I’m so proud of the woman I’m becoming.

My perspective has changed.

My values have changed.

My preferences have changed.

My tolerance level has changed.

I adore this version of myself.

I'm changing, and I'm ready for it.

In my previous article, I stated that little progress is better than no progress. I'm trying to change everything, starting with the way I think and the perception I have of everything. And the more I thought about it, the more I realized that everything should begin within me. I should start working on myself to improve things for the better.

It's not just the problems and difficulties that come my way. It doesn't matter what other people think or say about me. It's not about the criticism that the world heaps on me; it's all about myself, all about me.

There are so many things I want to do in life that many of my accomplishments are insignificant. Even the list of dreams I've had to give up on is growing, and every time I go back to the drawing board to figure out how to make things work out for those I'm still fighting for, nothing makes sense.

It's exhausting and depressing. I get emotional just thinking about it, but I always keep a straight face. I make it through the days by talking to the stars at night. I tell them about my dreams and how I believe it's only a matter of time before my turn comes. I promise them that I will not let the world get the best of me and that I will always hold on just a little longer when I feel like giving up..

I promise to feel everything when the time comes. To let down my guard and cry the tears I'd been holding back. But, in the meantime, I'll keep fighting for my little dreams, knowing that there are good things in this universe just for me.

Just like one of my favorite lines from ate Jeaneth's song "Ngiti at Pighati."

Minsan ang buhay aymay kabiguan.

Hindi mo alam maghihirap ka nanaman.

Pero kahit anong unos ang daraan

Lging isipin na kaya mo yan

Ang buhay ay laro

Minasan panalo minsan bigo

Di mo alam kung saan patungo

Ang buhay ay laro, minsan panalo, minsan bigo

Minsan may ngiti, minsay may pighati.

Minsan ang buhay, ay may kasiyahan

Biyaya ay darating kahit d mo asahan

Sakunting dasal, at wagas na panalangin.

Matutoad di kahit ano man ang hlingin.

Every time I'm feeling down, this song becomes the soundtrack to my life. Thank you very much, Ate @Jeneath, for this wonderful song.

It means to me that life is like a game in which we sometimes win and sometimes lose. We never know where our lives will take us. Sometimes we laugh, and other times we cry. However, there will come a time when blessings will come unexpectedly. Simply pray, and God will grant your request.

So today, I am proud of the woman I have become and of who I will become in the coming years.

Good evening, everyone. I hope everything is well with you and the platform. The updates also amazed me. God bless everyone, and let us all pray for better days ahead.

Today is Friyay! 🥰 Happy Weekend everyone.