Differences Between My Personal and Social Media Life
To be honest, I want to try the 30 day writing challenge like the others has doing. However, I guess that it will not work for me. I decided to use this writing prompt if I don't know what to write about. For sure, most of you have tried it, but I can't answer them all. I can't relate on some of the questions as I feel it is not suitable to my age.
Back to the title, I chose the first question to be answered here in this article. I bet most of you know me in this platform about my attributes or characteristics in social media. It's been more than a year since I'm sharing my life if you won't mind. On the other hand, maybe you didn't check yet my life outside the BCH community. It's such an honor to me that I could use this opportunity to contrast those differences. Without further introduction.
Maybe you thought our house is not well-built.
My eagerness to have a financial freedom doesn't mean that we don't have a nice house. I can't get the sense while I'm editing this. In my noise journey, you might think that I look like a pulubi due to my frustrations in my earning money. Just to be clear, I'm not saying that I'm making fictional stories on my noise.cash account. Despite my frustrations in life, it doesn't determine that we don't have a nice house. My home is not wide as mansion, but most of the parts are already completed. From the ceiling up to the tiles, I can visualize that it is already completed. Thanks to my father's hardwork, legal debts, and my mother's debt to her rich siblings.
I also feel lazy.
If you thought that I'm super industrious, akala niyo lang yon. Even how much you are determined in accomplishing your goals, you will also get to the point that you would be lazy. It's sarcastic that I'm getting productive "kuno", but I have some moments that I'm just lying on my bed. As I said, it is not happening always. There have only some instances. If you thought I were perfect, then I'm not. Just human after all.
I'm not fluent in speaking English.
My first language is Filipino. Maybe some of my readers from the other parts of the world's thought that English is my main language. If you think I can speak English as that's what I'm writing most of the time, well I'm not although my grammars is not that good. In fact, I'm stuttered every time I talk utilizing that vernacular. But in reporting, I'm more comfortable on speaking "Taglish" rather than pure English and Tagalog. Of course, if anxiety attacked me, I'm getting stuttered. If you have that kind of fluency, then congrats.
I'm not that "clear skin".
My pimples from puberty reduced by applying skin care, but it doesn't mean that my acnes are totally gone. I already discussed it a couple of times. My face is not that "glass skin", but I'm aware that it improved. Sunlight is just my natural filter why I can take a spotless selfies. My goal skin type is same as K-Pop idols, and I know that it would be impossible.
I'm impatient and hot-tempered.
I look calm in my post most of the time, but I admit that I'm easily to be angered in real life. I don't know how many times did I raised my voice to my family due to irritation. It seems like I'm getting moody. Like last time, I get annoyed on my sibling due to his close-minded thoughts. If I can just erase him on this world, I would. At this point, I'm convinced that my siblings were put in this planet just to test my anger issues.
I'm not that talkative.
I think this is the secret power of introverts. Sometimes while interacting here in the blogging world, I can't help but to share on your comment section about my life. As long it is related to the topic, then why not? But in reality, I'm not that talkative as long we are close. In Messenger and here, we can talk all day long.
That's all for this article. Thank you for reading.
I too don't have a clear skin as well as i couldn't also affor to have a skin care routine since its pretty high maintenance for me, I need to save and prioritize buying much more on thibgs that i think is worth buying for rather than spending it on my desires