Thank you for saving me.
My head hurts and I felt like I slept for a long time. I slowly opened my eyes, feeling as if I were in the dark and it was my first time to see a light. It hurts my eyes. When my eyes are fully opened, everything I see is white. It's too bright. I asked myself in my mind and even joked, "**am I in heaven? Am I even allowed here? Haha.**" But then I heard noises, it wasn't clear, I can't understand but it seems they are rushing.
I'm trying to remember things. What happened to me? Where am I? But it gives me more headache so I complain with the pain I'm in right now with a loud cry. Now I heard voices clearly, asking, "**hey, Jaira, what's happening? Doc, is she okay? What's going on? Maybe she is thinking too hard, which causes a severe headache. We will examine her, please stay outside for a moment.**"
Definitely two people are talking, my mother and a doctor. Other voices must be the nurses preparing and now I'm sure, obviously, that I am in the hospital. I am about to try to remember again when suddenly my head aching. Then I felt somebody hold me, injected something and lost my consciousness.
A few hours later...
I felt someone holding my hand. I slowly opened my eyes and I saw mom. She was crying. I called her "**mom**'' to the best of my strength. She immediately stand and asked me, " **how are you, Jaira? Does anything hurt? Do you want to eat?**"
"**No, ma. I'm fine. What happened? How long am I lying here?**" *I asked while having trouble breathing.*
"**You don't remember?**" *She asked with confusion on her face.*
"**It gives me a headache every time I try to remember. Is Dynel visiting me here, mom?**" *I stare at mom while waiting for her answer.*
"**Jaira, it's better for you to get a rest first. Don't think too much**." *She responded.*
"**But mom. I want to see him right now. Can you call him for me?**" *I pleaded.*
"**It feels like we haven't seen each other for so long. The last time I remember that we were together was when we were happy traveling and...**" I didn't finish what I'm about to say because I recall what happened, the reason why I'm here. Dynel and I got into an accident.
"**Mooom, where is Dynel? Is he okay? Answer me, mom. Please!**" *Then I cried even more.*
"**Jairaaa, calm down. You should rest.**" *Said mom while patting my back.*
A lot of things are running through my head, I can't stop thinking about all the negatives and worst scenarios. I don't want it. I prayed and prayed and hoped that I thought wrong.
"**Mom, tell me honestly where is he?**" *I bravely asked.*
"**Jaira...**" *She hugged me*. "**He's gone.**" *She said with a sad tone.*
"**Nooooo! Please tell me that is not true, mom! Pleaseee.**" I cried out loud. I don't want to believe it. I attempted to stand but my body is so weak and my head is getting so much pain.
"**According to the police, Dynel saved you. They said if he didn't get a chance to cover you, you are both dead now. They found him hugging you and both of you rushed to the hospital but Dynel didn't make it.**" Mom stated while crying.
I can't stop crying. He did save me. He hugged me so tight and covered my head before we hit the big truck.
"**Mom, what should I do? I don't want another man in my life. I want him to be my last but he's gone now.**" *I continuously cried.*
"**I know how you feel, Jaira. But be strong for me, for us, your family. I'm so thankful that he saved you.**" Then she hugged me.
Mom is right, what is gone is gone. Though it hurts, I need to accept it and think of what I still have - my family.
I asked mom to at least discharge me to the hospital as soon as possible so I can attend to Dynel's funeral.
**Thank you for saving me, my man. I will always love you and cherish all the memories we had together. Rest in paradise.**
Thank you for reading!
What will you choose? Love or Career?
Kayla and Anthony are aspiring actor and actress. They meet in a place where auditions are being held. One time when they both didn’t get a chance to get the role, they happened to bump into each other.
“Hey, you again? I’m Anthony by the way.” Anthony said.
“Oh yeah, we met in an audition a month ago. Right? I’m Kayla.
“Can we have a coffee after this audition?” Anthony asked.
Kayla agreed and went inside the audition hall. Again, they didn’t get the role. But they just cheered each other up to keep on trying and headed to the coffee shop. Upon talking, Anthony asked if Kayla is single.
“Yes, I am,” Kayla replied.
A wide smile flashes to Anthony’s face before responding to Kayla.
“Oh, nice. Can we have another date then?” -Anthony
“Haha. Sure.” Kayla replied and sipped her coffee.
They exchanged social media accounts and then often seeing each other. They are now going together to the audition and support each other. Until one day, finally, Anthony got the role so he jumped because of happiness but the director said that he must be single. Anthony gets upset and rejects the offer.
But he didn’t tell Kayla what happened instead he just said that he didn’t get the role. So, Kayla cheered him up and told him that he can try again next time.
Months ago, when Kayla got the role, same scenario with Anthony but she accepted it. She told Anthony that they need to break up because that is one of the requirements to get the role. Anthony can’t believe what Kayla said and he just remembered what he did before just to not break Kayla’s heart.
Kayla told Anthony to wait until the project was finished.
“No! You know what, months ago I got the role I wanted but I didn’t accept it because I don’t want to break up with you!” -Anthony
“Whaaat?! You should have just told me! I will understand that.” -Kayla
“I told you, I don’t want to hurt you!” -Anthony
"No, Anthony, I will support you and wait for you until the project is finished. We need to trust each other." -Kayla
"I don't know anymore, Kayla. Good luck." - Anthony
Then he walked away.
"Come on, Anthony, please let's talk." -Kayla
Anthony didn't stop even looking back.
After the project, Kayla immediately went to Anthony’s house but when she got there, Anthony’s mother told her that he already moved out as he got married.
Kayla says goodbye to Anthony’s mother and starts to cry.
The end.
**What is your take? Would you do the same like Kayla or Anthony? Is Kayla made the right decision? If you were Anthony, would you understand your partner or not?**
I saw this on my laptop. I think it was a month ago when I wrote this. This is supposed to be published that day but I guess I forgot haha. Maybe I'm thinking of a twist but didn't come up with it so I planned to continue but it became forgotten. XD oh well, upload ko nalang haha.
A day without electricity
****04/05/22****
Today we had power interruption starting at 7:20 am until 7:00pm. We've been aware about this matter since April 02. So, yesterday I made sure that my phone was fully charged as well as my laptop since I had to work. There's a funny thing(para sakin lang if hindi funny for you haha), while waiting for my laptop to be fully charged, I watched an anime then the next thing I knew, I woke up at 1:00 am sharp. Gosh! I charge my laptop beside me(yeah I put it on my bed). If I didn't wake up at that time, maybe I'd be lying on my laptop the next morning. Oh myyy gulay! Hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko if ever na nasira ko yung laptop ko. Hahaha. Okay, moving on.
I woke up at 5:55 am (Yes, I always check the time once I open my eyes haha). I am still sleepy so I closed my eyes again but after a few seconds, it came into my mind that I need to cook early for breakfast as my little brothers have classes. I get up from my bed right away. Then after I cooked, I realized that they don't have class today as they mentioned yesterday. Haha. Oh, well, I ate early because of that.
Around 8 o'clock I went to my mother's garden and sat under a small tree. Few more minutes had passed, and my younger brother called me to help him harvest calamansi. Without hesitation, I immediately moved where the calamansi trees were.
While picking the calamansi fruit, we talked about giving it to some relatives and selling some. Then I shouted and jokingly called my sister Carisdaneym and asked her to help us. She didn't resist and came right away. Look at them haha.
Then later on, my older brother arrived here in our house together with his family. They brought their portable pool. My sister-in-law said that since there's no electricity and ther weather is hot, my nephews will be irritated and cry. That is why they decided to fill the portable pool and let their eldest son swim together with our little brothers.
I wasn't able to take a picture of my godchild nephew. Only my little bros.
While they were enjoying filling the water at the portable pool, guava fruit caught my attention but it was in the top. The kid in me says to climb up the tree haha so I did. Argh, I'm a little bit scared to fall unlike when I was a kid (so reckless climbing on trees even with thin branches haha. I tell you, I fell countless times, got a lot of bruises but still nothing can stop me from climbing trees XD). Believe it or not, I cheered myself up to reach the guava fruits. Hahaha. I succeeded! I got 3 and I gave 2 to Carisdaneym.
After eating the guava, I made a necklace through the cassava leaf and stem. HAHA. We used to make these when we were kids.
The models were my nephew, sister and brother hahaha. So, guys if you want this kind of necklace, place your order now. Available with a bracelet too. Hahaha. Sorry, I just missed those times haha. I was smiling the whole time making the necklace up to asking my sister, brother and nephew to wear it haha. What makes me more happy is that they let me put it on their neck. Wahahaha.
At 10:00 am, I attended our meeting. Because of the power interruption, I decided to not work in our working hours, instead tonight before going to sleep and tomorrow before 10:00 am to render my lost hours.
Right after the meeting, I went to the kitchen and prepared for lunch. Then I took a bath and watched my little brothers while enjoying swimming.
That's all! This is what I love when there is no electricity. I got a chance to take myself away from gadgets.
Annyeong! How are youuu? This is my first article for this month. Haha. Hopefully, I could write at least 10 articles this April. I need to earn for my share amount in our internet bill since Car and I have the biggest share. Haha.
Ah, Birthday? Let's have a boodle fight!
****3/30/22****
My shift ended at 6pm and I was stressed and tired. Our boss, the CEO of the company, demanded a lot today to do some extra work that is not related to our field. Well, he just asked for help and voluntary action then, later on, became mandatory. Haha. I'm currently doing the social media report for March and hopefully, it will be finished tomorrow so I can start an article for April. Grrr. Supposed to be I’m done writing articles but due to delayed responses from our General Manager, here I am just starting. Tsssk.
Anyways, yesterday was my older brother's birthday. So, I planned to not work in the afternoon to help my mother and sisters prepare the food for our boodle fight. I will share the photos of the food later. Lemme share first what I shared on my FB story.
According to our eldest brother, minsan nalang tayo mag-away kasi nga minsan lang magkita at makapag-usap. Haha. You have your own family now but you haven't changed. Monggi ka pa rin. HAHA. Hindi mo naman 'to mababasa pero kahit mabasa mo, totoo naman e. XD Even we fight many times, our bond will not going to break. Ily!
Before, you were the one who drove me to school or picked me up. That's why some of my classmates thought that you were my boyfriend hahahahaha. I remember there are someone that a year or two has passed when they found out that you are my brother 😆.
After my work at 12:00pm, I rested for a while then ate my lunch. 30 minutes bebe time. XD Then I started to prepare the barbecue. While doing that, something had happened which ruined my mood then my brother(birthday boy) came. He took off from his work too for the afternoon and helped me to prepare. All the food is provided by our sexy, pretty, kind, responsible, hard-working, caring, generous, and loving older sister. Argh. Ano pa hindi ko nasabi? Haha. We were so blessed to have a sister like her.
Okay, let's move on. Agad agad! Here are the foods on our table for dinner yesterday.
Gals, guys, believe it or not, I ate a lot! Hahaha. Yung tipong busog na tyan ko pero gusto pa ng bibig ko! Haha. Takaw ii. Of course, before eating, a family picture is a must. Haha but me being impatient coz I'm hungry, I rushed them to take pictures so we can eat right away! Hahaha.
This macaroni soup was my snack yesterday. Yuuum!
After dinner, my brothers, father, and brother-in-law drink soju. My younger brother called me but I refused haha. I am not in the mood to drink because I was full and sleepy at the same time haha. My day ended yesterday with a smile on my face. Iba talaga pag nabubusog e hahaha.
That's all! Hope you are all doing fine! Thank you for reading! Good night.
