@Shawn09
Good morning 🌄☀️ We're all feeling a little bit better right now. Little by little accepting that Dad is now in the arms of our Lord. 😇🙏 How are you guys doing? Lets all be happy. ☺️😇
@Shawn09
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@Shawn09
Yung ang gugulo ng pamangkin ko. Paiyakin ko nga. 😹 Kukulit nyo ah. Gusto ko lang naman matulog tapos ang iingay nila. 😹 Pamangkin muna pantanggal ng lungkot. Hehe Nakapag-almusal na ba lahat? Ako kasi kape lang. 😹
@Shawn09
And now, we have a challenge. Since all of us are getting fat our challenge is loosing weight. The one who loose a lot of weight this coming December is the winner. My weight now is almost 58 kilos. Before my twenties my weight is around 39 to 42 kilos. I gained too much weight right? Since it's a challenge we have a reward for the winner. I think around 6k. 😹😹
@Shawn09
Yung tuwing bababa ako ng hagdan tumitingin ako sa pwesto ni Papa. Ganun kasi lagi eh. Tapos maaalala ko na wala na nga pala sya. Kinuha na sya ni Lord. Lalo kitang namimiss Pa. Wala akong kakulitan. 😔💔🕊️
@Shawn09
Patulog na lang ako may manggugulo pa. Hehe May performance task pa pala pamangkin ko at ngayon nila naisipang gawin yun kung kailan patulog na ako. 😅 Magpuyat ulit para naman sa pamangkin. 😅 Nakaramdam na tuloy ulit ako ng gutom. Hehe
@Shawn09
Yung akala mo okay ka na kahit papano pero bigla ka na lang maiiyak. Lalo na bawat sulok ng bahay andun ang alaala nya. 😔 Yung muntik mo na syang matawag tapos maaalala mo wala na nga pala sya. 😔 Yung sa una nakangiti ka tapos pagtingin mo sa tulugan nya wala na nga pala. Hindi pa nagsink in lahat sa akin. Alam kong wala na pero talagang hinahanap hanap ko si Papa. Sa cart ko may mga Ensure Gold pa. 😔💔
@Shawn09
Watching Squid Game. This is not for kids but we let the kids watch this. We're just telling them that this is not right or that's bad. Also they don't understand the story yet. Hehe How about you guys? What are you doing? Good evening. ☺️
@Shawn09
A not so good morning. 🌅🌄 I and my brother argue because of one of my niece. She's crying because she wants to get her slippers that got stock under the bed. She cries everytime she can't get what she wants. And my brother thought that I'm the one who made her cry. I woke up because of the noise made by her so when he shouts at me I shouted back too. 😹😅
@Shawn09
My sister is now packing their things because they're now going home. We won't have a kids now once they went home. My Mom want a kid to take care so I told her to wait. Let me get regular in my job first and lets see. 😅😹 Also my boyfriend doesn't have a work yet. He wants to buy a motorcycle and will apply as a delivery man. Reason why he bought some bitcoincash and waiting for it to pump. ☺️☺️
@Shawn09
At my sisters house. Since she has five kids, I need to accompany them. My father won't like it if they went home without someone to help them. My sister is his favorite daughter so I feel like I need to take care of my sister more because it will make my Dad happy. 😅😹 I don't wanna go home yet because our house is in a mess right now. 😅😹
@Shawn09
Just got home from my sisters house. 🏠 🏡 We had a little chitchat and the kids don't want me to go home. 😹 I need to submit some forms at work like, form 1905 and 2305. But I feel like I just wanna rest tomorrow. Hehe I'm so tired this past few days because of the kids. They have a lot of energy. Hehe
@Shawn09
Good morning ☀️🌄 I'm not a morning person. I'm still feeling sleepy but my shift for tomorrow will be 5am to 2pm. 😑 I'm going to BIR today for some requirements that I have to submit. My boyfriend will accompany me but I don't wanna get up yet. I wanna sleep more. 😅😹
@Shawn09
Maulang umaga. 🌧️ ☔ Parang pati panahon ayaw ako paalisin. Wala pa kasi akong matinong pahinga simula last week. Pero ayos lang. Gusto kong mapagod para makatulog sa gabi at hindi na maisip na wala na nga si Papa. Na hindi ko na sya mayayakap at hindi na ako makakapagsorry sa kanya. Mahirap pero kailangan tatagan ang loob. Andito pa si Mama kaya sa kanya ako babawi. ☺️🤗
@Shawn09
Sa bawat sulok ng bahay andito ang alaala ni Papa. Tuwing bababa ng hagdan mapapatingin ka kung saan sya natutulog pero wala na sya. Ganun din pagpasok ng bahay. Higaan nya ang bubungad. Ayos lang sana kung nasa labas na lang sya. Nakikipagkwentuhan sa mga tropapips nya pero wala na talaga. Nacremate na sya. Ni hindi sya nagpapakita o nagpaparamdam sa akin. Kay kuya ko na panganay, bunsong babae at kay mama lang. 😔💔 Nagtatampo pa siguro si Papa. Pero ang sabi nya raw kay…
