@imanagrcltrst 10 November 2022

"Pushing Myself To The Limit, For What?"

ARTICLE NO. 146 OF 2022 TITLE: <"Pushing Myself To The Limit, For What?"> DATE OF PUBLISHING: <NOVEMBER 10, 2022> Many of the people here knows me as someone who is full of dreams, goal-centered and determined. *As a lady who came from a poor family, having these set of traits are a must-have. Plus the extreme focus and willingness to eliminate anything or anyone to distract us. If not? Well, good luck on the kind of future we could attain.* **Dreams & goals fuels my whole system.** With these two, my energy became boosted. No matter how wornout I could be, always expect that I will get up to continue what I must continue. **Here are some of those targets aligned with** ****education**** **and** ****career******:** *Be the first "college graduate" of the whole clan;* *Link "****Lic. Agr.****" & "****PhD****" after my real name;* *Build up a better career path;* *Attain stable job and financial freedom.* As for this point, I will focus on the process and take all of it, one at a time. *Hence, I often utter this specific phrase to myself ...* "May all your [my] 'soons' turn into 'finally!'" 🎯

*📷 Source:* *Note blog* https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=pfbid03atBkebQQQRfqBbdSY22hr2uGEW7aTGuQ5rXmaviVJQt9Jbp64vCUJdRwPvy29ALl&id=100080726494214 Currently, I am on my fourth year in college. Which is commonly termed as a "**graduating student**." Well, hopefully it'll be my last year in college and there'll be no need for another 5-10 months of extension. **Other side of my brain be like:** *"Please, God! Don't let it happennnn!" *fingers crossed** Honestly and considering my performance and good records, I can really graduate on-time. For the past 8-semesters, I didn't acquired any failed grades or even "**tres**" [**3.00**]. **Because ...** " ... More often, I attain 1.00 to 2.25." Well, I don't have any grades falling in line of two by the first semester (A.Y. 2021-2022). Though, I had one in the second semester. Apparently, there's this certain subject that had been challenging me to the core. What is it? None other than "THESIS." *Yes! In Bachelor of Science in Agriculture, thesis is a subject and not just a requirement in a certain course subject like what other course has.* ***In BS Agriculture, we have three (3) subjects allotted ONLY for thesis ...*** ... "**Thesis 1**" [Thesis Outline] followed by "**Thesis 2**" [Conduct of Thesis] and lastly is the "**Thesis 3**" [Defense and Manuscript] *Supposedly, I should be conducting my thesis study this semester. On the contrary, I got stuck to Thesis 1 due to many reasons which I already shared a lot of times.* Thus, I am glad to have such a loooong progress since October. Implementation of face-to-face classes really has its own advantages. **This week, we are scheduled to have two (2) days of consultation which are by** ****Tuesday**** **and** ****Friday******.** **TUESDAY, 11.08.2022 [2:30PM-onwards]** Truthfully, this one is a late-noticed. We are informed by 12NN and only have the afternoon for consultation. Arrived at the Diagnostic Center by 2:47PM, yeah. We're 17-minutes late and as a punishment? We are tasked to clean the hallway, aigoo. Through the meeting, my paper were thoroughly checked and in the end? I got a lot of things to revise, huhu. All I thought that we will finalize my outline but it turned out the other way. At that afternoon, we leaved the center when the surrounding was filled with darkness. Yes! *Literal na ginabi na kami.* "But at least, I attained another level of progress." ♡

**WEDNESDAY, 11.09.2022** Do not have a class to attend yesterday. Still, I drown myself with all of my pending academic-related tasks. Specifically, the revision of my outline.

Aside from the revision, I also added other details regarding to: "**disease risk mapping**, **forecasting**, **more about** ***Colletotrichum gloeosporioides*** **&** ***Gibberella moniliformis***, **price of onion**, **etc**." Tomorrow, we will be staying at the University Diagnostic Center for further checking and revision. Hopefully, it'll be finally for finalization. *Kasi nakaka-version 4 na ako uyyyy!* CLOSING THOUGHTS *Despite of the lack of assurance if I will graduate by July 2023, I will still push it through. Thesis may be a hindrance for the supposedly smooth process but I'll get through. How?* "My future depends on me and to what actions I commit myself into. Therefore, keeping my eyes & system focused on what I aim aiming for is a big YES YES. Plus, determination & positive out view."

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