Share your thoughts
Some of you may relate about this matter or not, especially those not being in a relationship since birth? I was scrolling on TikTok when I saw this question,
"**Do you believe you need to help your partner to be close to your family and vice versa?**"
So, it made me think for about 10 seconds. Arot. I'm not sure how many seconds there were. XD Let me share my experiences with my 2 exes who I let my family meet (yung iba kasi hindi nagtagal kaya hindi na dapat ipakilala haha) and became close to them.
First, to my ex-boyfriend. We were already in a 2-year relationship when I introduced him to my parents. But my family has already known about my relationship with him since day one. It was supposed to be just a few months we had been together when I asked him to go to our house but he refused. Haha. Our friends teased him that he was scared of my father and my two brothers hahaha. Don't get me wrong, my family is kind. XD
Back to the main story, after the day he met my parents he always initiated to go here or drive me home. Then later on he always plays online games with me, my brothers, and my older sister. That became our bonding. Also, my mother always asks me to invite him whenever there are family gatherings and outings.
See. What if I didn't ask him to go here? He will not be close to my parents, especially to my siblings. But in my case, to his family, I'm not that close. I don't know, I feel like I'm not welcome at their house because of his mother. Haha.
Second, to my ex-girlfriend. We were in a 2 weeks relationship when she met one of the members of my family - my older brother. But before that, I already told my family that I have a girlfriend. At first, they wouldn't believe it since they didn't know about my past relationships. XD She met my brother unexpectedly. Haha. We were eating dinner that time when my brother asked me where I was. So, I told him where I am and I'm with my girlfriend. Then he really wanted to confirm if it was really true so he went there. He still couldn't believe it until I brought my girlfriend to our house.
She became close to one of my sisters only. She told me that she was shy. Well, she is a shy type of person. But unlike my ex-boyfriend, I became close to her family, her parents treat me like their child too. I really had a great time with her family as well as with her uncles and aunts. I even cook for them. Her mother is really one of a kind.
So, my answer is NYES. HAHA. It depends, some of us become close to them when our partner initiates but if we don't like to even if our partner helps us, it's useless. Like in my ex-boyfriend haha sorry I just don't like the aura of her mother.
**Thank you for reading! <3**
She was here yesterday.
****3/25/22****
In my previous blog, I stated there that my shift has ended with a smile on my face. It is because my bestfriend was here yesterday. She is my partner in the internship too. Some of you may have read before about how I met her and how we became friends. It was 8 months ago if I'm not mistaken. In case you are interested to know about it, go look for it. XD
Expectation vs. Reality XD
****Expectation****
As we talked about our narrative report, the day before yesterday, we decided she will go here to our house because we need to make a draft of the said report. Though we can make it without seeing each other and I love it because I missed her, our bonding, chitchat, and so on.
At first, we were talking about what we needed and where to start. We were focused on facing our laptops until we talked again about the company and the people there together with our co-intern. I will not share why of course to respect them and the company. It must be left where it was. Cut it right there to avoid conflict. It is like when someone entrusted you with their secrets.
Also, while doing the report, we decided to call our other friends in the squad but no one is answering haha so we just message and send a photo of us.
Then we asked them if they are working with the paper already and they said yes. We also talked about our work and the hours we acquired as we needed it for our paper. I just found out yesterday that two of our friends are working everyday. Yes, they are working even on weekends. But it seems that they are doing fine. Well, I know that they can handle it. Sila pa ba? Haha. Hoping to see them at our graduation. Face-to-face, cutie. Haha.
****Reality****
We have finished some parts of the paper but not even half of the whole. Haha. Most of our time was spent laughing. Before she went here, she kept bugging me for mangoes even though I told her many times that our mango tree had no more fruit since my siblings already got it and they said that our father cut the tree. Yes, I seldom got out of our house to wander as I just stayed in the front of our mother's garden.
But when she arrived here. I informed her where is the mango tree and she immediately went in that direction haha. Bruha talaga. So, what I did was dragged and told her that I will just ask my younger brother to look if there are more fruit left for her. HAHA. Luckily, there is two small fruit haha then my brother added two not-so-big guavas. Fresh from our trees. Haha. I wasn't able to take a picture of it since my bestfriend eat it right after I gave her the knife. Mukhang mangga haha.
While doing our paper we are also talking about something else. I do not know how many times we did high five and moments that I smacked her haha. Because she keeps talking about funny things or I say I just found it funny even if it is supposed to be not. You know, the way she adds a silly statement. Hays.
I am not stressed as we didn't focus on making the report and did not even do half of it. I am happy and feel like I don't have problems haha. Laughing is really good medicine, eh? That is why for me, face-to-face is much better compared to online setup. Though we are both the same inside the four corner room. Face-to-face hits different as we can interact personally with our mentors and co-workers.
**That's all for today! We just finished doing our narrative report. Yehey! Good night!**
Tomorrow is weekend again. Argh haha. Sorry gals, guys, I hope I can make time here tomorrow and read all your articles. I didn’t work pala today so I need to work tomorrow. I also need to write an article for the brand that I’m handling. Hays. Tapos need ko na rin pala maglaba this weekend or else matatambakan nanaman ako hahaha.
Looks or Personality?
Today's shift ended with a smile on my face. Why? I'll tell you on my next blog hahaha. This afternoon, my partner and I (my partner in the internship but we handle different brands so we were just partners in doing our narrative report haha. She was here earlier in our house actually.) decided to do our narrative report and will continue working on the paper tonight that needs to be passed tomorrow.
Yesterday when I read Ramona's article about this challenge, I decided to jump in. I felt like I wanted to share my thoughts about this haha.
Here we go...
****Taller or Shorter?****
Oh, come on, do I have a choice? Hahaha. I mean, this cutie little girl chaar haha was short. Even though I like to be taller than my boyfriend or girlfriend, wala talaga akong choice hahaha. So yeah, taller. All my exes are taller than me and you know what? Some of them are accused of being child abuse when I'm with them. HAHA.
****Talkative or Quiet?****
I prefer talkative haha. I want people who can't stop talking, those who have an endless topic to share haha. I do not like being quiet as I feel like my saliva will be spoiled haha.
****Short or Long Hair?****
Some people told me that I am more pretty with short hair but some people told me that having long hair is the best for me. But if you will ask me, I rather have short hair, especially with the season we have right now. Argggh. If it's about a boyfriend, I prefer that he has short or army cut hair. It's to look cleaner for me. Haha. But if it's a girlfriend, of course, I want her to have long curly hair. Well, it still depends on her. Whatever she wants, I'm just here to support her. Yiee haha.
****Bad or Cute?****
Cute na medyo bad hahaha. Feels like I'm describing myself here. Feeling cute hahaha. If it's about a partner, rawr chariz haha, I don't like that too good partner but not too bad either, I don't know how to explain this haha. Basta yorn hahaha.
****Sports or Music?****
Music. Whenever I'm mad, I want to listen in music it really makes me calm. Those music that rocking my soul arot haha.
****Older or Younger?****
I always want those older than me. As I am a bit childish(medyo lang mga ganito 🤏🏻), I want my partner to be older because I believe that they are more mature but I realized that it has nothing to do with age but with experience. Don't get me wrong, I am not saying that all people who are older than me are immature haha. Some.
****Looks or Personality?****
Ooops. I am good at both. Wahahaha kasalanan mo 'to @MidnightSky, overconfidence na me. Haha. Kidding aside, I don't mind the looks. When it comes to being in a relationship, I am looking more into personality. If she/he has a good personality I'm lucky and looks is just a bonus. Well, not to brag, my love is good at both too like me. Hahaha.
****Early bird or Night Owl?****
I cannot sleep late. Ahm, wait lemme make it clear. I can sleep late but there are consequences. Lack of sleep makes me feel dizzy, feeling that I want to throw up, and a headache the next morning when I wake up. The thing is, whenever I sleep late, I will still be waking up early that is why huhu. That's my body clock and the call of morning duty I guess? Chef in your area. XD Normally, I sleep 8pm or 9pm but these past few days I slept 10pm-11pm.
That's all, fellas!
How's your day? Hope you are all doing fine! Is covid almost out? I've seen some people earlier traveling from other barangays without wearing a mask. Hmm. I hope it will be totally gone so we really don't need to wear that suffocating mask. O ako lang nasusuffocate? Haha.
I just said that I cannot sleep late, here I am feeling sleepy already. Haha. Please, I need to stay up late. We need to finish our report. Hahaha.
Shoutout to these people!
Happy 10 months!
****3/23/22****
Yesterday, I am so happy because for the second time, the General Manager approved my work without telling me to revise it. Waaah. Not just that, he complimented me. I felt like I'm doing great in my task huhu. Well, in my more than 1 month in their company I've learned a lot from Sir N. Though I don't like his approach but it is much better. Okie, enough haha.
I'm not planning to write an article this week because aside from thinking about our work, our adviser from university posted an assignment which is a draft of a narrative report. Guess when is the deadline? Yes, this Friday :) it's okay :) no problem :).
It was posted on Monday. Duuh hello, we have an ojt. We have responsibilities at home. We need to eat, bath, rest and sleep. I'm not mad :) don't mind me. Hahaha. Still, there are less than 3 days to do it. Easy. Hopefully, we will not have loads of work this week so we can have more time to do a narrative report.
Ah, sorry for the rant haha. It is just that my blood is boiling maybe because summer is here. XD Let's go to the real agenda. Daming kuda e kaloka.
****Happy 10 months!****
March 22, 2022. Yesterday. It was the exact date that I celebrated my 10 months here on read.cash. Arot. Only on this account because I had an account before. I already shared it here in my first months on what happened. As a more than 1 year user here, I am really glad that I found this platform argh it brings back the memories. Grabeee ambilis ng panahon. In 10 months, there are times that I am not active here. You know, busyness but sometimes laziness really drags me. Haha.
I don't know how to put it into words tsskk but I am really thankful in readcash. Before, I'm using my earnings here to buy a load then we decided to have WiFi. We've been sharing for the internet bill in 5 months now. Sometimes I used my BCH for my share. Also, I use it to buy things I want.
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What is your favorite emoji?
****3/19/22****
Communication is really important to every one of us so we can relay to others what we feel, what we want or need, and whatever information we want to pass on to others. By having proper communication we can minimize misunderstandings. Pero kung sarado talaga utak ng kausap mo, walang magagawa hahaha.
In the digital era, especially this time of the pandemic we are communicating with our friends through the internet as we are seldom to meet them since there are still restrictions in different areas. As I was saying, the digital era continues evolving. We communicate using technology and most of us use emoticons to show our feelings but sometimes we use them to cover what we really feel. Aruuuuy haha. Let's discuss it more later. XD
I will not tackle about communication haha. I just want to share what emojis I commonly use.
****My favorite emoji is the "haha" (😆😂🤣)****
Whatever emoji on these three as long as I insert it on my message. I can't stop using this emoji whenever I am having fun in a conversation. But occasionally I am using it just to pretend that I'm happy with that. You know, I get offended sometimes or get sad so to cover it I still put haha emoji or just the word. Also, it seems that I'm so serious without the haha emoji that is why I put some but of course if it was a serious conversation, that's unnecessary.
****Another one is the "kiss" emoji (😘)****
I use this emoji only for those people who are close to me to show my sweetness in the conversation. Note, I'm not like this in person haha. Most of the time or I say everyday, my special someone receives this emoji from me. I received it from her as well. Yieee haha.
