When realization hits me
Everything turns black
Everything fades
Everyone seems right
And im the only one who dont believe them
I remember how I was back then
The jolly me
The active me
The persuasive me
The persistent me
And the optimistic me
Now im starting to look back and think why
Remembering the "me" everyone loves and adore
The "me" you can always count on
Im losing the self i once loved
I miss it. I need and want it back
I cant see myself anymore
Who am i, tell me, enlighten me
Im lost
Lost with my own
I hope you find yourself soon. Nice poem.