There are days I dont feel like going out of the house even if its a bright beautiful day. Some days I dont feel like grabbing my pencils and start sketching, which I usually enjoy. And there are times I really dont feel like writing at all. I just wanna stare at the ceiling and wonder what went wrong.
It must have been the shift in the coffee brand or perhaps I added a little too much of sugar. I dont have the appetite but I end up cooking my favorite dish in the kitchen to try motivate myself in being productive that day. I dont know what for, maybe for gardening, do some selfies practice with my ukelele, or maybe share some memes on facebook that sends me laughing out loud in the living room.
I dont think my CPS is on the mood to do anything. My Central Processing System or my brain. Maybe it's too tired to do anything, maybe it craves for some self care. Yesterdays could be real draining and frustrating, the heavy traffics, slow people in the line, noisy honks from cars trapped in the jam.
Maybe it's okay to lose them all in a day. The rush to do the things that excite you, the once that makes you happy. You just wanna sit still watch the sunset by the window or breathe the fresh air. It's okay to lose the rhymes and rhythms for a while. Like an an artist who's losing his art for today.
It's okay to feel like not doing anything for the day it doesnt make you less of what you wanna be, just make sure to find what motivates you, you'll get your rhythm back very soon. It'll come back like the first rain in the dry desert. But for now, it's all gonna be okay. Take a sip of your coffee.
Prompts Used:
cooking
Laughing out loud
CPS- used as "central processing system"
Writing time: 10 minutes
Timer: Floating timer app
Device: Cellphone
Deep and meaningful. Well that is to be expected from you😉