The feeling of emptiness: Have you ever experienced?

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Emptiness

What I want to talk right now is about emptiness. Have you ever experienced this feeling? When you try to wake up, or just sitting somewhere. You feel emptiness, you can't understand everything. Sadness is sourrounding you. This usually happened everytime I'm alone in the house, or waking up without anyone around. Your heart is painful, it's literally in pain and you're sad.

When you think of something, you lose hope, it feels like everything is non sense. It's weird isn't it? You feel like everything is worthless, and even tried to think why we existed. (Sighs) I really don't want the feeling of being empty, for nothing.

Well, it's not that easy to return back your original emotion. If you saw someone, it won't just lose your loneliness from being empty. I don't know if your crush talks to you, maybe everything will go brighter without a second lol. Sometimes, I just grab a cup of coffee and sit in a relaxing place. The feeling of being empty won't last too long, sometimes it's just about 5-10 minutes and everything will go alright. But it's a rare feeling, I want to try it again, and feel it more.. But you can't force yourself to feel emptiness, it's just naturally occurring.

Have you experienced this too? Please share your own thoughts about this feeling. No one will ever judge you whatever you did that moment, even if you cried. It's a rare feeling and it's cool.

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Thank you for reading this short article guys! It's really difficult to describe a feeling, but I know it's not just me who experienced it so, try to share your own feelings about it too! Write it down in the comments section below.