Maybe I need an expert to enlighten me more cause I don't understand this feeling I'm getting anymore. Is this what true love means, or I'm I only over thinking the situations, is it all up in my head. I know love is an unexplainable feeling, it feels so deep and so good it wants to turn our head upside down. Just a moment apart and I'm already craving for more time out, on the phone call my smile comes uncontrollably and I suddenly get angry to having to drop the call, like can't we talk on. Is this enough confirmation to say yes I am in love or are there other things I should be looking out for?

But this wasn't love at first sight, I though true love means love at first sight, the moment I saw you then all of a sudden there is a supernatural connection, but here it wasn't so, it wasn't love at first sight, it took a while of constant talking and hanging out, a while of being in a closed space, a while of separating for a while to enable me knowing ok I think I'm seriously missing this person, I do miss a lot of people in my life, most times I've been on transit and I've seen people leave after a lovely time together, but it can measure up to how much I miss this particular person. I'm beginning to think it's true love.

Does love take away our senses, not like it makes us dumb, but more like it makes us vulnerable. Vulnerable to the extent we are placing them more important before other things which are supposed to be more important. Just a call of demand and you're all about the place thinking and seeing how best you can produce the best possible solution. We are indeed not shielded when we have this feeling, anyone who is trapped by love is at a very high risk, like what if it was only a game on the other end, apart from the hurt that would surely come, we might have lost some cash or possession, still we can never fully be sure.

Anyways love is blind I guess, we are failing to see things that are supposed to be clear, we just see what we want to see and that is where the issue lies, as a deep thinking, I'm always on my head trying to put the puzzles together. I'm more afraid of my feelings cause I know how important my emotions are. I know how bad things can get should I let my emotions get the best of me by the day. So I'm always careful, not necessarily shielding my heart from getting hurt, no I let go and let loose because I want to give my all to the person I love not holding anything back, but then I need to be sure if I should go ahead.

So Now what do I do? In order to be sure I need to go ahead with expressing my feelings what do I do. Someone once told me never to think too deep about anything concerning love affairs and I shouldn't be scared to jump in, but I know myself I can't help it. I'm very much the jealous type and in order to prevent any future fight or anger I best I study the person well to know of their attitude would be compatible to me. And if yes, then why not, I'm in, but if No, then I'm out. So this are the two things I need to know, and they are very simple but still very vital.

I'm I In Love Truly?

This fall on my end, and I should be able to give an answer after self analysis, trying to make sure I'm not cajoled by the physical attributes or by their financial states but my mind and heart is clear anc this thing I feel deep down is nothing but love. I need to be in love first don't I. Although some people have firstly entered then grew the love, mine isn't such, I firstly love then enter. So with this person in question, I need to be sure I'm in love and by all analysis I guess yes, this is love. Which brings me to the next and final question, which would determine what my next course of action would be.

Does This Person Love Me Too?

I'm not a fan of forcing things to work, I strongly believe its best we go for someone who has feelings towards us also. Yeah, this way it doesn't feel you're doing anyone a favour but rather a mutual feeling. This is the best way to enjoy every bit of affection from that partner, when they too are in love. So I need to be aware of this person feelings towards me too. Whatever it is, I'll accept, if the feelings isn't there I'll know and adjust or show more affections but if yet it isn't forth coming, I guess it would do me more good to leave now than stay and be hurt later. However if the feelings exist, be sure I'll be swimming in the opportunity.

I woke up to this thoughts like I was truly in love, and I just thought I should write it here, well don't be surprised to find out I am not referring to myself or my emotions, i happen to awake in the shoe of love, not because I'm in love, but what would I do if I was in love. However love is a beautiful thing, you all don't want to be left out from this amazing feeling. I too would love to feel this, maybe not today.

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