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@Shawn09

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Gege_06 First time Mom struggling but fighting πŸ€±πŸ‘ΆπŸ’ͺ

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@Shawn09

Kumusta naman mga noisy people? Busy much sa buhay buhay kaya now na lang nakadalaw dito. Hehe

@Shawn09

Kumusta guys? Busy masyado sa pagiging ina. One year old na ang aming Baby Shawn nung September 9. Simpleng handaan ang mahalaga nakasama side ko at ni Partner. Ganito pala maging ina, minsan iiyak ka na lang pero mas madalas pa din yung masaya. Still learning pa ako sa pagpapalaki ng anak. Full time mom na ako simula nung manganak ako. Nakakababa ng tingin sa sarili minsan. May time na pakiramdam ko kasambahay ako. Hirap maging housewife. πŸ˜”

@Shawn09

Maulang araw mga maiingay. 🌧️ β˜” Long time no post kasi nahihirapan ako magbalance ng time ko para sa lahat ng gawain. So ayun nga from accounting assistant to customer service associate ako ay isa ng full time Mom. Ang hirap din lalo sa akin lahat ng gawain. Si Partner kasi 12hrs ang work everyday. Minsan kahit day off pag pinapasok eh papasok talaga sya. Ano secret nyo mga mommies para nagagawa nyo lahat ng gawain sa bahay? Baby ko din kasi malikot na sobra.

@Shawn09

Good morning πŸŒ„ Nakabisita din dito. Pag nanay ka na sobrang busy na talaga. Pag tulog ang Baby gawa ng gawaing bahay. Maswerte na kung tulog pa sya after gawaing bahay. Makapagpahinga ka pa. Hehe

@Shawn09

Hi mga mars and pars 😊 Ang hirap pala pag may Baby ka tapos need mo magwork. Nahanapan na ako ng account sa work ko at hindi ako makapagcommit. Paano busy na lahat. Walang maiiwan sa Baby ko pag may pasok si mama at yung students namin sa bahay. Eh need ko na magwork kasi kapos talaga pag ganito na umuupa kayo. Pangkain na need pa ibayad sa bahay. Ang kuryente at tubig syempre mas mahal kesa sa normal na bill. Haysss

@Shawn09

My work called around 7pm to inform me that they have an open account. They want to know if I can commit this coming Monday for training. I know that the hesitation can be heard when I'm answering them. I'm thinking about my son. I won't be able to record and see with my own eyes his achievements as a Baby. I want to be always by his side so everytime that he needs me. So I told them that I'll think about it and will send a message about my decision. Night everyone. πŸ˜”

@Shawn09

Now watching: My name Nakakalungkot nangyari sa Twitter ko kaya nood na lang muna. Sana naman mawala suspension ko. Sayang din makukuha ko sa cashrain. Kahit papano dagdag panghugot pag walang wala na. Okay naman tong kdrama na to. Action sya kaya hindi ka maboboring. Nanonood ako habang hawak si Baby ko. Ayaw magpalapag eh.

@Shawn09

I got permanently suspended at Twitter. I submitted an appeal already and still waiting for their reply. I'm wondering why I am suspended. I only use Twitter for my cashrain account. Is there anyone here who have same case with me?

@Shawn09

One of my problem right now is my son's milk. This is S26 pink. It's a little bit expensive and I don't know to whom should I give this. My son's tummy doesn't like this milk. He poops like almost 10 times a day. Reason why he'll have rashes. I don't want to throw this but I don't know anyone in the neighborhood who used S26 for their babies. Haysss

@Shawn09

Umorder ako ng pampaganda bago pa ng pasko t nung nakaraang araw lang dumating. Binenta ko din sa kapatid ko. Paano si Baby ko nagkasakit. Need magpalit gatas. From S26 to Bonna to S26 to Similac TummicareHw. Ang mahal ng gatas nya at wala ng budget kaya benta na lang. Nasasabihan na kasi ako ng losyang kaya aayos na sana ako ng sarili ko kaso hindi talaga para sa akin ang pag-aayos. Nauwi pa nga sa may sakit ako ngayon. Feeling ko stress to. Baka binat dahil sa stress. Haysss. Mahirap pag madami kang naririnig pero mas mahirap naman kung wala. πŸ˜”

@Shawn09

Hindi ko akalain na dadapuan ako ng lagnat. Bukod sa lagnat ay masakit din ang katawan at buto-buto ko. Isama pa ang lalamunan. Bawat kilos ko kanina ay may daing. Iba din talaga ang power ng ina. Pumunta si mama ko dito sa bahay at niliguan ako ng suka. Ayun maayos na kahit papano pakiramdam ko. Pagbuhos nya ng suka sumingaw ang init ko. Sobrang init. Hehe May sakit din si Baby ko. Actually naging busy ako sa anak ko. Nasa punto na ako ng pagbreakdown. Kailangan lakasan ang loob at wag patalo sa negative thoughts. Postpartum pa ata ito o dahil na rin sa mga naririnig ko. πŸ˜”

