My online journal

I woke up this morning and saw a lot of red in the crypto market. BCH was at $191 and it even reached $165. Ouch. If only I had some money to buy and I would have bought some. And since I don't, I just have to hope and pray for it to go up and soar higher than its all time high last year.

For today, I will just blog something else because the topic that I had on my mind is too depressing. It is connected with my article last night but I do not think I will be able to finish drafting it. Anyway, we are almost halfway for this month of May and I still have not yet done anything on my 2022 musts but slowly I am able to focus on some other things like spending I mean saving. LOL. I had a look at my savings tracker last Tuesday and I am happy that I was able to put in a little amount on my savings account. I just wish that I have also save some on my crypto wallets byt sadly I still have not yet save even a dollar worth of BCH.

"Dear Diary". LOL. Just by wrting that made me remember an advertisement before when she was writing on her diary and she wrote down that her crush smiled at her. I love that commercial. It was because of that advertisement that also made me want to have a diary wherein I can writw about anything even secrets. Did you had a diary while growing up? I actually had a few diaries before but unfortunately my brother always finds it even if I have already hid it in places that I think he would not find. And that stopped me from writing everything about what happened to me in a day. I would just write, "woke up at 10AM. Ate sinigang na baboy for lunch. Bathed dogs. Watch Run On. Ate Cheetos Puffs. Drafted an article". Ooops! You almost have found out how my day went today. Honestly speaking, that is how my diary looked like when I was in college since I was afraid that my brother will go over my stuffs and read what I have been up to in school. That is why I would omit the important details of my day. Now that I am old enough and my brother is already living with his own family, I never had a diary again even after college. Because it is not only my brother who looks at my stuffs but also my mom. That is why the planner that I use in tracking my savings and my $1 challenge (before), I would only put some codes or dates or numbers or stickers or sticky notes that only I would understand.

I know about blogging sites way back in college and I know that there are now some journal applications that are available on Playstore and AppStore however, I realized that it is not safe to write about anything and everything about our life including some detailed stuffs. Just like here on read.cash. Yes, we can definitely share our life's stories but not to the extent like telling everybody everything about us. It is also for our own safety and security. I am actually guilty because I have shared a lot about my life even about my family here but that is because this platform has been my outlet. I get to speak my mind and share my rants, problems and worries. I also get to share about my achievements and enjoyable moments. I consider this platform as my online journal that I am ok even if other people are reading it because they do not judge me or mock me. In fact, I even get some advices and some words of encouragement whenever I am feeling down. Also, some of my stories are relatable to some of the readers. Although, I still feel bad whenever someone would unsubscribe me. LOL.

But just like a personal physical diary, read.cash has been part of my daily routine for 526 days to be exact. However, I have only realized that I have missed 34 days of not being able to publish an article. The longest days that I was missing here was when my phone got broken. And then the rest were the days when I have not published any article. I would only be gone for a day but not consecutively. The only difference is that we get to write about anything here even promoting my Youtube channel or sharing about the legit money earning platform that I tried before.

If I were to go back to the time that I started here, I think I will still share stuffs about my life. Because the way I see it, not only did it help my brain to remember some past events but it also helped me to unload that heavy feelings that I have kept inside. That's the beneficial purpose of having a journal right? It helps a person physically, mentally, emotionally, socially and spiritually. The only problem is when we hit the writer's block. But then again, we can still write about anything we like even answering questions which I really love.

May 12, 2022

P.S. lead image is a scrrenshot photo of my account here.