@Shawn09
Wala na yung mga bata. Wala ng libangan kaya maiisip na naman si Papa. Bigla na lang iiyak kasi namimiss ko na Papa ko. Feeling ko hindi na safe sa bahay kasi wala na sya. 😔 Wala din mga kuya namin. Ako ang pinakamatandang anak ngayon kasi may mga pamilya na at malayo mga trabaho. Kailangan ka namin Papa. 😔🕊️
@Shawn09
Yung umiyak ka ng umiyak sa bahay ng bf mo. Pamangkin nya: Antok ka pa po? Parang lalabas ma mata mo po. Sobrang laki na siguro ng mata ko kaya mukha ng mahuhulog. 😹😅 Kumalma ka kasi Self. May pasok ka na bukas. Bawal mahina. Okay? 🤗 Uwi na din maya unti. Daan lang simbahan para magsindi ng kandila.
@Shawn09
Pag nasa loob ako ng bahay namin hindi ganun kagrabe ang lungkot na nararamdaman ko. Pag lumalabas ako kahit kina ate lang ako saglit, yung luha ko nag-uunahan lumabas. 😅 Siguro dahil andito lang si Papa. Nasa bahay ang abo nya. Alam kong andito lang sya nakabantay sa amin. ☺️ Kasi never nya kami pinabayaan. May pagkukulang sya bilang ama pero alam ko at nakita ko ang pagsusumikap nya mabuhay lang kami. Never sya nagloko kaya naniniwala ako sa Forever..☺️💕❤️
@Shawn09
And a sudden news came. My fathers older sister just died today. 😔💔 All of them (Fathers Siblings and their parents) are now in heaven. No more pain for all of them who died because of illness. Cheers in Heaven to your Family Pa.🥂 All of you are now in Heaven. No more dramas and be happy Pa. I know you've been longing for their love since they left you when you're still young. Please forgive them already and love each other. 😇🙏🕊️ I'm still missing you Pa. Always. 😔💔😇🙏🕊️
@Shawn09
Adjusting with the new working hours, new trainer and new classmates. It's hard since they knew each other already for few weeks and they just met me today. I don't have a friend yet. Missing my old team. Also, it's hard to go to work at 5am. I need to ride going to edsa first and the line of people for carousel is long already. Hopefully I can adjust tomorrow. Haysss Keep safe everyone. 👋
@Shawn09
Everyone in this class has their experience in call center except me. My only experience is the training. It gives me pressure. 😅😹 That's why they all look confident on what they're saying even if what they're saying is not correct. 😅 You can do it Self. Fighting 💪🙏 This is our last break and I still don't have an appetite to eat my snacks. Oh no, oh no no no no no 😅🎶
@Shawn09
At home already and done eating my food. I'm fighting my sleep this time because I wanna sleep around 6pm so I can wake up around 2am. Hehe I'm still feeling pressured right now but I know their experience doesn't matter. What matters is my skills. I know and I believe that I can do this. ☺️ Fighting 💪
@Shawn09
I am feeling lonely and weak right now. The candle that I ordered for our Dad was delivered today. It's a kind of candle that works with battery and it really looks like a real candle. I think I'm missing my Dad so much that I'm looking for him everytime I woke up. My boyfriend told me to be strong and maybe he can feel that I'm missing my Dad so much and thought that this is leading me to depression. He told me not to follow my Dad 'cause he can't live without me. He knows…
@Shawn09
Crying when I'm awake and not doing anything. Missing my Dad so much. I even wash the dishes and boiled some egg. I wanna keep myself busy because my eyes won't stop crying when I'm missing my Dad. I'm not a Daddy's girl or anything. I love my Mom and Dad equally. It's just really hard when you're feeling incomplete because someone is not around anymore. 😔😭
@Shawn09
Goodnight everyone. ☺️ Lets all pray before sleeping. 🙏 Please be good to your family while they're still alive. So you won't have any regrets. ☺️ Regrets add more pain. Pain that you don't know where is it coming from. Pain that is hard to handle. Sweet dreams to all of us. 😇🙏
@Shawn09
No more struggle going to work. There's a bus already near our house. Hehe 5am shift I can adjust soon. ☺️ I saw my previous wave while going to pantry. I miss them. ☺️ I'm gonna meet them in the production soon. 😹 Good morning everyone. 🌅🌄 Take care of yourselves. ☺️
@Shawn09
Eating my brunch hehe Cup noodles with boiled egg. 🥚 🍜 I brought two eggs but I'll eat only one. What's your brunch everyone?
