Hey there! It's been a long time since I'm writing an article here in my phone since I'm usually busy. You know, I'm just a student who have realistic aims in life. As I wanted to build a good future, I think that dooing all the opportunities that I have for today should not be made a joke. There's something a big future waiting for us ahead, so it's better if we will use our time wisely.
Speaking of the title that pops up on my mind, the first week of December is coming near. I guess that most of you have been already written down the things happened on their life. New opportunities, difficulties, and happiness will welcome us after this month, and I hope that everything will be alright.
For this month, I can depict that this is quite stressful, but successful at the same time. There have many things occured in my life, and I guess that all of the sacrifices that I have are worth it. You know, there have some things that you need to let go to create another priority, or do it on balance. I don't know if this blog is worth it to share, but let me share it still.
Fresh Week of the Second Quarter
Before the second quarter came, I encountered the first quarter of course. Believe me, the hell week which was held during the first week of this month is not a joke. Compiling all the requirements that I should pass consequently gives me a mental breakdown, and I guess that it is the new normal on this pandemic. Do you think that we should have a face-to-face or not?
During these times, our life became boring. I remember the time where my mouth works well in speaking non-sense with my seatmates, and I also missed the time where we are exchanging our life using our mounts. But now, everything turned out to hell. Anyone agree with me?
As a transferee and lonely student, this modality urges me to be lazy. In fact, I'm easily to be distracted, and I tend to skip what I have learned as I'm only passing because of the deadlines. It seems like my motivation day by day is the deadline, and not the informations that I need to know. Aside from that, communication barrier sucks. That's why I'm losing my appetite in learning. I guess that it is worth it right now.
AxieBCH Scholarship
After 50 days of waiting, I finally get in to this prideful opportunity. You know the genuine happiness that you feel after all the disappointments and frustrations that you encountered just to be on the top. In fact, I was having a hard time on finding a spare time just to attain a scholarship. Moreover, I guess that I successfully did it with help of the active personell on the guild.
Just sharing guys, every time that my coaches are saying the new scholars, I'm intending to be quiet. Not because I don't want to be noticed, but I wanted to let go all the palpitations that I'm grieving since I don't wanted to be disappointed. By that time, my brain said that I'm already sleepy. I only have four hours of sleep by that time, but my mind contradicts that I was needed to be awake. Or else, I could miss the opportunities that I should hold.
Before I became a scholar, I also started to be inactive. If I just tried to be active there for about one week, I think that I'm already a month scholar. Of course, I also get selected after thirty days of waiting, but I didn't attain to move on the next round since I became busy. As I wanted to regain back what I have been lost, I came back again on being active on the Discord after I finished the second quarter plus reviewing all the basics that I should review. After a few months of manifestation, I did it.
So far, those are my highlights for this month. Wishing to achieve more. What do you think future lies ahead to us?
Sanaol axie scholar 🤧 paturo naman