****Together with the kiss emoji is "hug" (🤗)****
To show care to the people I love. I'm giving them a virtual hug. This happens when someone close to me is down, sad, demotivated, or anything that shows that they are not feeling well. As I am far from them I just tend to send a virtual hug, emoji, or through GIF.
****The next one is the "heart" emoji (❤️)****
Whatever the color of the heart is, it is all the same for me though they say it has different meanings. I use this emoji when the messages touch my heart. The words they say impacted the bottom tip of my heart, choss XD. Sometimes to support the idea of the message.
****The emoji I use when I tease others is the "playful" emoji (😝)****
I love using this emoji when I am teasing someone or joking around about something and when we are having fun. I also use this in person. Haha like a kid, eh? Well, idc. XD
****Another emoji is the "sad" (🙁)****
I don't usually use this when I'm sad about what happened to myself but I use this to express my sympathy to others when they are sad. Like, they will feel that there is someone who is with them during their sad moment.
****The last one I will share is the "annoyed" emoji (😑)****
You'll see this emoji in our conversation when you pissing me off and you are successful. It's been a while since the last time I used this emoji. Haha. No one is teasing me nowadays haha. I mean through chats because there is someone who loves teasing me in calls, my girlfriend. Tsk. Haha. So instead of emoji, she sees my annoyed face.
How about you? What is your favorite emoji?
**Thank you for reading!**
Today is Saturday, so what? Char haha. It's my rest day! But in the morning, my sister and I made some changes to our room. I still have one more day to rest. Sana. Haha. Anyways, I hope I can read lots of articles tonight before going to bed. Headache, go away! XD
Drink your water, bhie.
****3/17/22****
Nothing special today. Just another normal day for me. This will be another mema article or a little rant one wahaha. I became inactive here again haha I'll tell you why, it is because these past few days, I was busy as our General Manager asked me to revise the whole content calendar after not responding for almost a week. So nice. Really nice. Then when I have free time, I just watch anime.
Imagine, everyday I am messaging Sir N just to follow up my work because I don't have anything to do. I just need his comments, opinions, suggestions, clarifications, violent reactions or what-so-ever. Haha. So, I can finish my task and move to the next part. Content calendar is the most important thing in each of their brands every first 2 weeks of the month. Once it was approved, we can now move to scheduling and writing articles. Some brands are doing marketing plan, marketing strategy and marketing campaign. Our General Manager, Sir N, wants to have a meeting with us (selected brands), interns and officers before doing the marketing proposals. That is why I stopped doing it.
While writing this, I'm just sitting here on our terrace hoping that cold air will slap me hahaha kidding. I decided that this is my workplace for this week but I guess it's no good since there are times that my family is having a good time here. I get easily distracted but I'm working on it so I can be productive even there are barriers. My siblings are noisy as always haha plus my cutie nephew, Zane. Soon, his baby brother will join the noisy club too. XD
Summer is here!
Have you felt the heat of summer already? Well, we really feel it here. So, freaking hot! Drinking lots of water is a must so we won't be dehydrated. So, drink your water, bhie! Okie?
Source https://images.app.goo.gl/Q6sfGL5YvzbcjiiX9
Just the day before yesterday, my older sister invited us to go swimming with her friends if we wanted to. I want to but lucky me, my monthly visitor visited me today. Arghhh red days! Ang timing ii haha.
Ooppss got a message from the designer. She told me that Sir N wants to change the last part of the content calendar. Okay, I'm back. Haha. It took me five minutes. The hot weather stopped me from writing this haha. Who cares? Chariz hahaha.
After that, I sent it back to the designer so she can make its artwork. It's around 3pm but it is almost 6pm now and she hasn't updated me if she was done. Hmm. Anyways, tomorrow is another day and I hope there will be no revision. Please, sir. Hahaha.
As I'm not busy with work this afternoon, I took a bath as our mother gets mad if I take a bath at night again haha then I am able to cook early for dinner. Most of the time if no one cooks for our dinner, I am the one to do it after my shift. Well, I am not mad. I'm not. :) Especially when I'm hungry after work. :))) Then some of my siblings are not busy but they chose not to cook. :)))) It's fine. Really. Hahaha. Sometimes they cook when I'm not hungry. But at least someone is doing my obligation as a cook. Hmmm. Okay. I just remember, I have tons of biscuits here as my special person sent to me. Kinikilig pa rin ako kahit 1 week na nakalipas haha. Tssk. Para daw hindi na ako nagugutom at naiinis after shift wahahaha.
That's it. That is how went my day. I'm having stomach cramps but it's tolerable unlike before I'm crying as it gives me so much pain. Grrr. Bakit kasi hindi nalang lalaki nagme-menstruation since babae naman na nga nanganganak e. Hahaha arot. Hindi po ako nagrereklamo, Lord. Medyo lang 🤏🏻
How about you? How's your day went? I hope you had fun!
Earn Bitcoin with Bling Games
****3/14/22****
I have played these games before. It was during the first months of pandemic when I discovered this game. It really pays, though it's not that big. Before, if I remember it correctly. It has only four kinds of game but it has eight now, which I love the new one - ***word breeze***.
What I hate about these games now is that there are a lot of advertisements to be able to play - which is the reason why players are earning Bitcoin. Unlike before, I can play for more levels before I need to watch an ad. Now it's too much for me. Haha. I cannot play this game as I get irritated with the ads, most are 30 seconds grrr haha. Time consuming for me too. Maybe I will play these when I have free time or just for pastime.
I will not recommend this game to those not using WiFi because I believe watching advertisements is data consuming as I experienced before. But if you want to try, go langs.
Bling Points, Bling Games and Party Power
In my first 5 plays of this game, I got 8,005 bling points. You just need to accumulate about 11,000+ bling points to be able to withdraw. 6-7 play, it depends on the random points that they are given. In each game you have **20 party power, 1 power for 1 play.** When you run out of power, you just have to wait for 7 hours to be refilled. I can't recall if this was unlimited to play before.
One more thing, we can access and play these eight(8) games without exiting the App through clicking "**More Games**", see GIF below.
You can see in the attached GIF the 8 bling games which only the 2 of them have the button of "**Play Now**" - meaning I only downloaded the 2 Apps. As I don't have much time to play games. I just saw it again. That's why I downloaded it again haha.
The photo above shows that the score we get on playing the games are not the same as the bling points that are being added on our total bling points.
I actually like the interface of the game, it's also not lag. From the 5 bling games that I've played, I can say that all of them were easy to play. Anyways, you can cash out your earnings through Coinbase.
These are the lists of Bling Games, you can find them on the play store. No idea if it is also available on IOS.
**That's all. Enjoy playing if you will! XD**
I'm not busy again today as Sir N wasn't replying until now but some interns received a reply from him this afternoon. Just wow. I messaged him this morning. Maybe it went to the bottom of Sir N's inbox. Tsk.
**Thank you for reading! (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡**
And thank you sponsors for continuous support.
The Black Hole XD
****3/12/22****
Sa hindi kalayuang siyudad kami naninirahan ng aking mga ka-tribo. Palagi kaming naglalakbay upang humanap ng pagkain para iimbak. Sapagkat malapit na ang tag-ulan at mahihirapan na kaming maghanap ng makakain sa panahon na iyon.
May mga araw na masaya kaming umuuwi dala-dala ang aming mga pagkain na nakuha at may mga araw din na luhaan. Luhaan sapagkat sa aming paglalakbay ay may napapahamak, nagiging sugatan, at may namamatay sa hindi inaasahang pagkakataon o 'di naman kaya'y sinasalakay kami. Ngunit gayon pa man ay kailangan naming magpatuloy sapagkat maraming umaasa sa amin, ang aming pamilya. Sa araw-araw na pakikipagsapalaran namin ay hindi na ito bago, nakahanda kaming mamatay.
Kaya't kapag kami ay napapahamak, sa halip na pagkain ang uwi ay mga sugatan at namatay na kasamahan na lamang. Masakit man ngunit kailangan tanggapin sapagkat sa paniniwala namin ay hindi na mawawala ang ganoong karanasan.
Hanggang sa isang araw, habang ako at aming mga kasamahan ay naglalakbay, bigla na lamang lumindol. Bigla kaming nataranta ng aking mga kasama. Ilang minuto ang lumipas bago huminto ang malakas na lindol. Dumilim ang paligid at laking gulat namin nang kami ay tumingin sa itaas.
**Source** https://giphy.com/gifs/tree-wood-scale-3o7aDgIk23zC7x7HCE
**Isang malaking butas ang aming nasaksihan.** Maya maya pa ay may inilaglag ito na malaking bagay. Bagamat malayo ang iba kong kasamahan, sa kasamaang palad ay inabot sila ng mahaba at malaking bagay na nahulog sa malaking butas. Sila ay nadaganan nito. Bukod sa malaking sukat nito ay mukha itong may kalambutan at may hindi kaakit-akit na amoy.
Dali-dali kaming tumakbo papalayo sapagkat pakiwari namin ay hindi man kami nadagnan nito, ikamamatay naman namin ang amoy. Wala na kaming nagawa para iligtas ang aming kasamahan na nasa ilalim na iyon. Bukod sa hindi namin matagalan ang amoy ay hindi namin kayang i-angat.
Maya maya pa ay may nahulog nanaman ngunit parang may tubig na itong kasama at mas lalong sumama ang amoy. Medyo natalsikan ako at ang iba kong kasamahan, lahat kami ay masuka suka. Kalahating oras ang lumipas nang mawala ang black hole, muling lumindol ng malakas. Nagpagulong gulong kami sa lupa at masasabi kong mas nakahinga ako ng maayos sapagkat nabawasan ang amoy ng mabahong tubig na may kaunting dumi na kasama. Habang tumatagal ay humihina ang lindol hanggang sa tuluyang mawala at lumiwanag muli ang paligid.
Hingal na hingal kami sa pag karipas ng takbo. Nang hindi na namin naaamoy ay napag desisyunan naming magpahinga sandali. Napasabi na lamang ako sa aking mga kasamahan na "*ganito na lamang ba tayo palagi? Noong nakaraan ay pinaliguan tayo ng mabahong tubig, ngayon naman ay hindi matantong bagay na sobrang baho at may kasamang lindol. Ano sa susunod?*"
**Hindi na talaga ligtas kaming mga langgam dito sa mundo.**
****Lead Image:**** ****source**** https://giphy.com/gifs/tree-wood-scale-3o7aDgIk23zC7x7HCE
Hahahahaha. Pasensya na sa article na 'to. Hindi ko alam bakit ito yung pumasok sa utak ko kanina. Indirect naman yan kaya hindi masyadong ano haha. Sorry natatawa ako sa sinulat ko. 😆
**Thank you so much for reading!** (◍•ᴗ•◍)
Biyernes kapatid ni Sabado (Don't read)
**3/11/22**
Today is the last day of my shift again for this week. I decided to do my laundry and if I am given a task for today I will get it done tomorrow. I made up my mind to wash my clothes today because I'm thinking, what if my siblings and mother do their laundry on weekend? If that's going to happen, I won't get a chance to do mine, again!
First thing in the morning, I got up from my bed and prepared breakfast. I prepared the vegetables for many years chaar haha. After cooking rice and pakbet (mixed vegetables, according to your preferences, ganon dito e haha), I called my bebe and told her that I'm going to do my laundry. And she was like "what? You have work, right?"
