@el-flame 11 April 2022

Random Questions, What say you? Hey everyone, It's kind of weird that I start my articles with hey ain't it? Or perhaps I'm the only one who sees it that way hmm. Well I just thought it'd be cool to keep a pattern where I start my articles or whatever it is I'm writing with "hey". That said how you guys doing?, pretty well I hope... Had a somewhat busy day today and I have to say it ain't easy becoming an adult, the responsibilities is getting abit much, especially in a country like the one I live in, it's so hard to get things done out here. So i was just going through the platform and I came across a challenge my friend @Lara888 dropped earlier today and I knew then and there that this is what I'd do today I'd join in on this challenge, anyway enough of the small talk lets get right to business shall we. Flash Back To Your Childhood Memory I had a shitty childhood, not like I'm complaining or anything. A lot of us had shitty childhood in this country, but in the midst of all that I had lovely childhood memories. There's this particular one I would never forget... I was living with a family friend at the time yeah, didn't really have friends then and even now, my senior brother felt he was too old to play with me or condone any of my delusions about fictional worlds in my mind lool. Anyway so I hadn't seen my dad for months felt like years at that point, on faithful afternoon I was playing by myself and boom out of no where this handsome looking old man just pops out and it was like they lit fireworks in my head and everything around me paused in time I ran towards him and hugged him as tight as my little arms could let me, I doubt I'd ever forget that day one of favorite days. Do You Feel You Are Deserving of Love Love is a strong word, something people throw around lightly now adays like it means nothing, it shouldn't be so. I feel love is earned, our deeds, our actions, how we treat people etc it earns us love from those who are willing to give it to us (aside our family that is). But I don't know if I deserve it just yet, I don't feel like I do, I sure as hell haven't earned it that's for sure, but I'm working my butt off to do so, to be good enough to be loved. What Is The Most Lofty Thing You're Dealing With Now That would be my life, this pre-adult stage of it anyway, damn its hard. Especially for a guy, the time, the attention, the hustling, academics, it's all a lot to deal with. The stress of it, the pressure of it yo I'm drained and I haven't even fully started yet, hahahahahaha "you can feel the pain in my laugh" But I'll hang in there nothing good ever comes easy, this I know and as they say, there's always a light at the end of the tunnel. And if there ain't no light well then I guess I'd have to become "**Thomas Alva Edison"** lool (that was my attempt at a joke I don't know if anyone got it). What Do You Think Is Your Worse Habit I would say it is my ability to not care about what people feel most times, and I have to admit it is hardly intentional. I just don't care. I witness an accident a while(few years) back, and this lady was seriously injured and I was standing right there looking at her, chewing on sausage and I was just like meh! And I left I didn't even feel a thing. It's funny how I know its bad, but still I'm just like that numb of emotions towards others especially when its soneone I don't know, don't get me wrong I'm a nice person at least I like to think I am, people have said that I am, but when it's supposed to count for me to really care, it just doesn't happen. Do You Think That Good Things Come After Suffering It is a possibility, people have said that it happens. There are even quotes to back this claim up, like the ones @Lara888wrote, which is kind of a popular saying that goes like "The sun rises after a stormy night" or "rainbow comes after rain"(But in my country a lot of us prefer the storm to the sun cause damn the sun is usually way too hot it burns lool). All positive quotes, and being positive is always a good thing right?, I feel the whole "good thing comes after suffering" is just something we like to tell ourselves to help us get up the following day and keep fighting the good fight to make our lives better. Of cause good things would come, but not for everyone who suffers. I'm not trying to be a pessimist or anything, I just like to be realistic and have my facts right. What You Want To Do Before You Die I see people pray against death, not untimely death(no one wants to die before their time sure) just against death as a whole. They forget that death is part of life "Birth LIFE Death" they are intertwined so there's no escaping it, everything that has a beginning has an end and for us humans death is the end of the road, now that said before I die; yeah. I would love to accomplish all I set out to do and be successful at it, own my own comic book company, publish comic books. Books that would help kids growing up who find it hard to connect with others, kids who can hardly fit in. Give them a whole universe where they feel like they can belong, as comic books helped me growing up as well, all kids in general. Also to be wealthy lool, have a loving family, a lovely, beautiful wife with lovely kids especially a daughter. I'd love to give my kids the life I wanted but never had as a kid, and be their hero as my dad was mine. Well damn @Lara888 you were right, ain't no way one would answer those questions and not be emotional about it, guess we can't answer them without our emotions butting in lool. And that's all for now folks, I really appreciate every single one who would read this and comment as well, my subscribers and my sponsors you guys are the real MVP's thanks a lot You all have a lovely nights rest, Goodnight, Thanks once again.