Personal Vlog: Letting Go(Anonymous Girl Edition)

From Anonymous girl...

My life is like a whirlwind full of trials and obstacles specially when talking about my love life.

I learn to love at an early age. I thought that it's just a puppy love but I'm wrong. Our love story started with a love-hate relationship. He's 6 years older than me and I don't care about that. Our love story failed because I didn't wait...

If only I waited... But we can't turn back time unless there's a magic time machine, I will surely be the one to ride the machine and go back with my past.

We parted but still he's always in my heart. Everytime I will think about him. Tears will always fall as it's not easy to unlove a person if your heart will not cooperate.

Until I have children, that special person is always in my heart. Whenever I will think of him, my tears keep falling uncontrollably on its own. Then I will take a deep breath.

Is this what Love is? But how cruel! No matter I keep our memories it will still appear and cause me so much pain.

Yeah, true love for me is hard and pain. As I cannot stop myself from crying whenever I remember him. And I must admit it, I Love my special someone than my so called husband of me before.

But he is happy now with his kid and wife. And I don't want to ruined his peaceful life and became a home wrecker. I'am not that kind of person.

Until one day, My so called husband found a love of his life. At first, I fight as I don't like my children to have a broken family. But it took 3 years of me to finally let go. And for them to be still in a relationship and secretly communicating with each other.

Three years is enough to set myself free from pains and hatreds...

I thought that my heart will not beat anymore. That it's totally dead, but to my surprise, it is still alive and beating.

I thought that I would never experience again those perspiration in my hands and face. The butterflies in my stomach the moment he was near me.

That one hello from him, changes my whole world. Although it's a nice feeling but this time I'm in love with much younger than me.

No matter how I force myself not to feel that way but nothing happened. I'am in Love again. But there's no future at all for the both of us. I accepted everything that there's no happy ending.

And I'am back again to square root of one. Where tears, suddenly fall whenever you remember that person. But still, I'm willing to let him go... His happiness is more important to me even if I'm in sadness.

I wanted to fight, but I know I will lose. So, I will give up and will love him from afar deep inside my heart...

Wishing him good health and happiness always...

Thank you my love for coming in my life...

But now you're gone... But you're still in my heart.

Thank you for reading...

Anonymous Girl

Ouch! It hurts. So, what do you think of it?

Is it right for Anonymous Girl to let go and suffer again the pain?

Whatever it is. I wish her to be happy too.

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And now let's see what's the opinion of our Noisers, that our Anonymous girl can read and hopefully will ease the pain that she is suffering from now.

Here's the opinion of Koko22. He said that it's better not to love at all. Maybe he experienced the pain too.

And for AbdulRasheedbhutta, he is still positive when talking about love because for him once you're fall in love even if it's not good for you but your heart felt the love.

For jckylyn, Love comes unexpected. There's no reason at all. You will just feel it.

Shirley shy is very positive about love. It doesn't matter at all if it's a wrong or right time. The most important thing is you've loved...

For Henry897, maybe he is bitter as he think that loving a wrong person is tragic and will cause tragedy in the world. Ouch!

Sadia11 don't know why it happens, but eventually people will fall in love and will realize later on that they are in love with the wrong person.

And this is what I like the most. From eddsuus, If you love go for it! because love is unstoppable. He's in love I guess hehe.

And this girl is a strong one, for ROSALINDAAlansa She's thanking the wrong person for making her strong and giving her a lesson that one day in her life she's fall in love mistakenly but it teach her some lessons to remember.

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And for our Anonymous Girl. Hopefully their opinions can brighten up your day and lighten the feelings that you are suffering right now.

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