Not so good Valentines day before.

Love is in the air now and I really smell the spirit of Valentines days inside and outside this platform. To be honest I am not that excited for the coming event because I don't know if I'm alien but I am not really excited. My friend said you should expect some gifts to your husband but I told her I don't want. I had a few not so good experience on Valentine's days and I am smiling while reminiscing it last night after I read the article of @renren16 . I had more not so good experience during valentine's day rather than the sweet ones haha.

Way back when I was in college I had a boyfriend and then Valentine's day came and we have an event on the school. Even if I didn't said a word ofcourse I am expecting something from him but I remain silent and acted normally. It's 1 PM that time and he didn't gave me anything and even if I'm hurt I said it's okay. Then during the event my bestfriend gave me a piece of roses and then our classmates saw it and they said " ai buti pa yung bestfriend nagbigay " . It seems that my boyfriend was humiliated that time because of what happened. I am not expecting some roses on him because you know as a college student roses is pricey and we never know if he has some budget for it.

After what happened he told us that he will go to the comfort room and then when he came back he was holding 3 pieces of roses and he gave it to me. Instead of being happy because of what he did I just think that maybe he only gave me flowers because my bestfriend gave me. I didn't talk to him that much because my mood changed. I know I am bad not appreciating it but you know because of the situation. I know it's also hurt him to see my bestfriend was the one who gave flowers to me instead of him.

If you remember my article about my exes then this guy is Mr. Defense Mechanism

This happened year 2016 with my boyfriend before I met my husband. It was our 2nd Valentine's day together that time and I am so excited to celebrate it again as we had a great valentine's day year 2014 and 2015. This was the time that I am begging for his attention atleast even for just a special occasion because he's too busy on his job. We had an argument way back new year because the plan is he will come here to our province like the old times because I am celebrating Christmas on thier house in Batangas but then an emergency came where he needs to take good care of the site as her Aunt said to him. I accepted the fact that he will not come on New Year but he said babawi sya. We had a plan on Valentine's that we will celebrate it here in our province. All is set and he will pick me up on Ayala so that we will go on the bus terminal together.

He texted me that he can't come with me because there's an emergency again and he said he will follow me maybe tomorrow. I travel to the province alone and then sleep and hoping that when I woke up he will surprise me with his presence but I'm wrong instead I recieved a text message saying sorry because he can't able to come. That time I have a valentine's greeting on him on Facebook that I edit but I didn't post it because of anger.

I celebrated Valentine's day in our house and because I am immatured that time I posted it on Facebook and my friend read it and send me some cakes. My boyfriends mother also read it and she chatted me that his son can't make it because there's something happened.

Then this one is Mr. Serious Man.

I had an article also about this man I mean our love story and I cried so hard while making it but it's still unpublished 🤣

That's all guys. Thank you for reading. Maybe tomorrow I will published the good and romantic one naman hehe.