@Shawn09

Ang gusto nyang position sa pagtulog ay dapa. Hindi naman pwede kasi 3 months palang sya. May possibility na hindi sya makahinga at sumakit dibdib nya. Kaya minsan ang ginagawa ko nilalagyan ko sya unan sa gitna ng legs nya or ayan kumot na medyo mabigat para hindi masyado makagalaw. Minsan keri pero minsan grabe talaga iyak nya pag hindi sya nasusunod. 🀣 Good morning people. At ako nga ay excited. Mamayang gabi ay tutulak na kami paBaguio. Doon kami magpapasko. Wala kaming bahay kaya parang rent house ata yung meron. 2 days and 1 night πŸ₯°

@Shawn09

One week preparation with only 5k on my hands. Then my partners 13 month came so we added a little bit amount for my son's baptism. Late notice to Godfathers and Godmothers. I almost cried because from 8 pairs there's no pair yet when we go to church for mass. Still blessed because my chosen friends came. 3 pairs for Godparents after mass and I'm so happy. My friends came. All from my partners side (chosen godparent) didn't came to stand beside us. His Mom didn't help us in cooking foods for our visitors. My Mom did all the cooking. My youngest sister did the design. I and my Partner did the groceries. In my mind, I don't need them. My son is loved by my family and friends. If they're not willing to help at times that we need them, then it's fine. My partner asked me to do our sons first birthday at his parents place, I said "No". It will never happen. If they can't help us now that we're in need, what more in the future.

@Shawn09

Finally nakadapa na Baby ko. 😍 Kahapon ko sya nakita na padapa na kaya nataranta ako at napasigaw. Nagstop sya after nun kasi nagulat ata. Then kaninang umaga ulit. Hindi nya pa kaya kaya umiyak sya. And now, habang tulog napansin ko parang padapa kaya nagvideo ako and tsaraaan!! Nakadapa na sya. πŸ˜πŸ‘ΆπŸ₯°

@Shawn09

Moving out is real. We just moved some of our things today. I think my Mom is so excited that she already clean the house were I and my Partner will rent. After cleaning she already brought some of our things. It's just few steps away from my Moms house. Still I and my son sleep at my Mom's house because my Partner is on duty every night. It changes after two weeks. I noticed that most of my post at noise.cas is now in noise.app. How about you guys?

@Shawn09

Woke up by the cry of my son who wants to drink his milk. My Baby cries a lot this past few days till now. He's so loud that everyone will be awaken by his cry. Reason why before he cry for milk there should be a prepared one already. I can't sleep yet reason why I can post now. I can't be active that much because my Baby is a clingy. It starts when he got sick. I think till now he's not feeling that well because he also have a cough now. Good morning people.

@Shawn09

Good afternoon people. My son is now healed. Thank you Lord. πŸ™πŸ˜‡ I'm blessed. We struggle but blessings are raining. πŸ’Έ My Mom wants me and my partner to give the down payment to the new renovated for rent house. The owner is done renovating the house. Lots of people wants to rent it but he knows that we've been waiting to rent that house. First blessing is my son is healed. After 1 day of being sick he's now feeling good. πŸ™πŸ˜‡ Second blessing is cashrain. Where you need to join community and retweet or like their post. Then you'll earn. Here is one of my link. I already used the first one for my partner and the other I'll send it to my sister. https://cashrain.com/invite/crccv0adx9 Third blessing is our deposit from our old apartment. They weren't able to give it fully but atleast they give us 3,500.00 pesos that we can use to deposit in this new house. I'm super blessed. Thank you. πŸ™πŸ˜‡

@Shawn09

I received a surprise in the morning. 😲 I didn't expect this that's why I'm so happy. I thought it won't happen again and keep on thinking what's wrong. πŸ˜… How about you guys? Did you receive a surprise? Good afternoon.

@Shawn09

Morning 🌧️ My son is still hot but it's not yet time for his medicine. When he wakes up again I'll give him his paracetamol. Right now, he's sleeping peacefully. I'm thinking of going to his pedia to be checked but it's also dangerous outside since it's raining. The attached photo was from our Hr. I sent them an email on what to do next since my TL doesn't give all the instructions needed. It's hard to reach out on him so I sent an email to our hr. I don't care if I don't have a job or account yet. They need to give me my 13 month pay or else I'll notify Dole.

