Been so anxious these past few days because of some reasons. Being a person with an anxiety is a normal thing to me. Since I gave birth to my son I always experienced it because of something that triggers it. I was triggered because of different scenarios I witnessed or even a word , advice that I found myself to overthinking.
Do you believe that the game axie infinity gave me an anxiety?
I know this game last March because my officemate messaged me on messenger after he saw that I am into crypto currency. I asked him what's his coin and he said it was SLP. I even laugh at him and told him he was joking because I think SLP is the SLP token but then he said it was Smooth Love Potion and he earns that in a game. He said if I'm interested in the game but the capital is a bit cozy. Since I am not a gamer and I don't have an interest playing games I ignored what he said.
Then last May , we chatted again telling him that SLP pumps. This was the time that almost all the altcoin pumps because BTC reached 60,000 USD but didn't sold any of my BCH that time.
May 23 , a friend from Facebook message me also about Axie maybe because he saw me posting some of my earnings and sharing some post about crypto currencies. I still didn't mind the game because even if it's play to earn I don't have any idea about how much I can earn on that game because I have no interest.
Month of July , my cousin messaged me asking about the price of Bitcoin and asked her if she's in trading but she asked me if I know axie infinity and I corrected her that it's not Bitcoin but it's SLP. She said that they bought an account and it cost 50,000 pesos that time. She told me that his brother earnings a huge money on it like 9,000 pesos for a couple of days.
I told her that it's legit and their capital will be back after a couple of month.
Then after a week , my Aunt went to our house and told me about Axie again and she was so amazed with the game because it can earn money on it. I explained to her the magic on crypto currency and he even want his son to applied as scholar. She even jokingly said to me " buy an account and hire my son as a scholar " I answered him with " Aunt, I am loss with almost 50 percent because of market crash and I can't afford to take the risk.
Axie Infinity became popular resulting that the cost per account price was 100,000 thousand pesos.
My fathers birthday came and one of the visitor which is the neighborhood of my Aunt asked me about the game again and told her that I don't have an interest before when the capital was still low then she said " Sayang , mayaman kana sana ngayon" I just smiled to him and said Oo nga e
Just this week , my father and I had a conversation and he told me that thier boss treated them in the buffet because she had her pay out in axie. Then because my father has no knowledge on it I explained it to him and he even said let's share for the capital and buy an account. I told him that the capital was so pricey.
Then after this set of incident happened , my anxiety was triggered and think about of what ifs but even if I felt that way I still choose to find a way to be positive and be grateful for what I have which is read.cash and noise.cash
I may not earned a big as them but I know in myself that I am happy with what I have. Seeing the amount on my bitcoin.com wallet makes me grateful everyday. Every transaction I had daily with both read.cash and noise.cash is a great blessing to me and my family.
Being anxious about anything and everything is normal for me because I am human still I am being able to handle it with positivity. There's a saying " Kapag inggit, pikit " . For some people this is a sarcastic phrase but if you will think deeply this saying will somehow true. Don't count the blessing of others and compared it to you , instead focus on the blessings you have received and be grateful for it. Each of us has its own season and wether on what season you where right now , always be happy , contented and grateful.
Just earlier , two of my friends from level up commented on my post about PI Network and we had a conversation about Axie and then Vin has an offer to us about the scholar but his requirements is you need a laptop and a WiFi. I am still thinking about it as I don't know if I can manage to play that game and he said he will interview me first. I told him to interview my slightly BFF first before me.
di talaga ako mahilig sa mga ganyan epecially kung may capital na ilalabas