Where do you go when you are by yourself.

Good day to you from here, I hope that I will not be bothering anyone with my blog post today, but there is nothing I could do. I will always find a spear directing me after reading one or more two posts on here. I'm sorry for bothering you but accept my apology. Likewise, I have to keep on coming every time, no matter how many times.

I have to come up with something better, As I have decided to have a keen interest on doing what is new all the times. I was so happy after my examination. Furthermore, I am not only happy because of one thing, but several things were making me happy after the examination.

The first thing is that I have just written my last paper well. I like the simple questions that I attempted as none of it all took me much time to complete. It was general happiness as most of my colleagues were happy as well. Except for a girl who came forty-five minutes after the commencement of the examination, she was sent away, and she stood close to the examination hall, she was there weeping.

Another thing that triggered happiness in me is that I will not be asked to go and read anymore after the evening meal and early in the morning. This looks like freedom or some kind of liberty. Though it does matter to me, whether I am asked to read or not I like to read some WhatsApp post every morning. That's all I read by myself during those times. I did not wake up on the right side of the bed this very day. I became very conscious of what the problem could be.

After a few days of being at home without going to school or having any examination to write. I woke up moody one day, I did not know what to do with my time. My phone battery is flat already as I watched an interesting movie over the night which drained all my battery. I sat down quietly on my bed and I started thinking about what my next plan will be after seeing my result.

I could not figure out something serious. My mind is filled with some serious questions which I did not know how to answer them. One of the questions is; did I do all the exams very well? I was totally down after remembering one tough day that I could not complete my exam. That got me bothered. I became troubled.

My mood remains dull throughout the day, my sister asked me several times, but I could not clearly explain what the problem was really. It's somehow unexplainable to me. After all, I haven't confirmed it whether I passed all my papers or not. But sincerely, I has been troubled continuously in my mind.

I didn't know what the fear could have left me with because it has gotten to a point that I becomes sober each time it comes to my mind, and it keeps on coming back to my mind repeatedly. I was lucky to have found help from my brother, who offered me a chance to travel with him to Lagos (face your business state) where I met with different set of people.

These are the men who holds my sponsor block. I love you all.

I get use to few of them, and we became friends. I get close to people so easily and that is who I am and enjoyed each of my moments. We went to wonderful places together, and we cheer each other up. It's good to find someone who cheers you up in the times of hardships or sadness.

I don't have personal pictures of those moments though but I can get some from unsplash at the moment.

Not only that, but I obviously forgot my worries about the result even though I failed one of the courses. The one I was actually scared about. That's what prompted my topic.” Where do you go, when you are by yourself.” I believe that things would have been worse if I had not travelled with my brother. When continuous worries came to your mind, where do you go to and who do you share them with. Thank you for reading through this lot of boring one, but I hope it's a message.

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