Never ever the Valentine edition

Hello love month. I have said in my article before that it is not only during February that we should express our love to someone but everyday. Though we can make it a little more extra special during this month. I cannot really say as to how because I have not experienced dating on Valentine's day yet. I have but it was either advance or late celebration since my last flirtationship and I were working in the restaurant industry and we have to work during that day.

Since it is the love month, let us answer some "never have I ever" questions that is suitable for all ages. LOL. There is actually a rated SPG (strict parental guidance) of "never have I ever" and I am thinking whether or not I should make an article about it. But I find it more fun if those questions were to be asked when you are with your closest friends. By the way, I got the questions from Buzzfeed's website.

Let's begin.

Never have I ever been in a relationship

I may not have been in an official relationship but I have been in a relationship that is more than a friendship, less than a relationship. And that is flirtationship. You probably have seen me sprak about flirtationship many times already.

Never have I ever had my first kiss

I have. LOL. I immediately think of who my first kiss was. I have kissed a lot of frogs and I am hoping that I will be able to kiss my prince soon.

Never have I ever had a Valentine on February 14th

Sadly I haven't. Since my last flirtationship and I both worked at a restaurant industry, we would spend Valentine's day either in advance or late.

Never have I ever received flowers, chocolate or a stuffed-animal from someone who's not blood related

I have but those gifts were not because they have feelings for me but because they just know that I like those. The first (and hopefully not the last) time I have received some roses was from my friend during my birthday. This friend is also a friend of my last flirtationship. I spent my birthday that time with my flirtationship and 3 of our friends. One of them is a girl but the one who gave me flowers was her partner. He just happened to see someone selling roses outside the restaurant. I know it was just less than Php100 ($2) but I was still touched because it was my first time receiving flowers. I would have been happier if those roses were from my flirtationship but he never gave me any roses. Ouch! What did I expect? We're not in that kind of relationship.

Never have I ever asked someone out

I asked some guys to be my prom date. LOL. But I have asked someone out. I am usually the one who asks my last flirtationship if he wants to hang out.

Never have I ever been asked out

I have when I first started working. Some of our guests would ask me out for a coffee or dinner. There was also a staff from a restaurant who asked me to go with him watch a live dog fight. I went out with some of them but I was with my workmates just to be safe. I did not go out with the guy who asked me to watch a dog fight. I know that I am not going to enjoy it.

Never have I ever been rejected

I have and the unforgettable was when I asked them if they can be my date to our prom. LOL.

Never have I ever broken up with someone

I have.

Never have I ever been broken up with

I have.

Never have I ever broken up with someone, but then got back together with them

Never. Once we've cut ties, it really means that it's over. We're done. Period. But if there is someone that I want to get back with, it woupd be with my last flirtationship. Maybe because we have been "friends" for more than a decade that is why I do not want our friendship or relationship to end.

Never have I ever cried over someone I liked

I have. LOL. Who wouldn't?

Never have I ever dated two people at the same time

I have. It was with my first love. It was when I found out that my first love has a girlfriend and so I went out on an out of town trip with my workmate's friend. Physically I was in the trip but emotionally I wasn't. It was because my heart was already tied with my first love.

Never have I ever been in love with my best friend

Remember the guy who gave me roses during my birthday? He's the only guy that I get to talk with about some other stuffs so I consider him as my guy best friend. But I have never developed any feelings for him. Probably because he and my past flirtationship are friends and I was also madly in love with my past flirtationship even if I am not officially his. Ouch!

Never have I ever received a love note

When I read "love note", I instantly pictured the letter that my past flirtationship wrote to his current girlfriend. I saw it a year after he ended things between us. That time I was stalking him and his girlfriend and this girl uploaded that letter. My heart was breaking reading that letter. He never gave me a love note. Though I have received a love note but not from him.

Never have I ever crushed on someone silently for a really long time

Never. Most of my crushes knew that I like them. LOL.

Never have I ever watched relationship Tiktoks and felt really single

Never. Because I don't have Tiktok.LOL.

Last one: Never have I ever daydreamed about someone I like

I HAVE!!!! LOL. Whether it was a celebrity, my crush or my past flirtationship, I have daydreamed about them. It is nice to fantasize them because you get to create a perfect love story or a happy ending.

There you have it. Those are my "never have I ever" Valentine edition. Happy Lunar New Year.

February 01, 2022

P.S. lead image is a photo of a heart shaped leaf that I took before in our garden.