@Shawn09
Staying beside my Mom for awhile. Sometimes I even hug her, say I love you and you're so pretty Ma. 🤗 I just wanna recharge because I'm really feeling weak. I know that all of us miss our Dad and staying beside my Mom calms me. I know how much they love each other. Unconditional true love. ❤️ Just wait Pa. I'm going to buy the townhouse. 😘💪🙏
@Shawn09
Goodnight everyone. 😇 I'm feeling sleepy now. Hopefully I can really sleep because I need to be wake up around 3am. I only have 30 minutes to prepare myself and everything before going to work. Morning shift is really hard but time flies so fast in 5am to 2pm shift. Unlike at night it's so slow. 😅😹 Sweet dreams and God Bless everyone. 😘🙏😇 See you in dreamland. ☺️
@Shawn09
Good morning 🌄☀️ On my way to work. My Mom cooked a rice and boil hot water for me. Hehe Reason why I have packed lunch today. I'm not eating rice at work for two days already and it's fine with me. Sometimes I feel that I'm hungry but my mouth don't wanna eat. And also I feel like I'm going to vomit or poops always. Is it because of my schedule? 😅😹 Take care everyone. 😇
@Shawn09
I'm having a lot of problem right now. I still have 4 assessments to finish and it will expire today. 🙄 What will happen to me now? I'll listen to the discussion while taking my assessments. Really? Can I do multitasking? Hehe I have a teammate on my previous wave who knows the answers in this assessments since I am now in new wave I don't have someone to rely on. 😔💔😅
@Shawn09
Morning 🌻🌄 Everytime I woke up I'm feeling empty and weak. I always wanna cry because I know that I'm missing my Dad so much. It would be better if he's in province taking a vacation like how he's doing before. He loves going back to our province even just for a week. Because of pandemic he didn't get a chance to go back there. He wants to get vaccinated because of it but his doctor won't let him. Hayyysss Papa. I miss you. 🥺 You're one of the people who complete me. I'm…
@Shawn09
At work now. Waiting for 5am. We'll have our live chat today. Hehe I'm so nervous since I'm not sure if the resolution I'm going to give is correct. 😅😹 I wanna stay at home and just sleep. Hehe But it's a no no. I need to work for our daily expenses. 😅☺️ Take care everyone. 😇
@Shawn09
A little George wants to taste my ice cream. 😅 Our house is a mess. I don't have energy to clean our house. The solution is buy a new house and leave this house. 😅😹
@Shawn09
I'm just okay when I'm busy at work, talking with someone or sleeping. Just like this time when I can't sleep and alone, can't help but to think about my Dad. Can't help but to think, if he's here this is what he's doing right now. Then tears won't stop falling. Will start to blame myself again. While at work in the morning, my tears wants to flow. Then suddenly our trainer give us an activity and that's when I get busy. What should I do to be busy while I'm awake? 💔🕊️
@Shawn09
Am I going to be happy tomorrow after listening to this song? Make sure that it will enlighten me not cry on my training because I miss my Dad. 😅😹 I think I'll be awake for more than 24 hrs. I still can't sleep since I got home at 3pm. Insomnia? 😹😹
@Shawn09
I'm talking to my Mom last night that I want to rest and just stay at home for a week. Then she told me, you've been resting for how many months already and you still want to stay at home? I was like, I want to stay near to Papa 'cause everytime I'm outside the house I'm feeling more sad. 😅 2 hrs have passed since our day started for training today. Hehe I'm excited to go home. 😅😹
@Shawn09
Good evening 🌆 After getting home and eating I fell asleep already. I just woke up right now because of my youngers sisters voice. She's shouting because she's asking something. She's near my head but I don't wanna get mad. 😅😹 I'm so tired and sleepy. 😪😪😪
@Shawn09
When someone leaves you, a new one will come. Meet our two months old Oreo. 🐈 😺🥰 At first she just want to stay at the corner but now she roams around and keep on running. She can even climb the stairs now. Hehe Since my Mom used to take care of someone and noone to take care now because my Dad is gone, she bought this kitten. I'm sure this kitten will help us to move forward. 🥰😇🙏
