Literal Flyday Friday

The days past by so fast. It's like yesterday was just Monday and today it's already Friday. Happy flyday everyone. I hope you end this week with a happy heart. Who's excited for the weekend? I guess I count myself in hehe. I am excited for the weekend because I've got to stay in the house with nothing to do. I think I might cancel washing of clothes this week because the weather isn't good and it won't stop raining. My washed clothes, if I will decide to wash them, will just smell bad because it won't dry for a couple of days. So, I better not. It will be just a waste of time, resources and energy. How about you? How would you spend your weekend?

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Anyways, for today's article is just a mumbling as to how my Friday goin'. Well, it's literally, flyday Friday today because my colleagues and I went home earlier than usual. We are 4 teachers only in our school and a school head. And our school head was out today because of the reason we all don't know. I have a colleague who's house is so far, like 4-6 hours of ride. Therefore she need to go home early. But whenever our school head is out, we head home early as well just like her. I don't want to look us bad but I just want to emphasized that Friday, is literally a flyday for us. It's not all of the time though, today was just a lucky day.

So, I took the opportunity to visit two different schools today since I have time to do it. I might be busy the next few days. I actually visited for the purpose of passing the Letter of Intent and the pertinent documents for the upcoming ranking. Yes, you read it right. I will be going back to the same process as in back to zero like the previous one. I thought, my happiness upon knowing that I passed the RQA was absolute and continuous yet here I am again. I don't complain though cause it's actually fine with me. I honestly hope and pray that I still have the chance to be called. I do have time though cause the chance of calling is up until June. But, I don't want to relay unto the 50% chances and would waste the half of it. The passing of the LOI and the pertinent documents to the school intended to apply will end this coming April 12, and if I won't be called until June I will lose my chance for the upcoming ranking if I won't pass those documents. So, I gamble again to this chances, this time I try them all SHS, JHS and Elementary. Since I am wasting so much energy and money, lulubusin ko na, 😂😂

Though my friends was hurt and have the questions of why and how come? Yet, I don't know the answer of those. I just told them " that's how life is. When we don't have yet the chance today let's not quit trying." It's not failure, it's just a process. Failure is when we quit trying. I just hope this will be my last try. And I pray that best if God will answer my prayer for the gift of career stability this year.

If you have wonder what happened and why did I feel out of time from my previous writing it's all because of this. What I meant by that is that when I can't be stable right now I can't achieve and continue move on to the next step of my life. That how I say I am dead, or my dreams would be dead. But, I was reminded already of the true purpose that I have and that is becoming of service to others. I just only felt that by achieving my goals, my dreams, thats when I can be of service. Yes, I know now that it's wrong. Because I can be of service in different ways. Because service doesn't only mean providing money but providing comfort, love and happiness as well. Not just materially but physically and emotionally as well.

Today, might not be 100% assurance I get but I have 100% faith with me. Not doubt this time. No buts and if's. I live what is now. I accept what is now. And do what I can do now. No overthinking. No nothing. Just like today, a literal flyday to my worries and to my doubts as well.

That's all for today. My apologies with all this mumblings friends. I hope you understand. Thank you so much for reading. Know that I appreciate you all. I love you. 💕