After my mom gave birth to me, you couldn't even hear that someone admitted that they have a crush on me. Well, I'm not wishing that cringe stuffs because that's a good thing to me as I'm not yet into love. In my insight, it seems like I'm only a living rough potato here in this world, and I could almost imply that I'm not seeing any improvements towards myself.

Every time I saw my classmates last year who hit puberty too much, I'm freakishly awful to myself. How could they be tall like that? How could they build that fresh face in a short span of time? Hindi ba ako favorite ni Lord? Seriously, I'm getting compared by that instances, but I'm just minding that I have some things that they don't have while I have. That's how the world operates, you know.

Basically, being a good-looking individual is not in my vocabulary. When I entered these platforms (read and noise), I finalized that it is the only glow-up that I need. I'm already aware that I'm not that handsome or appealing unlike to my batchmates, but I know to myself that my face for today is already okay.

Though we can imply that I already settled many things for myself like cellphone, things for blogging, foods, or even my school supplies, I can't still comply that I used that as an investment for myself. All the things that I purchased from Shopee is intended for my dogs, studies, and blogging, but I couldn't even buy some things for myself. By this article, let me scrutinize my purchases on Shopee, and what are methods that I utilized as an investment for myself.

1) Beauty Love Rejuvenating Products

I've been regularly using this item for almost a month, and I don't have an idea if it's successful. As you can see on the thumbnail, my face is getting whiter compared to the usual. It seems like I need to push it more, so it would be effective in a long span of time. This product seems harsh to my skin every time I'll put it on my face in my first month of using it, and I guess that it is just a side effect. Fortunately, the pain that I felt last time has already gone.

Moreover, this kind of product is only 200 pesos each including the shipping fee from by clicking on this link. Aside from that, I bought it as a birthday gift for myself, and this item was recommended by my dad as he saw it effective to my face. Therefore, I decided to also gave it a try. Maybe I should be consistent for applying this every morning, taking a bath, and every night.

2) Water with Lemon

Instead of mineral water, this is the fluid that I'm taking as I think that I can be consistent on drinking it. Based on my research, this liquid can give me these results.

a) According to the legitimate blog that I read, lemon with water might help you to increase your metabolism, which could lead you to decrease weight. Source.

b) Aside from that, the acid on that liquid which is called citric acid might aid you to lighten your dark spots and lessen your acne. Source.

Every instances my stock of lemon is done, I'll always ask my mom to purchase me two pieces of lemon if she'll go through the market. Of course, she will grant my request, and I will give her the money.

3) Aloe Vera

Did you know guys how could I apply it properly and thoroughly to my skin? Based on what I watched on YouTube, this scrub might help us to lighten our dark spots, treat sun burn, and I'm utilizing it as a moisturizer. I just don't have an idea how should I apply it because I can't face to watch more YouTube videos about that. So far, I'm using it in my face after I applied the rejuvenating products every morning and night. I'm also applying it on my body before I sleep. Am I right?

4) Skipping Dinner

Actually, my acquaintances or my relatives was always telling me that I gained much weight since pandemic, and it's the fault of my parents who is urging me to eat more. When I decided to skip breakfast as I wanted to maintain my body figure, my mother is supposed to be angry and worried as the others might be thinking if I'm not eating properly. Back to my junior high days, I lost much pounds due to my dedication to lose weight, and they were ranting about it.

Oftentimes, my uncles and aunties asking me the secret why I lost many pounds, and they also asked to my mother what did happen to me. Well, my condition is pretty curious since I became active in walking from going back and forth to school, and not eating on recess and decreasing my calories. That's also the epoch when I developed pimples and became darker when I was Grade 8, and I want to correct it as I'm already a Grade 12 student.

So far, I'm skipping eating every supper, and I guess that I should buy an oatmeal instead for low calories.

The first picture was last 2018.