@Shawn09
I won't check fb and shopee anymore for today. I keep on looking for something to order. 😅🤣 Milk for my Mom and the others are for me. 😹 I'm really looking for Parkland bag because my sister took my cute pink small bag. She exchanged it with diaper that I can give to my boyfriends sister who have almost two months old baby. I don't have a small bag now. Hehe Good afternoon people. 🥰
@Shawn09
I and my boyfriend went to church awhile ago. We light a candle and pray for my Dad. I saw flowers near the church, I think that's what families brought when they visit their love ones columbarium. I thought of buying one bouquet for my Dad but I only have 100 pesos so I promise myself to buy him a flower next Sunday because my payday is this coming Thursday night. 🕯️ 🕯️ 🕯️ Good evening everyone. I prevent myself from crying buy singing. I sing a song till I got tired.
@Shawn09
Look how Oreo is sleeping. She looks so tired as if she do the household chores. 😅 When she sleeps you can't wake her up unless you move her. My brother was afraid awhile ago because he thought Oreo is not breathing. 😅😹 Goodnight everyone. Time to sleep or else I'll place an order again. 😅😹
@Shawn09
Good morning 🌞🌄 There's only one fried chicken left in the table and as a sister I won't eat that. I'll let my younger siblings eat it. I'm trying to awaken my sister side. I think I've been selfish and need to be better. Change is the only consistent in this half cruel world. Fighting 💪
@Shawn09
Since I'm the eldest in our house today, I'm the one who prepare our breakfast. I fried hotdog since it's the easiest and reheat the dilis with tomato. Hehe And here's my super breakfast. It won't be perfect if coffee is absent. As for dessert my sister make grahams last night so that's my dessert. 🍽️ What's your breakfast people? Lets eat. 🍽️
@Shawn09
I and my younger sister just finished our heart to heart talk. I told her all my regrets while our Dad is alive. At first, I talked fine but as our conversation goes on I started breaking down. We can't talk like this in front of our Mom because we don't want to bother her. We know that she's also in the moving forward process. Accepting that we lost our dearest one. She took care of Papa for how many years so if it's hard for us what more on her side right? But yeah, we're…
@Shawn09
I'm feeling sleepy right now but we're just on our one hour break and 18 minutes left before we enter the training room again. But I still like this schedule than in morning. It's hard to wake up at 3am and a little bit dangerous. 😹 If I drink another coffee then it's my third coffee already. Not good for me. 😅😹
@Shawn09
Isn't it funny that when you're travelling to go to work, when you're at work and while going home you're so sleepy. When I'm in the bus and close my eyes I can take a nap. But when I get home I'm not sleepy anymore. 😅😹 I'll try to sleep now because I've been awake for 24hrs already. 😅 Good morning. 🌄🌞 How's your night?
@Shawn09
Maybe this is because of the grahams that I ate awhile ago. We're doing the challenge of Bad Romance. I'm the one whose the last and I manage it. 😅😹 Don't challenge me because when my voice is on the mood and had a warm up it's high. 😹😅 Just kidding. Maybe next time we'll do it on TikTok app. This is how chilling with my siblings feels. So happy and contented. 🎶🎶💕
@Shawn09
My first budol received from Shopee. 🛵 I ordered my own shampoo. I'll sell the dove sensitive to my older sister and I received something from Unilever too. Like Creamsilk, Rexona and dove deo. Hehe I still have five order to expect. 😹😹 Can't uploaded photo.😑🖼️
@Shawn09
Good morning 🌞🌄 I'm so sleepy when I get home in the morning and I sleep fast when I went to bed. I woke up again by noise when Mom enter our house from work. Also, my siblings are laughing so it adds noise. Now, I'm awake and it will be hard to sleep again. Haysss How are you guys?
