Its just a dream, and everyone wish to get their dream fulfilled. But my wish is to never get this dream get fulfilled. Let it be a dream always...
Its my own story with some difference.
If you think about me again and text me, i'll reply with a warm hello and a big smile.
If you ask me how I'm doing, I'll tell you that I'm fine and that I'm doing better than I've ever done before.
If you ask me about all the guys I dated, I would tell you that I liked everyone of them. I will tell you stories about each of them and how great they were even though I felt like they were nothing compared to you. I will tell you about all the great things that happened after you.
I will lie one after another.
I won't let you know that I have been suffering ever since you left me.
I won't tell you that I forced myself to go on dates but blew away all the opportunities I could have had with one of them.
I won't tell you how much I missed you and that you were never out of my mind.
I won't tell you that every day I prayed for this mind numbing pain to be over.
I won't tell you that I chant "this too shall pass" while crying and struggling for breath.
I won't tell you how often I puked after choking myself with the horrifying pain of your absence.
I won't tell you how many hours I spent thinking about our good times.
I won't tell you I was in a war with myself. I somehow managed to keep myself from reaching out to you again, as you wanted.
If you ask me to meet you ever again, I will, happily.
If we really do meet after a long time and if you choose to hug me, I will hug you lightly even though my deepest desire is to hug you tightly and let you know how much you mean to me.
I won't let the tears leave my eyes while I hug you.
I will act like nothing happened after you left me.
I won't let you know how weak I am.
What would I achieve if I let you know that you were my greatest weakness and that nothing was ever the same after you left?
You left me to suffer in the hell hole but i'll show you that you couldn't wreck me.
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