With my head looking down at the ground I know you're embarrassed for me.

Everybody has a dark side but I feel ashamed when they see mine .

You talk down on me that's your best quality.

My heart bleeds like a blade in it anytime I look at the mirror.

Will I ever find heaven ?

You lecture me of how of a disappointment I'm to you.

I feel so miserable, I've to hide

Have you ever wondered how I survive ?

I feel so exposed .

You never hear my words , you only know my hurt .

I mean you find joy in seeing me sad at least you're happy.

Locked myself with insecurities when I'm scared.

I spent my life in your lies where I can't escape .

Why don't you accept,you just want perfection !!!

How do I look in God's eyes ?

I only have one life and anytime I look at mine I feel like it's a waste .

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Thank to @Ashma for his great support to everyone .