FAIL: First Attempt In Learning

Published: November 14, 2022
Time: 6:30 PM
Article #: 247

I haven't written in two days, and I never anticipated being sick so suddenly. This morning when I woke up, I felt quite heavy, as though I had been beaten by anyone, and as though there was grain stuck in my nose. I anticipate being scratchy at any moment. I continue to consume water since I genuinely don't want to become ill. There are still a ton of things I need to complete. Being uncared for makes it extremely difficult to become ill.

They only consider you important when you have money to give them; otherwise, they will complain that they will see you sick and helpless if you don't have any.

Hell Week is almost over because of the midterm exam for this semester, as I stated in my previous blog. But I was mistaken, as I now feel like I have a ton of work to accomplish as December draws near. The professors will shortly release information regarding the final project, modules, and other topics. Here I am again, overthinking all the time. I'm desperate for a break. I have moments when I just want to quit up and start looking for a job with a steady paycheck. But there's a part of me that believes I should never give up. My inner persona keeps on reminding me that, "God's plan for you is so much bigger than what you thought".

Anyway, the negative market is another issue that worries me. Because I already have a lot of money stuck, it is really stressful. I would like to blame myself, but it would be pointless. I only need to keep in mind that this is where I began and that I must bravely tackle every challenge. I promised myself that I would re-study the stock market after this semester was over. I think I was meant to be in this industry for a while, but despite working in it for a while now, I still haven't adapted.

My relationship with the money is something I wish to succeed. Yes, you can call me a gold-digger, but this is what I want: to be financially stable and getting drowned with lots of money. If only I could donate money every day, I would never get weary of assisting people when that time comes. I hope that as I grow, there will be no more hardship or grievances in life. Even if it's just my world, I'll use money to bring peace to the entire world.

-Fin

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