"Love, it's Friday, I will just follow up with Sir N then if he wants me to revise the contents, I will do it tomorrow. Also, what if someone does their laundry again tomorrow? Ayaw ko na mag 5 weeks yung labahin ko hahaha"
She said okay, we said our goodbyes and I ended the call. Right after that, I started to wash my clothes. While the washing machine was spinning, I felt hungry so I ate, then when I'm full, I became sleepy. Haha.
Still, I have a meeting at 10:00 am. I was so frustrated before the meeting because of the poor internet connection. I thought I would need to buy a load for me to be able to join the meeting. But after cursing the name of the company for more than 10 minutes. It went stable two minutes before 10:00 am. Kailangan pa ano-ano lalabas sa bibig ko bago umayos! Grrr. Haha.
After the meeting, I continued my laundry. After an hour, my designer chatted with me. Luckily, I was holding my phone at that time. She asked me if I needed some artworks. I told her that Sir N was not responding to my messages so unfortunately the articles and content calendar are not approved. Meaning, not sure if it will be the final. But I asked her if she wants to work, she said yes so that they can report something.
So, I have decided to make her do the web banner for articles and told her that she will just make some revision if it will not be approved by Sir N. She agreed instead she can't report anything according to her. I immediately opened my laptop and sent the layouts to her.
Then back to my laundry again. I finished before 1:00 pm. I took some rest, maybe 2 hrs haha before eating lunch. Rest again and took a bath. Took all the clothes outside, removed its hangers and folded them.
I want to sleep now. Grrr. Got a back pain. XD
I told you not to read this but if you did, thank youuu! ✨
Chloe and Nathan
****Part I.**** **How can I tell her?** https://read.cash/@dziefem/how-can-i-tell-her-ba15f3ad
Week ago after what happened. I didn't see him again arghh, but where was he the whole time? Then I realized that we are living in a digital era, fool me. **facepalm** When I got home from university, I took a rest, washed up and ate dinner with mom and dad. Before going to bed I decided to look for Nathan on social media. I opened my phone, wifi then Facebook. Wow, detailed. I typed his name and it appeared in no time since we have 54 mutuals. When I stalk his profile I saw that he sent me a friend request. Most of our mutual friends were our classmates before.
So I checked the list in requests and to my surprise, it was 2 years ago.
I don't remember that he sent me a request that time. Hmm. But he is a private grr I need to accept him before I see his posts. Why would I want to? Tsssk. Well, I'm seeing some posts in which some of my friends have been tagged. Okay, I will not accept him. Why did I see his request just now?!! He will think that I'm stalking him. Hmm 🤔
He may not notice if I accepted him, right? It's also late, he must be sleeping? I just want to know if he is single. Okay? Don't get wrong ideas, readers. If it were not for you all there's no part II. (*Ay yung character kinausap ang readers haha*).
Here I come, I will just simply click this "**confirm**" button.
Dammmnnn we're now friends.
I immediately went back to his profile and I found myself smiling. Waaaah. You know what I found out? Yaaaay! Wait, why am I happy?
Wieee he's single. So what, Chloe? Okay, that's enough. Wait, let me scroll to his photos, maybe he is not really single hmm. Woaaah, he is hot in this one raawr. Wtf. What I was thinking? I exited the App right away.
When I'm about to turn off the WiFi, I almost throw my phone because I saw Nathan message me. Oh my gulay! He just said "**Hi**." I planned not to open his message but he messaged again and said "**Hey, finally you accepted my friend request. You're stalking me, eh. Haha.**"
I'm pissed! He is so arrogant! (You stalked him, don't deny it hahaha. Mana sa author aa, stalker XD)
*I replied*: "**No, I just saw your name in the list and I feel sad for you since it's been 2 years so I accepted it.**"
"**Oh really? Okay**." *He replied, he seems not convinced. Tssssk.*
I just seen his message and went offline. He really knows how to irritate me.
Nathan's Pov...
I'm watching anime when I received a notification. I'm shookt! Chloe accepted my friend request, finally! After almost 3 years? Grr.
I stared at my notification for 20 minutes. I stalked her profile and she is single. There is hope, Nathan! **evil laugh** I'm crazy. Okay, this is my chance to talk to her. I teased her for accepting my request and joking that she was stalking me. Haha.
Waiiittt. Why did I say that??! I'm about to delete my message but it's too late, she has seen it. Okay, no regrets. She just felt sad for me, eh? Fine. I replied coldly. She just seen my message?!! How come I like this girl? Tsk.
The next morning, I opened our conversation and greeted her good morning. Why did I? (Marupok yarn?)
*She replied*: "**What is good in the morning if you already ruined it?**"
Be calm, self.
"**What did I do? I just greeted you** 🙁" *I replied.*
What the h... why I put sad emoji??!! (Paawa yarn? XD) Woah, the three dots keep on dancing for almost 10 minutes, look. Hmm is she typing an essay or what?
Arghhh.. why is it taking so long, Chloe? I'm overthinking now. What if she tells me to stop chatting with her because she was super annoyed by me. Waaah. Nooo, please. After more minutes she replied and I couldn't believe it.
Waaaah.. Is she sorry? And wait, she took almost half an hour to type this? It is hard to say sorry, eh? Wow coming from me who can't say sorry to her, too? Hahaha. What I'm gonna say now?
Chloe's Pov...
Is he hurt because I told him that he ruined my morning? Tskk I like it that he messaged me but I will not admit to him, duuh. And now, I feel bad tsssk. Fine I will say sorry. I typed "I'm sorry." but there is something in me that I don't want to send. Grrr. I deleted it and typed something bad but deleted it again. Type again then delete then at last type I'm sorry and stared at it for so long before finally sent the message and threw my phone in my bed. Grrr. It feels like it wasn't me. I checked if he had seen the message. He does. He is not replying. Argh. Why is he like that? I said sorry and he just seen my message? Whatever!
I exited our convo but I checked it again and I saw he was typing so I waited. After a few minutes, finally he sent a message. Woah.
**His message:**
`I'm sorry too, Chloe. I've been such a bully ever since we were in high school. All I do is tease you, annoy you, make you mad and so on. I know you are so irritated by me. I'm really sorry. Promise, from now on, I will not do all that. Forgive me.`
Ahhh it melted my heart! But I'm getting sad, it feels like he will never show in front of me! I'm such a bad woman. So, I just said: "**No, forget it. It's okay now**." I don't know what to say. Am I really bad? Huhu.
"**I have something to tell you but I want to do it in person. So, see you tomorrow after class?**" *he replied.*
"**Hmm okay. See you. :)**"
He just reacted to my message. I felt excitement rawr! Finally, we will see each other again.
Next day, after all my classes I patiently waited for Nathan outside our room. After more minutes I saw him going out from another building. Ah, he is so handsome. He looked at me and smiled. Waaaahhh my heart! Kalma self, kalma. I felt like we were the only ones here. He seems shining. Oh gosh.
"**Chloe? Hey, Chloe? Are you okay?**" *Nathan confusingly asked.*
"**Oh, sorry. What are you gonna tell?**"
"**Ahm, ha! Okay, it's now or never. I like you so much, Chloe! Please.... let me court you**." -*Nathan*
"**What? Are you serious? I like you too, Nathan! And you don't have to court me, you already have my yes**." *I happily stated. My heart is so happy.*
We hugged each other and went home. We were so happy.
Sa una lang 'yan. Charot! Haha. **THE END.**
Our General Manager was busy so I'm able to write an article again. I was waiting for his reply since I followed up my submitted works for him to check. Well, earlier in our meeting, our HR told us that Sir is currently moving out in their new house, that's why. So yeah, I am free this afternoon, able to read some articles and write this one haha. I was also triggered to write this part II because of my readers who are looking for a sequel. Haha. So, this is for you, fellas. Hope you enjoyed. :)
**Thank you for reading!**
How can I tell her?
**03/09/22**
I was walking in the hallway of our university when a familiar face showed up. Oh, my bully classmate when we were in high school.
**Nathan:** Hi Chloe!
**Chloe:** Hey, Nathan! What's up?
**Nathan:** Woah, you still remember me? So, you really are the Chloe I know. You've changed a lot!
**Chloe:** Yeah, how can I forget the most bully ugly guy? And yes, fatty fruity Chloe is gone.
*Damn! He is handsome, no, way more handsome than before! He was my ultimate crush back then! I guess until now? Omg! Self, relax. Be classy.*
**Nathan:** Ouch! That hurts. You hurt my feelings. I thought you had a crush on me when we were high school? Haha.
**Chloe:** No way! Who told you that? In your dreams!
**Nathan**: Your friends, they told me that you like me because of my smile. Oopss, don't tell me I'm still your crush? (He grinned)
**Chloe**: Arghh as if! It creeps me out. I'd never had a crush on you!
*Duuuh I don't want to tell him that I like him, I need to be hard-to-get! As if he will ask me on a date. But still. Hmp.*
**Nathan**: Okay okay fine. I'm sorry for teasing you, Ms. Gorgeous.
*She was cute back then, I liked her chicks, they were so fluffy. To be honest, I wanted to hug her that time. Arrrgh I missed the chance! >.<*
**Chloe**: Tsskk, you called me fatty fruity before and now Ms. Gorgeous? Don't tell me you are now inlove with me? Hahaha.
*Where did I get that confidence?*
**Nathan**: What if yes?
*Fckkkk, I don't know how to react! I feel like I'm blushing! Damn, is he serious? But he just asked me a question. Come on, Chloe, back to your senses. -Chloe*
**Nathan**: Hey, it's a joke. Don't be serious hahaha.
*Whaaat theeee, I'm so stup*d! Why did I recant what I said?!! Why am I afraid of rejection? But what if she won't reject me? Arrghhh fool me!*
**Chloe:** Tssk you are such a bully! You're just wasting my time! Get out of my sight.
He didn't say anything and walked away after I said those words. I thought he was serious but then he was just making fun of me? Because he knows that I liked him before? My blood started to boil. Grrr. But I feel that I pushed him away. Tssk it's his fault anyway.
After all my classes, I was searching for him, waiting to approach me. (Pagtatabuyan mo tapos hinahanap-hanap mo ngayon? Baliw lang siz?)
Ahhhh he didn't even bother to say sorry (Kasalanan pa niya siz?). Whatever, I will go home now!
Nathan's Pov...
Me and my friends on the way out of the university when I saw Chloe, it seems she was looking for something. I remember what she said earlier, so I told to my friends that they go home first coz I need to get back to our room. But the truth is to hide tsssk.
I don't know how I will talk to her. I'm so embarrassed. Wait, she has a fault too!
But how can I tell that I like her? Ah, nevermind!
That's it. They will never be a couple. XD Wala talagang pag-asa sa torpe at mataas ang pride wahahaha. Ayaw ko na pahabain 'to. XD
**Thank you for reading! :)**
What can you get by playing chess?
Earlier, while waiting for the general manager to reply about my submitted task (actually until now, he hasn’t responded), I’m thinking of a topic to write about haha and playing chess sink into my head maybe because I shared yesterday that it was my favorite game. Mind you, I’m not that good at playing chess and what I’m going to share is how playing chess is good.