@Shawn09
I wanna buy a bag and I'm having a hard time choosing. I like this two bag but I think umbrella won't fit in. I always brought umbrella just incase it's too hot or a sudden rain will came. I only have backpack now and my problem is it's too big. Guard always check my bag if I'm using my backpack and I feel like they think I stole something. Why? Because there are times that I'm with my colleagues who used small bags and the guard stop only me to check my bag. 😅
@Shawn09
Pag-uwi ko kaninang umaga, narinig ko yung mga katambay ni Papa sa labas. Nagtatawanan at kulitan sila. Hindi na ako tumingin kasi alam kong wala naman dun si Papa. Pag aalis or uuwi kasi ako tumitingin tingin pa ako sa labas dati. Alam ko kasing andun sya. Pag nadaanan ko "Alis na ako Pa." Tapos tatanungin nya ako "Saan punta mo? Uwi ka ba mamaya? May pera ka pa ba?". Pag-uwi naman at pumasok ng bahay sya bubungad kung nasa bahay sya. Sasabihin nya "Good morning Bem. Kain…
@Shawn09
Since I can't decide if I'm going to buy that bag or not, I bought Ariel powder for Mom instead. No need to think now because I already use the discount voucher. 🤣🤣🤣 We don't have to worry for powder detergent again. Soon I'll buy the big one again. Hehe
@Shawn09
Good morning ☀️🌄 I just woke up from a good sleep. I'm hoping to woke up around 3pm but I always get awake around 12nn. 😅 My sleep is just 3 to 5 hrs only because I easily get awake by noises. Hehe How are you guys doing?
@Shawn09
When it's raining I'm really hoping a work from home set up. It's hard to get up because it's cold and I'll get wet later going to work. And the dirt will be on my pants. I don't know how to walk in wet roads. 😅🤣 Even if I'm feeling lazy right now, I need to get up. It's a no no for me to be late. Fighting 💪 Take care everyone.
@Shawn09
The soundtrip of the bus are for brokenhearted and it makes me want to cry. Because I'm really heartbroken that can't be healed easily. Noone can replace my Dad which means I'll be brokenhearted till I accept everything. Good evening.
@Shawn09
Good morning people 😊 🌅🌄 Just got home from work. I already eat some bread because I'm going to drink a medicine. My head hurts a lot and we still have a graded mock call later. That's our gate pass to the production. Hopefully all of us will pass. If not, then we can find a new job. 😁🤣
@Shawn09
My maximum sleep most of the time is five hours. When I reached the five hours already, I automatically woke up. 😅 Not enough sleep and cold is what I think the reason why I'm not feeling well. My nose has been clogged for a week already. Maybe because I cry almost everyday and it's cold at work. 😷 No to viruses. ❌❌❌
@Shawn09
Ang ulam namin ay liempo. Hindi na nagpabili sa Baliwag. Nagluto na lang si mama. Hehe Putok batok is real pero masakit naman talaga ulo ko kagabi pa. Hindi ko malaman kung sa lamig ba sa office, kakaiyak o magkakaron na ng dalaw. 😅🤣 Minsan talaga hindi ko na din malaman sa sarili ko bakit ako ganito. Haha Dami ng nararamdaman sa sarili. 🤣🤣
@Shawn09
Since today is Friday, I know that heavy traffic is expected so instead of leaving our house at 7pm I left around 6:40pm. Hehe And I'm right. I'm stuck in a traffic but it's okay because 9pm is my duty. I'm super early. 😊 Don't have to walk fast later. I wanna walk slowly so I won't be tired. Hehe Good evening everyone. ☺️
@Shawn09
It's our lunch break and I just finished eating my packed lunch. We have a new sleeping area or lounge area here at work. So this is how it looks like. Employees can sleep well and be more comfortable while on a break.
