Why The World Can Give A True Love To The Wrong Person?

At kung minsan ay tinanong ko, “bakit napakagara ng mundo?”

“Bakit kayang ibigay ang tamang pag-ibig sa maling tao?”

“Bakit kailangan magdusa ng mga taong nagmamahal lang naman ng totoo?”

I remember Zeinab Harake who's a Filipino content creator on YouTube platform, a vlogger, social media influencer, model, and entrepreneur. She has reached over 12 million subscribers to her YouTube channel because of her vlogs and prank videos. As far as i know, she's a 23-year-old vlogger that belong to the Cristian religion. She also has 3 kids, but few months ago zeinab reveal that her third child is died because of miscarriage. She said goodbye to her baby moon which is the third one and as a result, she's become part of the headlines a few months ago. Her miscarriage became trending and her marital status to her partner as well.

Zeinab is well-known for her relationship with a famous Filipino rapper named Skusta Clee. As far as i remember, when they're still a couple, they were broke up several times because of cheating. Year 2020 a guess, they became part of the headlines again because people were shocked to the preggy zeinab harake. I was also shocked that time, especially when they announced to the public that the father of zeinab pregnancy is the only one who has name is Skusta Clee. Because of that, zeinab received numerous negative comments as well as positive comments. There are many people who was disappointed to Zeinab because she's back again to her cheater-ex, and the worst part is, she let skusta as the father of her wonderful child who's the reason of her wounds in the past.

As time goes by, Skusta changed a lot after he became a father, and people are witnessed it. But eventually, it's a few months ago, zeinab revealed that their second child which is baby moon died without the presence of Skusta Clee. They were separated because of cheating again. She revealed that she's a single mom right now after of misfortune to her third child and frustration to her partner. She revealed it on Toni talks channel and i was admired to her braveness. Actually, when i watched the interview, i've said to myself, “no, it's not scripted anymore.” I feel her emotions and the only feelings that i felt that time, a pity. I pity to her, after her miscarriage, anxiety, depression, and frustrations, how could she's still standing for her kids? I've realise again how heavy the pain of a mother. Zeinab deserved the love of the world.

Thereafter, i've asked myself — “why the world can give a true love to the wrong person?”

Why, people that deserving to receive a genuine love received the opposite that they deserved to be?

I know that people who received the opposite that they deserved has the only one who should be blame because of choosing the wrong person, but why sometimes we will never be good enough? Even we put all of our efforts, our 100 percent, the whole of ourselves, why we're not still good enough?

I guess because we waste ourselves to the wrong direction — to the wrong person.

; We're the only reason why weren't been enough because if we see our price as a person, then we will not stay in the place that doesn't see our worth.

But still, why can world give a true love to the wrong person? — Why does it give to the people who didn't deserve at all, but the people who genuinely loves seems like they don't deserve the perfect love?

You can share your thoughts, by the way. mwah. that's my night thoughts, i'm just bored lol.