****First, it improves memory.****
As we need to think carefully and remember every turn we make. In playing chess, aside from thinking of how we play the game, we have to jot down all of our moves. It is called “***chess notation***” where players will be given a sheet to write all the moves each turn so it can track down the play, if needed. It really helps to improve memory as players need to remember its move and its opponents so they will know how to defend and attack. *(Love, kaya medyo matalas memory ko haha)*
**Commercial** *(you can skip this one haha)*: Just want to share my last play in the Olympics which is before the pandemic hit us. That time, the game was so intense and this chess notation was more intense for me haha plus seeing in the chess clock that I’m running out of time. Grabe yung kaba ko men haha. Mas dinig ko pa yata yung pintig ng puso ko kesa sa hampas ko sa chess clock. HAHA
****Improves concentration.****
Of course, we need to stay focus while playing this game because if we’re not? *Maagawan tayo ng iba. Gusto mo yorn? Siyempre hindi, kaya focus ka. Chaar haha.* If we are not focus, we might miss the move of our opponent and be a reason to lose our piece. *Pag hindi talaga iningitan, nawawala. Hahaha chaarot. Yung iba kahit iningitan na nawawala pa rin kasi hindi nakuntento*. HAHA. It improves our concentration as we study the move of our opponent and visualize it.
****Improves logical thinking and planning skills.****
Playing chess will also help us to improve our planning skills as we need to plan every move we take. We have to plan a strategy on how we are going to win. We are thinking, what should we do to block opponents' moves? What the opponent next turn I move this piece. We think of every possibility, analyze it and based on that we will conclude what is our best move. We have to understand and interpret each move of the opponent.
****Improves problem solving skills.****
After interpreting, analyzing the opponent's moves, you have to think fast. Not just that, it must be on point. So, if you play chess most of the time, it will improve your problem solving skills as it will sharpen your brain. *Kaya pala medyo kinakalawang na utak ko. Haha. I need to play even just online chess but the actual game is far different. Malamang, dzi. Ayaw ko pa view sa online haha pero pagtiyatiyagaan haha.*
**All in all, playing chess is great for our brain**. Pero 'wag pilitin aralin if 'di keri, baka sa halip na mapabuti ay samain. Haha.
That's all for today!
There are more benefits of playing chess but yeah, I am kinda lazy haha sorry. But thanks to our general manager who didn't reply to messages, I managed to make an article for today. Haha.
Because my sibling cooked dinner, it was time to read some articles! Sana makarami akooo.
**Thank you for reading! <3**
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Mindset ba mindset.
After reading the articles of @BCH_LOVER and @Trofi01, I decided to write an article about this getting to know questions. Haha.
Get to know me more:
**What is your favorite game or sport to watch and play?**
My favorite to play is chess even though I'm not good at it haha. When I was in senior high school and college, I used to join intramurals to play chess. This is an intense game even if you are just sitting hahaha.
**Would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse, or drive a car?**
Of course I rather ride a bike, why? Because I do not have a horse and car haha aside from that, I still do not know how to drive a car and ride a horse. So, ride a bike. Yun lang mayroon dito haha. Mindset ba mindset. XD
**Have you ever had a nickname? What is it?**
Yes. My name is Gemma, yummy like yema. XD Wahaha. Different people have made a nickname for me and some just call me by my name.
**Gems/Gem** - This is the most used nickname of mine. Some of my friends, old and new, call me gems. Most of my nephews and niece call me "Tita Gems".
**Gemsky/gemskie** - Some of my cousins and my besfriend call me this.
**Smiley** - brother of my aunt's husband calls me this as I am always smiling to him and to other people.
**femfem** - Ate Ruffa calling me this even if I told her to stop calling me femfem haha and some of you call me that too. Stop please haha. Just call me Dzi(G), like Ramona does. Haha.
**What did you want to be when you were small?**
I'm still small so I just want to grow first. HAHA. When I was a kid, I dreamt of being a teacher. (I thought it was easy kasi haha). As I'm getting older, I said to myself that I cannot be a teacher anymore haha. Seeing my teachers and professors made me realize that teaching is not for me. Hindi ko keri mga tii. That's why I salute those teachers and aspiring ones.
**Are you a clean or messy person?**
I am not sure what is being asked here haha. I'm a mess but clean in my things. Gets? No? Bahala ka dyan. Hahaha.
**Do you collect anything?**
Yes, I love collecting shoes. Haha. For your information, not all are original. I still do not have the money to collect lots of original shoes haha.
**Who was your first crush?**
His name is Arl John. He was my first year high school classmate. He is not that handsome. He became my crush because he is good at drawing, smart and neat. After I transferred school, I never heard about him even from my other classmates. Haha.
**What's the craziest thing you’ve done in the name of love?**
I don't know if this was crazy but I begged someone to choose me over another person and let myself be a rebound. Arghhhh never again!! Hahaha. Self, forgive me. XD
If you want to answer some questions, just pick here. There are hundred questions. :) https://m.signupgenius.com/#!/resources/articles/groups/getting-to-know-you-questions
**Thank you for reading! <3**
I finished my task early today so I’m here haha. But I’m still waiting if my mentor and the general manager will give me another task. Two hours more before I log out. Will read some articles while waiting.
Are you a Likable Person? Take this test to know.
**03/06/22**
Sometimes scrolling on Facebook is good for me haha. Why do I say so? Because I saw this and now I have a topic to write about. 😂 I forgot the name of the page, I was just able to save the link haha. Mianhae.
I remember I took the Difficult Person Test about 8 months ago and it shows that I'm an easy person to get along with as I got 32.86% only. It was accurate for me, I don't know about others haha.
Now, let's take a look if I'm a likable person.
Woah. I passed the test! XD Gals, guys, you think this is accurate? To those users I've encountered here, what can you say? Hahaha. Be honest, I know that I have an attitude.
Explanation of facets:
****Friendliness****
`openness, warmth, and enthusiasm; they often make others feel welcome and comfortable.`
As we can see, I'm friendly but not 100% haha. Sometimes when I'm not in the mood, some people will not be comfortable with my presence. Kasi naman nga may pagkamaldita ako pag wala ako sa mood haha. But don't get me wrong, I'm still kind.
****Humor****
`moods are contagious, happy and energetic.`
Odiba, may humor ako. XD I love to make people laugh as it makes me happy. Haha. I remember when we had practices every after classes for our practical folk dance performance. Most of my groupmates are tired while me is still full of energy and making jokes with them. Tsskkk. I miss face-to-face! Hoping for ftf graduation. Daig pa kami ng elementary dito samin, mag face-to-face na sila. Skl haha.
****Happiness****
`comfortable in their own skin and where they are in life.`
Awit, hindi ako masyado masaya? Haha. Well, I am happy and contented. It just that, kinulang ako sa height kaya inggit ako sa matatangkad hahaha. Chaaar. You'll know why I'm not that happy when you answer those questions. Kidding. I know we have different timelines and paths, I just can't help but be jealous of those youth like me that are already married, have babies. HAHAHAHA jooooke. I'm not ready for that, what I mean is some of them have a lot of achievements. It's my fault naman din kasi tamad ako. HAHAHA.
****Kindness****
`helpful, generous and considerate.`
Not to brag, I can say that I possessed kindness. I help people when I can, I'm generous when I have enough and I'm considerate all the time. Some users have known me here for almost or more than a year now haha. So if you have a violent reaction just comment down below. Hindi kita aawayin kung hindi ka agree. Hahaha.
****Positivity****
`tend to show positive body language such as strong posture, smiling, and having open shoulders.`
Though sometimes I'm a nega, still I keep reminding myself to be positive and always wear my smile even when there are a lot of problems. Like I said in my article yesterday, forcing laughter and faking smiles haha. Being positive will attract positive results. Kaya stay positive, 'wag lang sa covid!
****Tolerance****
`practice active listening and make the people around them feel seen and important.`
Yep. I'm still engaging with them even if sometimes I'm not interested. I do not want them to feel unimportant. I am considering what they would feel.
****Honesty****
`strive to avoid lies, betrayals and misleading others.`
Gaga man sa inyong paningin, honest naman din. XD. Ahuh, I'm an honest person, I can lie but I chose not to. I only tell lies about my feelings like saying i'm fine even if not. HAHA. For me, lying won't do any good, even white lies. I know some of you will not agree with me as you believe that white lies are not that bad. Let's have a debate! Hahaha. I would love that. Hihi.
Here are some questions from there:
I totally agreed with this one. Like what I stated above, when someone tells me about something and I'm not interested in it, I always try to pay attention and focus. I don't want to cut them off while talking, especially when they are so happy. Maybe I'm not interested but I'm glad that they are sharing it with me.
No, disagree! I don't think that way. And even if they are bad, still, I treat them well. As much as I can, I chose to be kind. See the results. XD Pero pag hindi ko na kaya, pasensya nalang wahahhaa. Chaaar. I will just choose to stay distant instead of doing bad to them.
I'm not. Especially before? It was pre-pandemic, some of my classmates or friends asked me to go with them, buy something for them, cook for them, etc. I said yes without hesitation. Hindi po talaga nag-iisip before. Hahaha. Ngayon po, medyo nag-iisip na. XD
That's all!
If you want to try here's the link: **Likeable Person Test.** https://www.idrlabs.com/likable-person/test.php
**Thank you for reading! :)**
Happy Sunday! <3
Forcing laughter, faking smiles.
****03/05/22****
Yesterday morning before logging in to my work, I opened my YouTube and played random music. As I was a little bit sad at that time, I felt like some lyrics are relatable to me haha especially my title. HAHA. But when I'm just sad, okay? I'm okay now. XD
So, from those music, these are the lines I remembered:
**Forcing laughter, faking smiles.** This is me whenever I'm sad but I don't want to show it to others and I do not want to feel that way. The pretendah. XD That is why I'm forcing my laughter and faking smiles but if you know me, you'll know that I'm faking it. I just want to be happy in front of them, you know, me being sad can make the atmosphere the same. Kaya happy lang dapat. Haha.
**The more you say, the less I know.** Sometimes when people are talking too much, my little brain can't handle it haha. Chariizz. I relate to this one in terms of, when someone is saying a lot about the things I can't visualize and it leads to different dimensions XD. Like "what is she talking about?" But in relation to particular lessons or information from professors and mentors, the more they discuss, I can't absorb all of it, it's overwhelming. Haha. "*Less is more." ;)*
**I feel okay when I see your smile.** There are times that we feel down and lonely but when we see someone's smile who is close to us or babies and innocent children, it makes us feel better or it's only me? Kidding. Haha. *Seeing your smile makes me feel okay, love. Yiiieee haha.* Seeing someone smile can attract others to smile too, you know that? It's like a contagious disease. 'Wag lang yung ngiti na parang may balak, depende din pala kung gusto mo yung balak. HAHAHA
**Everybody's laughing in my mind.** Before, when I'm thinking about the future or possible outcome of what I will do and make mistakes, I tend to think that everybody will laugh. Now, I don't care anymore. HAHAHA chaaar
**Lonely place.** For me, it's not literally a lonely place. But it's the situation, feelings, memories and so on. The place became lonely when we expected something or someone to see but it was nowhere to be found. It can be a beautiful place that turns into a lonely place because the person you used to come there is not with you anymore, it all became in memories.
**Playful conversation.** Tamang utuan lang, ganon. XD. There is always one person in your squad (if wala sa inyo edi wala lang haha) that will break the serious conversation into a playful one. He/She will talk about something funny or give scenarios that make everyone laugh and there you go, it becomes a playful conversation.
That's all for today!
**Thank you so much for reading! :)**
Today is Saturday so it's my rest day! Haha. I planned to jog this morning but it was canceled so I decided to do my laundry but my mother is doing hers so maybe tomorrow. I've shared this on my noise but want to share this here too. Haha.
Happy weekend! Keep safe.
Overthinking kills me.
Hello. This is just another drama that stopping me from sleeping haha. I don't know. I just feel sad right now. If you hate drama. You better not read this! So, I will just write this and won't read because I hate my own drama hahahaha. Actually, I just want to release this here as I do not want to be a burden to anyone. I am not supposed to write but I can't sleep so maybe writing here will help me to fall asleep.
