@francescawrites 20 March 2022 edited

‘Welcoming changes, bidding goodbye’: A fresh start for francescawrites ***“There are decisions in life that we have to do.”*** Before starting a new chapter of my life, I have to end things that already passed. Although it’s quite a late decision for me, starting anew would be the best decision to move forward. As I embark on new horizons, may you welcome me with a warm heart? Writing on a Monday feels like a not-so-typical thing for me anymore. The past couple of months attested to my writing capabilities and self-management. It was, at that point, that I have realized that I had to slow down. For a year now, I am writing under a pseudonym. You call me @francescawrites, a name that embodies the character of myself and the most special thing for me — writing. However, I felt like I got lost in touch with this passion. https://read.cash/@francescawrites I had to re-assess the significance of the things I value. In the process of doing so, I forgot what I, as francescawrites was like. The overbearing difficulty of life and the problems associated with my own persona was the reason why I had to quit, at the time. Every now and then, I have tried to get back in this interest of mine. I thought I was alright, ready to conquer the thoughts I have. Yet, the preparations were not enough for I was the one who was not ready to take on the fight. I was defeated by my anxiety. The anxious ideas overbearing my life were enough to put a period to my once comma state. The pause ended the strong passion for writing lingering in me. I thought it was the end of everything. I did not even read nor feel what’s happening with the world lately. I felt alone without anything to communicate what my heart has to say. *A wake-up call* It took me three months. The days were passing but I was not moving with only one thing remaining for me: to let myself breathe in for a moment. I met several people along the way. Which, I thought would help me get past the issues I was dealing which I can not even face myself. It was a short-lived expectation of reality while healing myself. I must admit, the year 2021 had been fulfilling yet burdening. A halt stop was the only pause that gave me solace in such times. I thought it was alright to do so. Losing interest in almost everything, I resorted to other interests which I first conceived as a considerate option. In the end, I grappled with the thought of losing the burning passion I had to uncertainties. It only left me with questions and self-doubt. The next thing I knew, I woke up back with a whole new perspective about life. *Gotta work hard and write my heart out.* *Thank you* The character of my writing experience is an *on-and-off* thing. For every season comes a different feeling, affecting every facet of my life from the days that passed by. The last few months of my writing career became a cathartic experience. Yet, I do acknowledge the fact that the long hiatus became the reason why I was not really able to connect with my readers lately. As a writer, being active and true with my writing are the things that I should prioritize. Upon checking the last few posts I have made, I feel terribly sorry for the content I am providing. I was not the best writer out there but, let me restart and give you the content you deserve. Thank you for the overwhelming messages I get from my readers at noise.cash & read.cash. Hopefully, you could find a delight in the 2022 ***francescawrites*** — her write-ups for you. *An end to start* March is characterized by a new season. Like how it was for the early Romans, I would like to make this month a season of beginning. After a period of idling to stepping; topics anew in a different light is what I, as francesacwrites, have to bring this 2022. To do so, one has to end something. It was the reason why I am to end this chapter of my life. Ultimately, to fulfill the idea of restarting my career — a fresh start for ***francescawrites***. Goodbye, old excuses; this is the new francescawrites, ready to write back! ***I hope you’re ready for the changes to come!***

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