever thinking that my son and family are doing well at home having not sickness and all and is eating right.

Hello everyone,

This is just a short one for I was really having a hard time keeping my eyes open lol!!
I did thought to not make one but my stubborn hands won't let me so my apologies for coming on to your notifications again. I'll make it up to you if I can..

Thank you for reading.