Okay, here's the chicka...
I'm just happy earlier, when something happens (my fault, I guess) and I have read a message, conversation rather, it's a not-so-old one. This is what I hate about re-reading old conversations haha. We do not know what lies there or I say we have forgotten but the feeling is going back after reading the messages. Hahaha. I was just reading a happy conversation when it got sad. I will not reveal what conversations about haha.
What I'm trying to say is, even someone told me that "it won't happen", "I'm not gonna do that", "it's already in the past", "don't worry about it", "everything's gonna be fine" and so on. I just can't help but to overthink. Especially when I am not on good terms with myself. XD hahaha. You know, I can't stop thinking about it or should I say, it keeps coming back to my head! Tumatak na talaga. Grrr. But I'm trusting them. It is just that, I don't know how to stop overthinking hahaha.
Okay, I feel a little bit better now. Haha.
Lemme share what I did today aside from overthinking. XD
As usual, OJT (10am-6pm). My accomplished works today are scheduled posts, submitted a content calendar for April and made a social media report. Haha. After my shift, I immediately left what I'm doing because I sense that there's still no viand. Glad that my brother cooked rice. I also cleaned the messy kitchen area, ayaw ko nalang mag talk. Chariz haha.
By the way, to be able to finish the socmed report, I worked overtime but not included in my working hours haha. Gusto ko lang kasi tapusin para bukas hindi ko na iisipin pa. Maybe I will do revisions tomorrow if ever Sir N wants changes in the new content calendar haha.
Daaaamn. As I stay up late, I expect that I will be hungry. What to eaaaat??? Haha. Gising pa ba kayo? Haha.
If you finished reading this, wow. Thank you so much! I really appreciate it! <3
Keep safe! :)
I'm wet while working
**March 02, 2022**.
Wow I have articles for 2 consecutive days haha. Pwera bati. 😆 Oh, speaking of, segway ii haha. Do you believe in this? You must say, "bari-bari apo, pwera bati" whenever you are walking on a certain area that you are not familiar with and you are not used to go there, throwing hot water or anything and so on because you might stepped on poop haha kidding, step on and hurt creatures that cannot be seen.
Okay, back to the topic...
I'm wet while working. Haha. Yes, you read it right, I swim then do the work, then swim, do the work then swim haha. Today is Wednesday and so I have work. I'm on shift. Few days ago when my older pretty, sexy, kind sister told us that we will have a hangout at her friend's resort, the smile immediately flashed on my face haha and I told her that I will bring my laptop so I can work there haha. Also, buy data to use so I'll be attentive if my mentor and manager message me, as well as to send my accomplished task.
**10:00am.** My family left me alone at home because I told them to just get me here at 12pm(which is my lunch break) since I still have a meeting in the morning. My brother-in-law came 5 mins before 12nn. Naks. Haha.
When we arrived at the resort this was the first thing I did... took a snap with pretty sisters! XD
**At 1pm**, we had a short meeting about a marketing proposal that needs to be done this month. I can't hear clearly what my teammates are saying since the karaoke is so loud even though it's far from me as you can see in the picture below haha and I forgot to bring my earphones haha. Duuuh, it's an unannounced meeting tsss. After the meeting, I continued my work.
And while working, I happily took pictures with my family. Look how happy they are.
For your information, I work as early as 8:00 am instead of 10:00am (which is my time-in, tamad po ako pero nagwowork pa rin po ako, opo haha). Of course, for me to enjoy it and doesn't need to worry much about work, early log in tayis. Mindset ba mindset wahahaha. I logged out at 2pm after finishing the needed documents but from time-to-time, I'm checking my phone if there's a message. Mahirap na baka malagot tayo haha. Later I will continue the report before going to bed in exchange for my lost hours, the deadline is on Friday. Hakhak.
**Me enjoying the moment:**
I forgot to take a photo of our food haha. It's pancit, barbecue, hotdog, pork chop and grilled fish. Gutom na gutom yarn? Chariz.
And that's it. I enjoyed this day even though I'm loaded with work. Haha.
How's your day? :)
**Thank you for reading! Your time is appreciated. <3**
Promises that I made
I got the idea to write about this when I stumbled upon a post on Facebook about her dreams that she wants to come true. I don't remember who it was and I forgot to screenshot either. My bad. So sorry.
**Anyways, here are some of my promises I made:**
**Give my parents a reposeful life.**
When I was a kid, I would never forget what I said to my parents "I will work hard to be successful and be able to build a great house for you". Because back then, our walls were made from *sawali* (**woven split-bamboo mats**) and our floor was still soil. As time went by, the floor became concrete. Then later on, that house became my older brother's house as he got a family. Now, our house is made of concrete but still unfinished, all rooms have no doors yet, need to be painted and so on but my older sisters are working on it so no need to worry. Maybe I will just do expansions to have more rooms as our house feels small because you know, we are a big family. Haha. Also, I want them to not worry anymore when it comes to finances. Kaya sana magkatrabaho agad pagka-graduate! XD
**Support the studies of my younger siblings.**
As one of the older sisters, I want to support my other siblings as I don't want my parents worry about finances for their studies(need to buy for their requirements or anything they needed to study since there's no tuition fee). I still have five siblings who are younger than me. Okay, let's exclude Carisdaneym because she can handle herself already haha. So, the remaining 4, I want to support their studies, especially my brother who will be in college next school year. Followed by our younger sister who will be in her last year in high school. I'm praying, I hope by that time I already got a job.
This brother of mine asked "*should I attend college?*" He is asking that because we all know that our parents can't support us financially. Carisdaneym and I have both been working students since we stepped on high school up to now. Back to my brother, I told him "*Yes, of course! You will finish your studies. I will support you.*" I said that confidently even though I'm really not sure. Haha. But I will do my best! Grrr.
**Travel in different places!**
This one is the promise I made for myself. I want to travel anywhere with the beautiful places here in the Philippines and around the world together with my parents as long as they can. Of course, I want to *travel alone* as well and with my love. A lot of places are already intact in my head. More and more places, seeing on different social media and here at readcash! Haha. Some of you shared where you have been and I love to visit those places too, reading your articles makes me feel the excitement rawr.
What about you? What are the promises you made to yourself or to your loved ones that you want to fulfill? :)
This has been in my drafts for about three months now hahaha. I was scrolling on my account and I saw this one so I decided to finish it haha. I just wrote the key points months ago and forgot about this haha.
Hello, March!
It's Tuesday! I tues you, love. Haha. 3 days to go and it's weekend again wahahaha. Tuesday palang parang pagod na pagod na haha. Charooot. Fighting sa OJT, self!
After logging out from work, I cooked dinner, ate and finish this post. Will read some articles tonight before going to bed. :)
Keep safe, everyone!
**Thank you for reading! (灬º‿º灬)♡**
Two Men at a Time?
I feel bad about what I'm doing. I am a married woman, I love my husband so much. But there is another man that is making me happy.
Every time my husband goes to work, I meet another man. Spending time with him almost everyday. One time when we were having a picnic, I interrupted our happy moments and told him that I need to go home because my husband might be mad at me if I got home late. He looked disappointed but still I hurriedly stood up and went home.
When I reached home, I saw my husband watching television. I fixed myself, trying to smile before happily approaching him.
"**Hi hon, I'm home!**" - I greeted and hugged him from his back.
"**Oh hon, you are already here. How's your meeting with friends?**" My husband asked.
"**Hmm, it's good. By the way hon, have you eaten?**" I responded.
"**Not yet**" he answered then smiled.
"**I will cook for you. What do you want?**" I asked.
"**You decide hon, whatever it was, is fine with me**."
After that, I left him in the living room and went to the kitchen to cook. Once we finished our dinner we watched a movie then slept. (yeah, nothing's happened :( chaaar hahahaha)
Next morning, my husband went to work again and then this another man showed up in front of our door. He asked me to go out with his friends. I'm happy while hanging out with them but every time I'm at home, I feel so guilty. Who wouldn't?
We always go out on a date. This other man didn't stop pursuing me. One time, we were having a dinner date and we were happily talking when I saw that I'm wearing a wedding ring. So, I removed it. Then when I came home, I put it back because I didn't want my husband to be mad at me when he saw that it's not on my finger.
Months passed...
I'm continuously going out with this other man and then one day he told me that he has a surprise for me. And it's in a place where we always had our picnic. I love that place.
When we got there, I saw our friends holding a banner with the "**WILL YOU MARRY ME?**" written on it. I'm so happy. I said "**YES!**"
After a few minutes, I heard my husband call me.
"**Hon? What is the meaning of this?**"
I'm shocked. Then I hugged him and told him that I was sorry while crying.
"**Please hon, don't leave me!**" I uttered.
*Then this other man spoke...*
"**Carmen, do you still love him? Please, that's enough! Wake up! It's been three years! I'm trying to help you! He's gone. He's not coming back. Please accept the fact that he is not here anymore. Set him free**." He's crying while saying those words.
And I continued crying while reminiscing the moments I had with my husband and the time he died because of an accident.
"**Hooon, please help me to move forward! You told me that you love me but why did you leave?!! You're so unfair!**" I shouted this while crying. It still hurts me. I still can't accept that he's gone. But thank you to this man who is helping me. I know I'll be okay. Maybe not now but soon and I'll finally say,
"***I'm setting you free hon. I love you.***"
Eeyyy. I got an idea to write this because of the clip I've watched on TikTok. Haha. Anyways, I hope everyone is safe and doing fine.
**Thank you for reading!** (灬º‿º灬)♡
Oh and let me flex my nails haha. This is so irrelevant to my article, sorry. I just love it. Haha. My girlfriend has the same nail art. E gusto ko same kami, so yeah, pinagaya ko sa manicurist hahaha. Pero hindi gayang-gaya and it's okay. Ta-daaaa!
It's Monday! Fighting in life and work! My time-in is 10:00 AM but I already received a message from the General Manager at 8:30AM, telling me about my task haha. Kbye. Have a great day, fellas! :)
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Not good at drawing? Check this out.
Hello, everyone! How's life? Hope you are all doing fine. Stay safe and healthy!
So yesterday, I discovered something and I also want to share it with you here, gals/guys. I was browsing in my LinkedIn account when I saw a post about this. I’m so happy because I’m not good when it comes to drawing and so find this too as a useful one for me. Also, this is so easy to use. I feel like this is for kids, isn't it? haha but I can use this when layouting for the designs haha.
Here how it looks like:
Let me draw a butterfly haha. Again, I’m not good at drawing! Haha. As you can see, by drawing a butterfly it will give you options you want on how it looks. I chose the first one.
And ta-daaaa, it looked like a real butterfly now. I'm not enjoying it, okay? Not really. Just the kid in me. Hahaha. Now, you can also color it by just choosing and changing what color you want and tap your desired area.
See the difference! Nothing! HAHA.
Haha. Parang same lang naman hahaha. Chaariizz 😆 Panget lang talaga yata yung mouse na nabili ko kung bakit ganon yung drawing ko hahaha.
Let me draw a leg this time. Hahaha
Yes, it's a leg! 😆 Panget talaga yung mouse hahahahaha. Hindi matanto kung ano ba talaga amp hahaha buti nalang nagbibigay sila maraming options. Ikaw payag ka? Option ka lang? Hahaha syemre hindi! Don't settle for less! Grrr. XD
Aside from legs it gives you other options because it really doesn't know what I' m trying to draw HAHAHAHAHAHA. They really just give a lot of options. Whatever you draw.
