All I want now is to rest and sleep.

June 10, 2022

When people around you tend to not care or even think of the things you need to sacrifice for the sake of them yet they show no care at all.

Well, that's life, most of the time it's not fair and for some it was sometimes cruel.

Amidst the blockage and the negative impact they bring to you, you have no one to hold on to but only yourself. You can't show rare emotions as they might misinterpret and tell that you're rebelling.

Oh how you love to shout that you're really tired from work and you had sleepless nights the whole week.Tell them that work sometimes puts pressure on you and you want some comfort. If only you can, but who cares about you anyway, you are just a member of the family that need to provide them since you're all grown up and works well.

Lol! What a start of an article, anyway don't mind that, how have you been?

Well as for me, I was so tired from the whole day work and I also travel from work ip to our city on a standing position in the bus as there are a lpt of passenger but only few buses came by. My body is really sore from holding the pipe on the bus in order not to fall. As long as I can go home it's fine, haayyy

And when I arrived I found out that we had no internet connection(shoutout PLDT!!?). So I am using my data connection to finish this.I read it from beeeb @Sequoia article and I want to answer some too. I will just continue with 30DoG challenge tomorrow as I can't attach photos much. So please near woth me on this.

I always carry a pen and mini notebook in my bag.

It all started during my first job as I need to record importqnt data so a pen is really needed alongside post it sticky notes or anything that I can write into.

I wish I could rest and sleep better

These past few days, I've been longing for a complete rest especially at work as I became more restless especially at night. I don't whats happening but I need to sort this out real quick because the headaches the next day sometimes became intolerable.

sometimes I cry over small matters

Hormones, I guess thats the main cause of it. Even a dog barking and asking for food makes me cry. A simple note from twitter that he got from a book makes me emotional, mind you even spongebob neing tired from the work at mr krubb makes me cry because I pity him. These sentiments of me made me think that " ghaaddd I'm really old to be like this honestly"

I'd eat samyang ramen everyday if I could

Mostly mt friends here knows that I love ramen and I usually eat it as my dinner with eggs on top. If I don't mind my health and all I can really eat ramen everyday.hehe

A talent I have is eating and encoding

I'm an encoder then and now so I guess I can count that as my talent as I always cjallenge myself to be a fast typer and even timed myself. Alongside of it is my love for eating food hihi...I love eating a lot as it really makes me happy everytime I'm eating.

everyone says I'm tact and strict

Mostly at work, their first impression of me usually is that I'm strict for I don't talk first and just minding my work,only if I am tasked to communicate with you thats the time I talk and do the queries. About being tact, I first heard it from the supervisors and the engineers when they were asked to tell their first impression of the office staff. lol!

today I will sleep a lot(hoping)

As I told you I didn't get to sleep more than two hours everynight so I'm planning to replinish it and will surely wake up at noon tomorrow.

A talent I wish I had, to draw

I love watching my sister easily draws a woman with sophisticated aura and I oh so loved all her handi works as she was blessed to have all the talent I want. If only I have thr talent to draw,my first subject would surely br my son.

currently I am sleepy

I opted to finish this and then hit the sack after.

That's it,thanks beeb for the idea.

Thank you for reading.

@mommykim