A Question To TheRandomRewarder a.k.a Rusty: "Don't You Love Me Anymore?"

ARTICLE NO. 134 OF 2022
TITLE: <A Question To TheRandomRewarder a.k.a Rusty: "Don't You Love Me Anymore?">
DATE OF PUBLISHING: <OCTOBER 08, 2022>

In writing up different contents here in read.cash and other blogging-related platforms ...

"Who and what have been driven your inspiration to continue?"

To answer my own question? I have three (3) main reasons and I will narrate it down through this article.

REASON #1: "To earn, passively."

I will be a hypocrite if I would deny that "earnings is not the primary reason why I entered this platform." Because in the very first place, it is and will always be included in the long list of reasons.

At first, I am only aiming to gain an enough amount of earnings to fill up the needed budget for my weekly load allowance amidst of the Distance Learning Modality during the global pandemic. However, it changed. Everything changed when I got the overflowing eagerness to help the family, financially. With all those crypto-to-fiat earnings, I had contributed a lot for our family's sake.

If I will list everything that I had purchased & invested with these earnings? It will take too long. But, here's what I remembered:

• Paid Mama's expenses when she got sick last October 2021.

• Mama's washing machine, purchased on January 17.

• AB's wound-repair surgery.

• Financed my CAS Graduation expenses.

• School supplies + office chair + clothes + footwear, etcetera.

REASON #2: "To inspire other people."

Uncountable users in both platforms (noise.cash & read.cash) have seen me as someone who's "inspiring." How? With my perseverance, determination, mindset and some other characteristics. More so, for being a "goal-centered & family-oriented lady."

With all those people that I've been inspiring at, I feel more compassion with what I am commiting at.

REASON #3: "My private space."

In real life, I belong to those people who are described as "not showy." Personally, I don't talk to anyone whenever I feel down, demotivated, sad. I prefer to stay quiet and calm myself up than to share it to other people.

With blogging, it helped me so much in this aspect. I can anonymously share anything without getting bashed, instead? I received advices, positive words, motivations. So, I won't easily give it up no matter what happens.

Pertaining to that "who inspired me to continue?" Here's they are:

• Family, co-bloggers and MYSELF.

Of course, Rusty "TheRandomRewarder" won't be excluded in the list even if he's not a human.

Who is this "TheRandomRewarder?"

Popularly known as "Rusty" or simply "the bot" is an artificially-made robot who randomly give BCH-based tips to our published articles.

Rusty tips various articles ranging from $0.01 to $0.50 through "upvoting". Take note, the amount is based on its equivalent amount in BCH. When he upvotes our posts, it means "he liked it." But, if he don't? It is either:

• "He don't like our content", "he's in vacation", or "he's busy with someone."

In times like this? What we need to do are to: "patiently wait, get more active, interact more and keep going."

The reason behind me, composing this kind of topic?

"It's because of his 4-days of absences."

The last time that I seen a notification indicating this phrase: "@TheRandomRewarder upvoted your post ... with $0.36 in BCH" is by the morning of October 04.

After this? I receive nothing but his absence and my previous article that doesn't received Rusty's upvotes:

• 10.06.22: "The Day When My Mind Was Floating ..."

I'm not seeing this as a big deal but I can't stop myself to think of numerous questions like ...

"Am I marked as spam?"

"Don't he like my contents anymore?"

In short, OVERTHINKING starts to hit me so hard. Yes, it's making me sad. However, I am doing my very best to not feel demotivated despite of what's happening. Instead, I always push and remind myself to continue & do way better.

Hopefully, it won't take too long before I see him again in my notification and articles. 👾

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