**You can also insert a text, change the font and its size. Change the color of your background by just clicking after you choose the color you want.**
You can just explore those tools, aside from it has auto draw, **you can choose the manual**. You can also **drag everything** you input.
**Here is how it looks on mobile.** It just looks the same. I drew a bicycle. Panget din daliri ko hahahaha.
If you want to try just go here on autodraw.com and start drawing! Enjoy! :) https://www.autodraw.com/
That's all!
Just finished cooking our breakfast. Now, I need to prepare for my OJT. Ciao! Have a nice day, everyone!
**Thank you for reading!** (◍•ᴗ•◍)
3 Weeks at OJT
Hello, everyone! So, as you have read the title, this article will be about my first 3 weeks experience in my OJT but more on rants hahaha.
In my first week, I can say that my job is easy. I do not feel pressure at all. But in my second week, it became a medium level haha. Gamed lang ang peg hahaha. Going back, in my 2nd week, I finished doing the content calendar for March (this is all the contents that will be posted for next month including the layouts for artworks - the one that I will send to designers). This content calendar must be approved by the brand owner on or before February 21.
**Here's the story:**
I submitted the content calendar to the brand owner as my mentor told me to do so. When Sir N checked it, he told me to revise some contents and layouts. So, I did. The following day, I submitted again and he approved all the contents. I’m so happy that time because my mentor commended me. Haha. Back to the approved contents, after Sir N approved it, I briefed the designers about the layouts but buuuuuutttt during that time Sir N asked me to change one content, I did and submitted it for approval. Again, it has been approved so I told the designer that the content has been changed. I thought it’s all good by then but Sir N asked me to change some contents again huhu. I mean, why did he approve all of it then change later on? Come onnn. Haha.
In the same week, I also wrote three articles posting for March as well. I haven’t submitted it because Sir N is still working on some content calendar including the brand that I’m handling.
In my 3rd week, which is this week haha I finished the 4th article and Sir N, agaaain! He asked me to change and edit some contents. This is stressing me out to be honest haha. Why naman ganon sir? Haha. I didn't have a choice so I did. It’s my work. Haha. To cut the long story short about the content calendar, it has been done today (Feb.17) including the artworks. The designer sent it to me earlier.
But yesterday, the head of designers, Sir H, asked us marketing interns and officers to make a carousel post, for March content. Another change, eh, haha. After making it, I sent it to him for approval and he approved, yey no revision haha. Sorry, I’m just happy XD. Also, yesterday they asked us to make a marketing plan and they want us to finish it by tomorrow :) wow. I mean, maybe we can finish it by then if we don’t have another task. And there is Mr. L, the brave one, a marketing intern also who asked Ms. M if it can be extended. In no time Ms. M moved the deadline to Wednesday next week. Good job, Mr. L! Hahaha.
Don’t get me wrong, okay? I love the job and the people there because they are so kind, patiently teaching us and kindly answering all of our inquiries.
Despite those stressful moments, I’m still glad because I’m learning from them and I know that I can use all of it in the future.
Yaaaay! Last day of work tomorrow haha. But I think I need to work on weekends for the marketing plan. Aigoo.
That’s all! Thank you for reading. 😊
I want to be active here but I’m so busy with my OJT, hays. I just finished cooking for dinner as well.
**How's your day? ( ◜‿◝ )♡**
In the Motel (Part II)
*To our surprise,* ***Lucas and Paul went out to the building while holding hands and when they got in the car, we saw that they kissed.***
*Jasmine and I just cry. We don’t know how to react to what we witnessed.*
Jasmine and I went home while we were crying. Jas decided to get her things in their house and confront her husband and discuss filing an annulment, which is my plan too. But in my case, I won't leave my house. Yes, I bought it before Lucas and I got married. So, I will kick him out to my house and I told Jasmine that she can stay at my house for the meantime.
When we reached Jasmine's home, we caught Paul and Lucas. They are too close, laughing while talking. When they noticed us, they immediately stayed away from each other and stood.
"**Wifey, so you are with Jasmine? Where did you go?**" -Paul
"**Hi hon, you look tired. Are you okay, your eyes are swollen? Did you cry? You too, Shania?**" -Lucas
Jasmine released a deep sigh before starting to talk.
"**When did it start?**" -Jasmine asked.
Paul and Lucas look confused.
"**What do you mean, hon?**" -Lucas
"**Your relationship with Paul**" -Jas
"**Hahaha what? Hon, what are you saying? Haha**" -Lucas
"**Haha. Yeah, Jasmine. Are you joking?**" -Paul
"**She's not, Paul. We saw you earlier, together, in the ****** motel.**" -Shania
"**You two cannot fool us anymore. What? Do you want evidence? Here, look**!" -Jasmine
She is crying while showing that picture and we can really see the hatred written on her face. Paul and Lucas were shocked, even me because I didn't see her take a picture. I'm so stup*d, why did I not think of doing that?! obob iz me chaar XD
"**Let me explain, hon. Please**" -Lucas
"**You don't need to explain, Lucas. Let's end this sht. Now, you can be happy with Paul**." -Jas
"**Wifey...**" -Paul
"**Don't talk to me, Paul. Don't come to my house either. I don't want to see your face. We don't need you! Let's go, Jasmine**" -Shania
I grabbed Jasmine hands and dragged her in my car. As I'm strong woman eme, I can hold my tears while Jasmine is such a crying baby. I held her face with my two palms of course duh and wipe her tears. I jokingly told her that we can be together and there you go, she laughed. That was my intention, readers. 'Wag kang issue dyan. Char haha.
When we reached home. I let Jasmine sleep in my bed because she seems really tired. While she is sleeping I prepare snacks. I found myself crying as I remembered what Paul did to me. Why didn't he tell me? I opened the refrigerator and get alcoholic drink. Cursing Paul and telling myself that he is nothing.
Later on Jasmine went out to my room. She sat beside me. She didn't talk. You can see that she has something in her mind. I think it is about what happened earlier. So, I didn't talk either and continued to shot but she grabbed and drank it. Then she called me.
"**Shania, what if you and I are meant to be**?" -Jasmine
She comes closer to me and I can't move! Dang! I close my eyes and wait for the-
"**Shania, why did you close your eyes? Do you want me to kiss you? Haha**." -Jasmine
Now I'm blushing because I thought she's going to kiss me. So embarrassing! But when I'm about to open my eyes, I felt something soft touch my lips. Then the next thing that happened is I'm catching my breath because she was kissing me thoroughly. What the fck! I felt butterflies in my stomach. I don't want her to stop.
I love her touch. I love how she touches my body. I didn't drink much but I'm so dizzy and craving for more. Now, I'm lying on my bed while she is.. wait how do we get here? (Okay, that's enough, Ms. Author! Hahaha)
I feel sleepy so I closed my eyes. I just felt that she hugged me and finally fell asleep.
The next morning.. I woke up with a hangover and Jasmine was not beside me. Maybe she left and went to their home. So I went to my room but I'm shocked because I saw her cooking. The smile automatically flashes in my face.
"**Good morning, love**." She uttered and smiled.
I didn't react but my heart beat so fast! Two minutes before it sank into my head that she called me love. And there, butterflies in my stomach with matching dazed eyes
"**Love, let's eat.**" -Jasmine
Waaaaah, she called me love again. Why do I love this feeling?! I couldn't answer her so I just nodded.
"**Shania? Can we give it a shot?**" -Jasmine
"**What do you mean, Jasmine?**" -Shania
"**Us**" -Jas
At first I didn't answer because I'm waiting for her to say that it was a joke but she looks serious about it. So, I started to talk.
"**Why not? But before that, can we heal first?**" -Shania
"**Yes, much better**." -Jasmine
Then we smiled at each other.
After months, Jasmine and I became a couple.
The end.
Wahahaha. Sorry for the boring ending. Thank you for your time! (◍•ᴗ•◍)
In the Motel
Ahhhh. I got back pain from sitting all day in front of my computer geezz. Okay, it’s already 5:00 pm, time to log out and also, I need to cook for my hubby. His work will end at 6:00 pm and the travel time from his office to our home is approximately 30 minutes so by then I'll finish cooking. Yay.
While cooking, I received a message from my hubby…
**The text message:**
*Wifey, I’ll be home late, we have a hangout. Don’t worry, we are all boys. Is it fine? If not, I will tell them that I cannot go.*
**I replied**: *it’s fine hubby. Just drink moderately, okay? Be safe at driving later.*
**Hubby**: *Sure wifey! Thank youuu, you’re the best!*
I just smiled after reading my husband's message. I can sense his happiness haha. But knowing that I will eat dinner alone, causing me to lose appetite. After cooking, I still put some in my mouth so my pets inside my body won’t get mad at me haha then decided to wash the dishes.
Before going to bed, I took a bath and applied my skin care. Sana all. When I checked the clock, it’s already 8:30 pm. I’m a bit sleepy but I want to wait for my husband. I want to make sure that he will be home safely. So, while waiting I decided to read books by Dan Brown. (I’m not fond of reading books but I have read some haha -author).
Hour has passed, and I texted my hubby to ask if how’s going there.
He replied that it is just getting started and he told me to rest because I still have work tomorrow. I closed my eyes and fell into a deep sleep, argh am I too tired?
Next morning, my husband is not beside me. “*So, he didn't come home last night?*” I asked myself. Then to my surprise, it opened the door and my husband came in with food.
“**Good morning, wifey! I cooked breakfast. Let’s eat**” -*hubby*
“**Wow. Good morniiing. It looks yummy. What time did you get home? Why you didn’t wake me**?”
“**I got home 11:00 pm and I do not want to disturb your sleep because you are tired, wifey**” -*hubby*
“**Okay. Thank you for the food. I love you**”
“**I love you too**” -*hubby*
He smiled and kissed me on my forehead.
After we ate each other, each other’s food. XD I got ready for work while hubby volunteered to do the laundry. I wonder what he needs haha. He is like this when he goes somewhere, when he wants to make love or wants to buy something. Let’s see what he will say later. Haha.
I’m hungry but there is still 1 and half hours before lunch break. While thinking of what snack I can get in our kitchen, I’m startled. My hubby put sandwiches and orange juice beside me.
“**Here’s your snack, ma’am.**” -*hubby*
“**Hahaha. Thanks hubby, what do you need? I know you want something because you are extra sweet today.**”
“**Ahmm haha. Well wifey, since it was my day off, I will meet Lucas and drink with him. Can I?**”-*hubby*
“**I knew it, haha. Okay hubby, sure. You really know how I would allow you, eh**.”
“**Haha. Thanks, wifey. I will finish the laundry and will cook our lunch, okay? Just focus on your work. I love you.**” -*hubby*
I just laughed and he turned away and walked towards the kitchen.
Every week, he is doing this so I already expected that every time he has a day off, he always asks me if he could hang out with his best friend.
Time passes by…
Now, I’m getting suspicious as my husband is constantly going out with his best friend Lucas. I do not know if he is telling the truth or what. It is not just that I don't trust him but I think it’s too much. Duh, my guts telling me that he has a mistress. Instead of asking me to go out, he is going somewhere.
To be sure, I called Lucas’s wife. Jasmine. I asked her if his husband Lucas is with my husband Paul. And she told me “**Yes, he picks Lucas here, Shania. Your husband didn’t tell you?**”
“**Ah he did, I just want to make sure. Thanks, Jasmine!**” Then I ended the call.