@Shawn09
Today is my sisters 24th birthday. We ordered some food to celebrate it. I remember that my Dad promised my sister that he'll buy her a cake so I and my Mom shared money to buy her three cakes. It's like fulfilling my Dads promise. I don't want him to be sad because he didn't get a chance to buy her a cake this year. I'm missing my Dad a lot. Happy birthday to my sister. 🎂
@Shawn09
I'm still awake even if I only have 3 to 4hrs sleep in the morning. It's really hard for me to sleep at night. So here I am reminiscing moments with my Dad. I didn't know I look so sad awhile ago. My boyfriend asked me what's wrong or if I'm okay because I look so down. It's because this is the first time celebrating something without my Dad. I just feel so lonely but also happy for my sister who celebrated her birthday awhile ago. Where is my sleepyhead at work? 😅🤣
@Shawn09
Sleep around 7am and woke up around 1pm. I can't sleep last night so I just watched the kids while they're sleeping. So everytime they cry I'm the one who tries to hush them first and when they really don't want to stop that's the time I woke up their Mom. 😅🤣 My brother leave his one year old son last night. It's hard to tuck him to bed and also he grow up with aircon but we don't have like that on our house. Hehe At my sisters house now. I accompanied her because she have…
@Shawn09
Just got home from my sisters house to church and grocery. I'm glad I bought one kilo of hotdog because we don't have food tonight. My Mom washed do the laundry after work that's why she didn't have time to prepare or cook our food. I already give my salary to the right owners. Even the money from the rent. I'm glad I have some extra income to use for extra expenses. 😊💖 Good evening 🌆
@Shawn09
I already bought flowers for my Dad. 🌼🌼🌼 This is the first time I bought flowers for him. I thought it's expensive but it's not. I'm shy to ask last week for the price since I didn't have cash and I found out awhile ago that it's affordable. Sometimes asking helps a lot. Hehe Still missing you Pa. Missing you a lot. 🤗😘👨👧
@Shawn09
There's no reason for me to worry that I'll be late since I leave our house early. You're just traffic, you can't stop be by having perfect attendance. 😅🤣 Perfect attendance is a must to enter the production but it's fine if I can't enter after this mentoring. 😅🤣🤣 If I failed it means it's not for me. Hehe
@Shawn09
At work already. Some of the teammates are still not here. I think there's only two of us here. I'll post this before I go to the production because the mentors said we can enter the production already since they're already inside. I'm so nervous that I go back and forth to the restroom. 😅🤣 Fighting 💪😇🙏 Photo is loading. 😅🤣
@Shawn09
Disadvantage of having face mask is you won't know peoples faces. My teammate called me awhile ago and I didn't know her because she's not wearing her mask. And it's a bit different when you have your mask on or not. I'm talking to her even though I'm not sure is she's my teammate. 😅🤣 Eating my packed lunch. Hotdog with rice. Hehe
@Shawn09
Good morning ☀️🌄 It's still dark outside and a little bit scary to walk in overpass. Overpass near our place don't have a light and I heard some scary stories about that overpass. So while I'm walking there I'm singing "Our Father". Just to make sure there's no bad spirit that will bother me. 😅🤣 I don't like 7pm to 4am schedule. I really prefer 9pm to 6am. Hehe
@Shawn09
On my way to work. Sun is still on so it's a little bit hot. I and Mom just saw each other when I went home at dawn. She's not yet home when I leave the house. That's what happen yesterday too. We're all busy on our job with different schedule. But we'll bond every weekend. Spending time family on weekends. 🥰💕 Take care everyone.
