I'm stressed out

Yesterday when I woke up, I know that my migraine was going to ruin my day. I only had 6 hours of sleep the other night. I drank 3 in 1 coffee during breakfast as there were no other coffee at my brother's mother-in-law's house. It did not cure my migraine and it was alrrady too late for me if I were to drink a black coffee when I was at the store so I just placed an ice cream tube on my right temple after I had my lunch.

It is really hard for me to work more now because my migraine became so sensitive unlike when I was young and attacks are more frequent now as I age. When my sister-in-law came to the store late afternoon, she asked if I do not get migraine attacks and I lied. I was already experiencing it early morning and I was still experiencing it when she asked and until we got home past 10PM. That was why I was not able to publish an article last night. This is the second time that I missed during this month. Overall I had already missed 3 days since January. I slept few minutes after I took a bath that even when my godson's head was leaning on my chest, I was already half asleep. If I had the energy then I would have taken a photo of the 2 of us. But even if I was half asleep, I was still aware that my godson saved a lot of images from Quizizz site.

This will just an update about the store and the particular employee with attitude. Since yesterday was a slow day and the rest day of the supervisor, we cleaned the entire store including the rack. Because we are along the highway, we would have dusts after few hours of wiping everything. That is really a hassle but a perfect opportunity to make them move more than slacking off. However, that does not apply to the particular employee with attitude. She already saw that my sister-in-law and I were cleaning yesterday but she was just focused in guarding the food cart. She was sitting pretty while browsing her phone. I would understand it if she had some orders but there were no guests even in nearby restaurants. She really has no initiativein helping her workmates. I want to call her princess. What irritates me more yesterday was she was made a comment when the guest said to deliver the food to him. Princess said with a raised eyebrow, "he would let me walk with that extreme heat". Oh I am just really thankful that she is not employee because I will show her that my eyebrow is higher than her and you can never escape my glaring eyes. I would let her feel hell. She will be lucky if she would not be my flavor of the month because usually when I am pissed at my staffs, it lasts for weeks. Most of my past workmates would say that they were terrified at me at first but they realized that I was only doing it to make them follow the standard procedure and to make them even stronger especially we were working in a restaurant as there will be more people who are harsher than me. Going back, I ended up asking someone to deliver the food to the other employee because she really did not want to bring it to the guest. She's a true princess right?

Well today, I am not in the mood to move around. I suspected it was hypertension since it was the case late last year so I drank medicine. I do not have any blood pressure monitor around as I did not bring mine. Minutes after drinking my medicine, I became lightheaded and nauseous. So I lied down for an hour before heading out. I was still feeling like that until I reached the storebut a little better. When I got to the store, my mom asked hoe I was and if my migraine was already gone so I told her what happened. She told me to check my stress level and upon checking, I had a lot of medium level stress since Wednesday. I was even surprised when I saw that I was stressed last night even when I was sleeping. Honestly, I did not know that I was stressed until I saw my record on Health app.

Anyway, I apologize if my articles lately are just about my daily life. Well at least there are some nee happenings in my life that I get to blog unlike when I am just at home that I find it hard to share it everyday here or on noise.cash because I have a boring everyday routine. I already have a topic on mind and will try to publish it soon. I am also sorry if I haven't replied to your comments nor do I read some of your articles because my internet connection whenever I am inside the store is a little weak. Also, I do get a lot of messages from my brother, sister-in-law and my mom that I find it hard to multi-task. For now, the store and employee are my priority. I hope you all had a productive week. It's Friday and we should prepare ourselves for the weekend because all of us are hoping that we will have more sales especially the food cart.

February 18, 2022

P.S. lead image is a photo of me and my friend from company B yesterday. She lives in the same area and told her that I am here.