After a week, it’s my day off so I decided to buy essentials and groceries. While roaming inside the supermarket, I saw Jasmine. So, I greeted her.
“**Hi, Jasmine! How are you?**”
“**I’m fine. How about you, Shania?**” She asked.
“**Well, you know that our husbands were always hanging out. Are you not wondering what they are doing?**”
“**To be honest, I feel like my husband has a mistress**” -*Jasmine*
“**We have the same thought, Jas. What should we do?**”
“**What if we follow them?**” -*Jasmine*
“**Okay, let’s do that**”
My husband's day off…
“**Wifey, I’m going out with Lucas, I already clean our house**” -*hubby*
Then he smiled while waiting for my answer. I want to ask him but yeah nevermind we will just go after them.
“**Yes sure**” I smiled bitterly but I think he didn’t notice.
“**Thanks, wifey. I love you**” Then he hurriedly went out.
**After 20 mins…**
Jasmine is calling…
“**Hello Shania, they already left. I will go after them and texted you where am I**” -*Jasmine*
“**Okay, Jas. Thank you**”
`<Message received>`
It was from Jasmine.
**The message**: *Shania, I think they have an affair. Come here at ****** motel.*
**I replied**: *Okay, I know that place. I’ll be there in a few minutes.*
I arrived at the motel and I saw Jasmine hiding at the edge of the building. So, we waited for an hour for our husbands to come out.
To our surprise, **Lucas and Paul went out to the building while holding hands and when they got in the car, we saw that they kissed.**
Jasmine and I just cry. We don’t know how to react to what we witnessed.
The End.
Hahaha. Maybe they will file an annulment. Then Jasmine and Shania will end up together. Haha. Whatever. Kayo na bahala umisip kung ano mangyayari dyan.
So yeah, I was busy with my OJT, that’s why I’m inactive here. I've been doing this article for 2 days hahaha. I continue writing when I have free time.
**Thank you for reading! (◍•ᴗ•◍)**
How are you all? :)
Happy Birthday, Carisdaneym!
Yes, today is her birthday.
Yesterday, my brother and I made this simple effort. We were able to do this since she is not staying here with us for the meantime. She is living with our older sister. Kaya walang nang-aaway sakin kasi mag-isa ko sa room haha. Back to the decor haha, we are laughing while doing this because of two pictures that we printed hahaha. Just to be clear, my brother is the mastermind haha. I cover those two pictures because it was embarrassing haha and I don't want her to get mad at me if I let you all see it. XD I'm a good sister, duh. Though our baby sister uploaded it on her social media. Haha.
I greeted her this morning when I woke up. I'm not sweet. Haha.
**The message:**
*Hoyyy! Happy Beratdaaaay, my mortal enemy! Enjoy your day! We may fight a lot because you always pick fights with me haha still I love you and I will support you in everything you want basta yung goods lang haha. Also, know your priorities first ha. Yayaman ka alam ko, mahusay ka e, matalino pa haha. Nandito lang me ka-Marites. Mwaaa. Oh, 'wag ka iiyak. Hahaha.*
After an hour she came home and she didn't expect the decorations beside her bed hahaha. She was like "waaaaah, you used it?" (Yeah, all the materials were hers haha). My sister loves to collect things that she will use for designing on whatever. Haha.
You know what makes me happy? I saw her smiling while taking pictures of what we did haha. Even though she didn't say anything, I know she likes it.
I've told her many times to sit beside it and I will take a picture but she refused haha.
"**Mamaya naaaa**" "**ayokoooo**" "**wag kasiii, ilalagay mo yan sa article mo e**" - *Car*
Hahahaha yeah, I told her that I will make an article for her birthday. 😂
As of this moment that I'm typing this, she is sleeping hahaha.
Foodsssss!
These are the prepared foods for Car's birthday.
The spaghetti was cooked by our mother. I wonder why she didn't let me cook. Haha. I only fried shanghai. Mother also made ube halaya and suman. The birthday girl made graham and coffee jelly. My older sister made patatim. Oh, I forgot to take a snap of coffee jelly. My bad haha.
I disturbed them while they were eating haha. I told them "let me take you a picture, I'll put this on my article haha". At first, they didn't want to but I insisted, haha. I said "faster!". Then I found out that they were in our room, I followed them to take a picture again haha. Ang cute nila haha.
Time to get wasted! Chaar haha.
My tagay buddy for tonight, Mary. Haha. @immaryandmerry
Have a great weekend, everyone!
**Thank you for reading!** (◍•ᴗ•◍)
Let's Answer Some Random Questions
Magandang buhay! Ngayong araw ay gagamit tayo ng wikang Filipino. Sapagkat sasagot tayo ng mga tanong na naisulat rin sa nasabing wika at wikang Ingles. Umpisa pa lamang ay mukhang aagos na ang dugo mula sa aking ilong. Hahaha. Charizz conyo pala me for today haha.
Nagkaroon ako ng ideya na isulat ito matapos kong makita ang ibinahagi ni mareng Zhyne06 sa kanyang FB account. (Basta shared post niya haha)
Ito ang nag-uugnay sa orihinal na pahayag: Random Questions https://www.facebook.com/100182258112516/posts/490570362407035/?sfnsn=mo
Halina't simulan sagutin ang aking mga napiling katanungan mula sa animnaput limang tanong. XD
****Have you ever experience na i-compare ng parents mo sa kapatid mo or ibang tao?****
Yes, most of the time. Pero hindi both parents, si mother lang. Ang mga sinasabi niya ay "buti pa yung ate niyo, walang wala kayo", "buti pa yung anak ni kumareng ___, ikaw ano?", "buti pa nga si ano blah blah blah" at kung ano-ano pa. Haha. Well, I'm used to it naman na. Pero noon? Naiiyak na lamang ako sa sama ng loob. Ngayon, medyo matigas na. Haha.
****Nag cheat na ba ang parents mo sa isa't isa?****
Masasabi ko na hindi, never. Kahit palagi man silang nag-aaway, palaging may hindi pagkakaintindihan at tampuhan, walang pagchicheat na nagaganap.
****Kind or Handsome?****
Of course, I will choose the kind and beautiful one (my girlfriend, yiee haha). Okay, commercial lang haha. Siyempre yung kind. Kung tatanungin niyo ako kung gwapo ang mga ex-boyfriend ko, ay siyempre mababait yon. 😂 Charooot.
****Sometimes ba naisip mo na ring mag suicide?****
Before, yes. Many times. Different ways, different places. Mga panahong feeling ko, maling mali na nabuhay ako dahil sa mga naririnig ko sa taong malapit sakin noon haha. Pero ngayon? Hindi na. Ang sarap mabuhaaaaay!
****Nagustuhan ka na rin ba ng crush mo?****
Well, yeah hahahaha. Siya yung crush ko noong grade 8. He is my first boyfriend din. Nashare ko na 'to dito, ang alam ko 1st article ko yon haha. Siyempre may mga madadaldal talaga tayong friend, sinabi nila sa crush ko na crush ko siya. And to suprised nga, kinuha niya number ko sa friends ko at sinabi sakin na crush niya rin daw ako. Hanggang sa kinulit niya ako na ligawan. Haha.
****What is your dream para sa parents mo?****
Siyempre mabigyan sila ng maginhawang buhay. Makasama sila mag travel hanggat kaya pa nila. Hopefully, mangyari na 'to this year since gagraduate na akooo in few more months (yaaay, sarap basahiiiin huhu).
****Do you have bestfriend? Ilang years na?****
Yes. Mag 7 years na :) More kagagahan pa with her. Haha. I also made an article months ago about how we started being friends. Haha.
****Have you ever experience na ma-fall sa taong alam mo na hindi ka magugustuhan?****
Hmmm this happened when I was in first year college. Hindi ko alam na hindi niya ako magugustuhan haha. Assuming ako e haha, I thought gusto niya rin ako. Akala ko the feeling is mutual, hindi pala hahaha. Paano ko nalaman na hindi niya ako gusto? Kasi nag confess ako at after non naging cold na siya hanggang sa hindi na kami nag-usap hahaha.
****Anong mas masakit, yung tinatanggi ka or tinatago ka?****
For me, siyempre mas masakit yung tinatanggi ka. Halimbawa may nagtanong kung mag jowa ba kayo, tapos sagot ng jowa mo, "**hindi**". Awts pain pasakit pighati lumbay. Hahaha. Yung tinatago ka, okay pa yun sa una, maiintindihan pa. Haha. Pero kung sobrang tagal na, inabot na ng years at tinatago ka pa rin. Eh baka kabit ka pala? HAHAHAHAHA.
****Nakaranas ka na ba ng toxic relationship?****
Yes. Nai-kwento ko na rin yon dito haha. And I'm so happy right now with my relationship kasi hindi toxic jowa ko. Haha. Comment ka nga love pag nabasa mo 'to. Hahaha.
That's all! :)
**Thank you for reading!** (´∩｡• ᵕ •｡∩`)
I spent $800 for one item + StorytimeXD
**January 22, 2022** - the date I bought my new laptop.
Actually, I’m using it right now in writing this article. At first, I’m hesitant to buy a new laptop because, as you know, I don’t want to spend money if there is still another choice. I’m so frugal with myself but with my loved ones, no.
My old laptop is still working but a bit laggy and slow. Aside from that, I can no longer use it if there’s no electricity. Yes, I need to plug it in while using it. I thought I could work and stick with it. So that I don’t need to buy a new one. But what should I do if suddenly there is a power interruption? Haha. That’s why after we had an orientation and explained to us what kind of work we would deal with, I decided to buy a new laptop. So, I can work efficiently.
Why didn't I buy a cheaper laptop?
I saw lots of laptops that have cheaper prices than this one but of course, I want one that lasts (alam mo na love haha). You know, doon na tayo sa alam natin na magtatagal haha. And of course, the one that will satisfy you and give you good performance. *wink*
Where did I get the money to buy this?
From **my scholarship** and older **sister’s pocket.**
Lucky me, I still have more than P20,000 pesos ($400) in my savings account then I borrowed another $400 from my sister. Thanks to her! Huhu. I told her that I will pay her back once I get the scholarship allowance for 3 semesters or once the BCH price, pump.
And you know what she said? - “***sure***”
I mean, my sister is so nice that she didn’t take advantage and obliged me to pay even though she knows that I have BCH in my wallets. I love youuu, Ate! Forever grateful for having you. Muah.
I’m very thankful for my scholarship, without this, I do not know if I’m still studying right now. Maybe yes because I’m a working student but it will be hard for me for sure. I also use my scholarship (my first allowance yay) for buying my old laptop that I used from 1st year to 4th year, first sem. (I bought it second hand kasi nga tipid tipid me). I gave it to my brother who is in grade 12.
Also, because of my scholarship, I was able to buy books needed for some subjects. Aside from that, the money I used to buy my old phone (the one that broke a few months ago, bumalik ang sakit ng kahapon chaar haha) and my phone right now is from a scholarship.
That's all. :)
I finished my tasks for today before the day ends so I was able to continue writing this article but of course, I will wait for 6:00 PM (PST) before going offline as there are circumstances that our CEO will hold a meeting whenever he wants to. Haha. Argh. I’m so sleepy right now but I do not want to sleep during office hours, duh. Haha. Mahirap na baka may biglaan meeting. Paktay ako sa evaluation haha.
I was supposed to publish this after logging out at work but my older sister came here and asked me to cook dinner. Now, I am free but I'm tired hays. Will read a few articles before going to sleep.
**Thank you for reading! (｡♡‿♡｡)**
How's your day? :)
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