@Shawn09
The sounds here in lounge is for you to feel sleepy and rest but it makes me feel sad. This is what I'm trying to avoid when I'll suddenly miss my Dad at work. It makes me want to cry. The pain is still here and I don't know if it will go away. What I know right now is I'm missing my Dad a lot. I wanna hug him, make fun of him, sing with him and everything. Missing you a lot Papa. Help me get through with this feelings Pa. I'm dying inside. 💔🥺😭👨👧🕊️
@Shawn09
I have my first call today. I'm not sure if I do it right but since their concerns are for other departments, I transferred their call. Just two calls and transfer them.😅🤣 Now, I know how it feels when you answer a call. Hopefully I'll pass this last 3 weeks of training so I'll be endorsed and can do my plans in life. Hehe
@Shawn09
At work already in the lounge area. Relaxing my mind because we'll be in the production later to answer calls and chat. Hehe I'm a little bit nervous since I already have the experience doing that already so I think I can do better today. Improvement is the key to enter the real world in call center. I should improve everyday to prove that I belong in this project. 😊 Good evening people. 😊🌆
@Shawn09
Just got home and now eating my breakfast while waiting for my Mom to leave for work. She asked me to wait for her and lock the door. I really don't have a plan on eating but since she wants me to wait for her I need to do something and this is what comes in my mind. 😅🤣 Have a great day ahead people. ☀️
@Shawn09
On my way to work. Hehe 7pm is the start of our duty. Since I always leave our house early I'm now almost 5 minutes away to work. The bus is still waiting for passengers and they almost didn't let us in because we're just transfer from the previous bus. 🤣🤣
@Shawn09
My back always hurt so I tried not sitting in the lounge. Here I am enjoying my free time relaxing or trying to get more sleep. Hehe So happy they put like folding bed here so employees can sleep during break or free hours. 😊 I remember my Dad wants to buy this kind of folding bed before and he didn't get a chance to try this since he's already gone. Haysss Missing you so much Papa. 🥺😘
@Shawn09
This is the first time I'm feeling lazy or sleepy in Production. I'm not sure if it's because I already know the feeling when you're working as a call center agent. Or I just don't want to take a call. Hehe Fix yourself Self. You need a job right? Just wait for the final day to know if you passed or failed. 🤣🤣
@Shawn09
On my way to work again. 🚌 I didn't get a chance to capture it clearly since I'm inside the bus. But the sky looks fine as if telling me everything is okay. Hehe Today is the fifth time to took chats at work. Hopefully I can answer inquiries quickly. 😊 Fighting 💪
@Shawn09
Done eating my packed food. I don't know why but after eating my food on our one hour break I'm feeling super tired and weak. 🤣🤣 I feel like I'm sick again. I'm going to drink paracetamol again just to make sure I won't have headache. The problem is I might feel sleepy while working. Good news is tomorrow is our rest day. 🥰💕 Goodnight to those going to sleep now. Sweet dreams people.
@Shawn09
I don't know what's wrong with the bus driver we're riding. Looks like he's making a race into the bus in front of us. This is dangerous even if it's still dawn and there's few car only. Accident is everywhere so they shouldn't do this. I don't have the guts to talk to them. I'm also scared since they are men. Hayssss. Keep safe people.
@Shawn09
Good morning People 😊 Just woke up. Hehe I went home safe awhile ago but I have to shout to the driver because he's making a loud noise. Like telling the driver in front that "Hey, I'll go ahead and will leave you behind". I need to get up to eat and also take a bath. My sister told me "What? Don't tell you're not going to take a bath again?". She's like that because last week I wasn't able to take a bath because I'm so tired and we have visitors. 🤣🤣
@Shawn09
Still awake. 😳 Nothing's new in my sleeping routine. Awake at night and sleeping in the morning. 🤣 So today is October 24, 2021. It's already a month since my Dad passed away but I feel like everything happened just yesterday. Everything is still fresh and the pain is still here. There are times that I'm crying but I can say that it's not everyday now. Sometimes it's every other day or twice a day. Losing someone you love the most makes you weak. Always say "I love you" to…
@Shawn09
Searching about how to put up a mini grocery. I need to make a business plan since I really want to have my own grocery store. Research and plan is needed to make sure it'll work. The first one that I need to think of is the name of my grocery store. It may seems easy but no because you need to think of a name that will catch the attention of people. Hehe Need my own laptop for this. 🤣🤣 Good afternoon people. 😊
@Shawn09
Cold evening everyone 🥶❄️ My brother asked me awhile ago, why we didn't prepare for our Dad who died last September 24. I told him that "Do we have to celebrate that? I think it looks like we're happy that he's gone, if we're going to prepare food for his monthsary in heaven." Since this is the first time that it happens on us we really don't know what to do. Do you also prepare food for the first 30days that your love ones die?
