"It's okay for not being okay sometimes".
Article #92
September 21, 2022
Today is Wednesday and I am at this point of disappointment for so many reasons.I don't even think clearly when it started to feel like I am useless for all I've been doing I thought it was never enough for me to be happy and at peace of mind.
What should I need to do?
I am not like this before,positibo akong tao na lage kong ini angat ang sarili ko sa Lahat ng bagay. Though, sometimes it's very hard to pretend that I am strong and fine even though I was about to lose control. Im not usually a friendly person, I am contented with my life seems so boring sometimes. I have a family to look after rather than waste my time doing things useless to me like hanging out with other personalities. having such a feeling that I am all alone.
I have nothing but only myself, Kahit may mga mabibigat na problem sin solo ko lang mahirap pala pag wala kang mapagsasabihan ng mga hinanakit sa Puso. because you are afraid might get misunderstood.
You wake up one morning with a heavy heart and mind because you are still not getting over the heartaches you've been suffering and you have no choice but to let go of those pain because it kills you slowly and deliberately.
How do forget the pain?
Process everything slowly and intentionally by forgiving especially yourself. Every time we get to encounter some serious problem, we get easily blaming ourselves which is not good and unhealthy for our mindset that leads us to being bothered. Forgive first yourself and then you will find at peace you needed. I believe that pain is not easy to carry out because whether we like it or not this will be part of our life and its up to us on how to handle everything to live out on the dark side of the corner.
I am just pour out my emotions!
Sorry for being so silly at this time, Oww! by the way dont worry my dearest virtual friends,I am completely okay and in clear mind๐๐ feeling ko lang mag emote today palabas lang ng sama ng loob. Alam nyo na walang perpektong buhay and Im just carried away to burst out my worries. I dont want time will come I will explode like a bomb and out of control.
"Let's smile the problem and let the problem,problem our problem".๐
Im getting bored na mga friends while I was writing this article,nasa gilid ako ng kalsada kaninang alas 8 pa ng umaga sinundo yung anak ko nasa skwelahan tapos mag alas onse na wala pa,di man lang nag abiso ng maaga ang guro hayss.alanganin pang umuwi ehh malayo pa naman bahay namin. 6 am to 8:00 am is supposedly the time scheduled every Wednesday.
The lead image is from Unsplash!
Thanks for reading!
Smile unto your problems and let things get settled with a clear and positive mind's. Life is indeed full of struggles and challenges, yet we have to keep going. Laban lang talaga tayo sis.