The cramps and all

Menstrual cramps is every women's burden every month. It's part of our lives and no one could explain how it feel. Yet, we live and go on with everyday life as if we could bare anything and everything in this world. I guess that's a women's gift and a curse.

It's a rainy day here in my end. A cold morning everyone. I hope your day started great. I wasn't able to write yesterday because of my menstrual cramps. It's my first day of my monthly period and it hurts like hell. My back is aching so bad not just my back but all of my body. It's not just this month but every month. It's really a burden for me cause it hinder my work. It makes me wanting to stays in the bed all day. Roll like a ball under my sheets. Wanting to eat something but ended up hungry cause I don't want to get up and prepare the things I want. It feels like it would turn me into half. And a bowl of soup would ease the pain that I am feeling. Yet, no one would take care that for me. So, I have no choice but to do everything for myself.

Like today and another working days, I need to get up and get moving. Endure and neglect the pain. Move on with life. Work all the task needed to be done and as if it wasn't there and not hurting me. The day will end like a normal days. The difference is that I am covering those lines in between that causes everything.

Somedays I just wanted to become a man in my next life if get the chance to. But then, I already have this life and all I have to do is accept and enjoy it. Accepting is the only choice and baring is the only way of surviving.

As a woman, cramps is a normal thing and part of my life. At first I ask God why? And later on I know and realize that it's how women design to be. We are strong and could endure pain. We are design like a sponge that could penetrate those hardships but still we are human we will be tired and we need rest.

This is a gift that we are all women have given through this we could bare another life and have the power to give new life in this world so that the world could survive and keep going. We must give ourselves the best we could give cause it passes so much, it bare so much. We don't have to settle for the bare minimum. Especially to the people who would be with us for the rest of our lives. We should choose the one that would take care of us, one that would prepare something warm when days seems cold and hurting. One that would buy sanitary napkin that we need and feel that it is normal for them to take care of us during those weak days that we have. And never see us weak at all.

You deserve a person who would bare and endure the pain with you and would see the best you have. That would be all for now my dear readers. Thank you so much for reading.