@Shawn09
Since I can't sleep yet, I'm searching on how to improve my understanding to customers problem. In call center it's not all about you can speak in English. You should know or understand what's the callers issue or concern to solve the problem. During the times I took a call, I noticed that I'm having a hard time to understand what the customer really want. I think I have a problem in listening or understanding. The last call I got last week is simple if I just understand the…
@Shawn09
Good morning people 😊 I just woke up so it's good morning not good afternoon. 😅 I woke up because of my younger sister whose a teacher. She's teaching right now so it's noisy. 😅 I can't get mad because I'm happy she's on her dream job now. Also, I'm sure our Dad is happy and proud of her. I don't wanna go to work today because I don't wanna take calls. I'm really having a hard time in taking calls. Chat if better because I can think first. Haysss For call center agents here,…
@Shawn09
One hour break time to eat our lunch then we'll take calls for four hours. I don't know if I can do better today but I'm hoping. If not then need to apply in other company already. 🤣 I like chat than taking calls. I have more time to think in chat than in call that you can't stay silent for 20 seconds if I'm not mistaken. Hehe Fighting Self. 🤣💪
@Shawn09
I'm feeling down and disappointed with myself right now. I don't think I'm improving everyday. I feel like I'm more going down and lost. And I'm feeling weak like I don't wanna get up. Everytime I go home, I don't have an energy. I'm drained always. 😅 I wanna stay but I don't feel like it's for me. Maybe I'm not for bpo companies as call center agent but I can try in back office. I just don't know how. 🤣🤣
@Shawn09
Our shift is 12midnight but I'm at work before 9pm. When it comes to attendance I'm good but when it comes to performance I'm poor. 🤣 I'm now accepting the fact that I can't get my certificate but I'll stay for now to enjoy moments with my new friends. 🤣🤣
@Shawn09
Finally, I'm home and can take a rest. I need to leave our house early if I want to sleep in the office. I didn't get a chance to sleep last night because the sleeping area is full. But if I'll go to work around 7pm, I can find a my space there. Hehe Because of this pandemic the travel time for public transportation is limited only. I found out last night when I asked the conductor that the last trip is 8pm. That's why I really need to leave early. Goodnight everyone. 😴 😪
@Shawn09
Ay work already and I find a space for me to sleep. Our duty is from 12midnight to 9am. I'm hoping that we'll have messaging today not call because I'm having a hard time understanding the customer when they talk. They're talking fast reason why I can't understand them. And also their accent. 😅 I'll sleep again people. Goodnight.
@Shawn09
Good morning people 😊 Just woke up from a good sleep. Hehe I woke up a little bit early than usual and my alarm is not yet ringing. I'm not sure if I'm excited to go to work or what. My calls last night were good. There are some who wants a sup call and I had headset issue again so I have one call back. So happy that some customers are so kind. One of the problem I encountered while on shift was my voice. Since we're wearing face mask and faceshield it affects the voice that…
@Shawn09
Heavy traffic? It's okay. I'm still early from my shift. What I'm worried about awhile ago was there's no bus yet and it's over 8pm already. The conductor told me before that the last trip is 8pm so I'm thinking of other ways if ever I didn't catch the last trip. Still lucky because after waiting for twenty minutes the bus came. 🚌🥰 Take care everyone.
@Shawn09
I got my wirex card today. 🥰 I'm still not good in cryptos but I know soon I'll get more familiarize on this. And also I'm having a hard time in wirex app. Unlike coinsph that was so easy to understand. 🤣🤣
@Shawn09
He's my Dad whose now in Heaven. This photo was taken year 2017. I, him and my mom jog and walk to exercise. I saw this in my memories in Facebook. I really want to cry right now because I'm missing him a lot but I'm at work already. I'm missing you a lot Pa. I'm still wishing that you're here with us. Making fun of each other like pranking and teasing everyone. Sometimes I want to follow you there in Heaven because I feel like it's all my fault. Give me strength Pa. I love…
@Shawn09
I just finished eating my snacks. I woke up late yesterday around 10pm reason why I'm still awake right now. I cooked pancit canton for my snacks. I'm not into noodles but sometimes I crave when there's a scene in a kdrama that eats noodles. It looks delicious when they're the one whose eating but when it's me, it's not really delicious. 🤣🤣 Good morning people. 🌄🌄
@Shawn09
I had four hours sleep already and I'm still not feeling well. I think this is because I'm having a cold. I need to drink medicine and lots of water to make sure I'll be better tomorrow. Most of the time in our work, when you have a cold they'll ask you to go home. I don't want it to happen on me. Aside from it's hard for transportation it's also a waste of money since I'm already at work then suddenly I'll go home. I and my boyfriend had a quick date awhile ago and he's…
@Shawn09
When I got a job, everytime November 1 I'm the one who always buy a candle. Last year my Dad is the one who took care of the candles to avoid catching fire. Now, he's one of the reason why I bought and will light a candle later. I remember last year, a passing by child said "Kawawa naman ang dami nyong patay" because we light lots of candle. Then my Dad said, "Anong nakakaawa? Isang balik mo pa dito ha." Yeah, he fight back even if it's just a kid. That's how cute my Dad is.…