Testing of patience and Trust

Today was a tiring and rough day for me. It's a day full of testing towards my patience and my trust to the Lord.

Hello beautiful people. It's Thursday and I am super busy. I been all over the place. Here and there just to process some papers and preparing it to be pass tomorrow. I know I am quite redundant for almost days about my just-ended contract but because it's the root of all this things so let's flex it a bit more.

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The testing of patience starts when I end my contract of substitution in a school just few miles away. I've been there for a month and half and in order for me to get my salary grade I needed to process few requirements. And when I say few, it's a whole lot that would make you do a lot more tasks. Since I have plan to submit it tomorrow I needed to finish all of them today which made me do a lot of work.

I wake up early and take a bath just to be early in the law office to get some documents notated. I photocopy few of them just to make sure I won't be out of copies and wouldn't create any problem. I went home right after. Ate my lunch and continue the work that I was asked a favor with. Facing the laptop for quite sometime my phone beep and a friend of mine chatted me. Announcing that I need to remake my dtr because the memo for the typhoon Agaton was out and we aren't supposedly logging in for that day. It's 3:30 in the afternoon yet I move as needed. Doubled my time and become quick. A remake of dtr means going to a few miles to school for the signatories of my school head. Without any minute wasted I changed clothes and go to my friend who had the memo and photocopied it. Right after I went to the school I previously work yet I didn't meet the principal there because they had a meeting in the district office. So, I needed to go to their house. Before going, I asked my previous colleague if I could use the PC there for me to print my new dtr. She allow me and even assisted me. She's so nice really. As I am about to print I realize that I didn't save the dtr for the month of April that I encoded last time so I encode the dtr again and make few adjustments for the suspended days. It takes few more tries as well in printing before we get it right, in it's correct size. Whewww. After few minutes, I was done. And bid my goodbye to the kindest person who assisted me.

It takes few minutes before I get to ride a motorcycle going to the house of the principal. Yet, I stand there with patience and utter my silent prayer to God. As I went to the principal's house I asked few times before I get heard and attended. As much I want to talk to her few minutes more, I can't because I needed to travel few miles going home. And it's already getting dark. I walked going to the waiting shed and waited for a miracle. I never think that I can't go home anymore because I knew God will hear me and have pity on me. A few minutes I get to ride going home, but I decided to buy some bread in town because I am so hungry.

Right after I arrived home. I ate the bread together with the peanut butter that I bought as well along with the bread. I ate with mama and we talk for a while. I even told her that I can't have my daily workout anymore because I had things to do and I'm running out of time. She told me that running my errands today is already a workout. I agree with her. I did a lot of walking and standing. And my feet is tired. So, I continue my work in the laptop. It's already 10 o'clock this evening that I am done with it and so, I prepare the things I will be needing for tomorrow's submission. Before writing this article I was cutting my dtr with no electricity because the light has been on and off right after the earthquake. Oh yeah I forget to tell you that there is an earthquake earlier while I'm sitting in front of my work. It's just light though but I am worried it would be a danger to the place it shakes hard.

So here I am cutting all this papers with the light from my phone only. Anyhow, I could still see and finished them.

Today was a very tiring day. A day full of testing, of patient and trust. And I am proud to say, I finally learned how to let go of things we are not in control with and go with the flow. It's a nice feeling no worries, no frustration. Even though my friend rant this and that yet I told her, I am willing to do everything and she congratulated and cheer me on.

In life we don't need to be worried and frustrated Everytime things won't go on how we plan it to be or how we want it to be. Just trust the lord, and he will put everything in it's order. Never allow to be consumed or ruled over with your emotions. I am happy today even though I am exhausted and burn out. Yet, knowing that it goes very well, maybe not how I want it to be yet it goes pretty well just how God put everything well. Never be out of patient and trust whatever you've been through today. God is with you.

That's all for today everyone. I need to sleep for I will wake up early again tomorrow. Thank you so much for reading me. I appreciate you all. God bless and be safe always.