@Shawn09

I'm feeling worried right now but I know that it really happen to babies even in adults. Being sick is part of growing up. After taking a bath my son took a nap which he really do everyday. That's his daily routine. He napped for about two hours I think and he sleep beside his Dad. When he woke up I brought him downstairs since I need to do something and his Dad can't take care of him. My partner works at night and sleep in the morning every after two weeks. I noticed that my Baby is a little bit hot and I thought that's because he slept upstairs. Since I'm not sure I checked his temperature and it's 37.3. I thought that's because it's hot today. I also noticed later on that he looks weak and tried again to check his temperature. This time he's 38 already. I calmed myself and give him 0.6 paracetamol as prescribed by the doctor before. As of this moment his temperature is 37.0 and much better than awhile ago. I hope that I'm the one whose sick not him. Why? Because he can't talk yet. He's just almost 3 months old. He can't say what he feels and if he's hurt. I know that my Baby is strong. It's just a fever and my Baby will get well soon. πŸ™πŸ˜‡

@Shawn09

I'm watching "My name is Vendetta". I thought it's action and yes, it's action however there's also a drama. 😭 I don't like watching sad stories because it stay in my mind for so long. I get affected in what I'm watching. πŸ˜… It's a sunny day today. 🌞😎

@Shawn09

After drinking some soda here I am lord drinking some luke warm water. There are times that I still breastfeed my son so I need to drink this water. Also, I just took a bath which means I've been exposed to cold. It's already dark here since it's 6:39pm already and we don't have food yet. πŸ˜… I'm also not yet done hanging the clothes that my brother washed in our new automatic washing machine. How are you people?

@Shawn09

Good morning πŸŒ„πŸŒ» My son woke up with a beautiful smile on his face. He sleep beside his grandmother since I'm not feeling well. My nape hurts going to the top of my head. Also, he cries a lot last night because my younger brother is noisy. He had a meeting with his group department. They talked about their feasibility study. We don't really have a room here at my parents place. Anyway, I and may partner is waiting for this for rent house. The owner had it renovated. We're just waiting for that to be finished and we'll move out again. Can't really move at my parents place because it's too small and everyone in the family is big. πŸ˜…πŸ˜‚

@Shawn09

Every week there's a change in my son's behavior. As of this week, he keeps on crying when he wants someone to carry him. It's not an ordinary cry that you'll hear. The sound is like he's hurt or someone hurt him and it's emergency. Reason why I need to be prepare and aware always. He don't sleep long in morning already so sometimes I can't do anything even taking a bath. So there are times I take a bath almost 6pm. To keep my Baby busy and make him tired, we watched Cocomelon in the afternoon. When he turns 1 month old my family keeps on saying "your baby still cannot see anything". It gives me pressure and worries me that's something is wrong with my Baby. I bought colorful toys to test if he can see already or not. After patiently waiting I can finally say he really can see now. Nothing to worry anymore about his eyes. Lesson learned, don't make yourself worry. Keep on praying and trust your Baby. It takes time for everything. Be patient. By the way he likes Cocomelon a lot that he keeps on moving his hands, legs and did some Baby talk. Goodnight people.

@Shawn09

Woke up again by my Baby's cry. This time I just fed him the milk that he wasn't able to drink on his first cry. I also prepare a new bottle of milk just incase he'll cry again. He's now sleeping Peace while my Partner is sleeping soundly. Soundly because he's snoring. 🀭 Sometimes our Baby snores too. Like father like son. πŸ‘¨β€πŸ‘¦ Since I can't sleep yet, I keep on moving to my partners side and pretend to sleep. I think he can't take it anymore because there's no enough space he asked me to move a little and he turns his back on me. πŸ˜‚

@Shawn09

Good morning people. I was awaken by my Baby's cry. He fell asleep around 9pm. Before he go to sleep he keeps on crying and just stop when I carry him and sing some song. His Daddy was trying to put him to bed however he keeps on crying so I need to step in. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜… I just finished feeding him awhile ago and of course make him burp. Burping is important fo Babies. But on my Baby's end, it's hard to make him burp. Sometimes he fart than burping or none at all even if I tried lots of position to make him burp. πŸ˜…

@Shawn09

Watching "Lesson Plan". This about a school making drugs and the students sell or use it. One of the professor was got framed up and eventually die. There's a new history professor who's a a friend of the one who died. He's investigating what happened and wants to clean his friends name. Before we watch this we're watching Boss Baby. My son likes it because everytime I moved out in the front of the he keeps on crying. I'm carrying him while watching. I think he's too focused in Boss Baby. πŸ˜‚

@Shawn09

Good morning people. πŸ˜‡ I'm not feeling well yesterday. I'm having back pain this past few days reason why I asked my partner to massage me. I want to use katinko or efficascent but my mom said to use baby oil. I don't know if this is what they said that if you undergo cesarean you'll feel back pain for life. Or my Baby is too heavy already. He's turning 3 months this coming December 9 and he's already 6+ kilo. I don't carry him that much while standing. Most of the time I just sit down while he's on my arms.πŸ˜… My Baby is also feeling better after his immunization. 😊 How are you people?

@Shawn09

Good morning people 🌞 No sign of sun yet since it's 3am only. I've been monitoring my son because he had his second immunization shot yesterday. πŸ’‰ He's a little bit hot, so glad I still have our thermometer that we bought before I gave birth to him.🌑️ Also, he's getting better now with help of paracetamol too. One of the hardest and painful part for parents is when there Baby is in pain. I attached here the photo of my son's fingers where I accidentally cut his skin instead of his fingernails. I almost cry when he cried a lot and almost had tears. My heart broke when I saw blood coming from his soft and tiny skin. How I wish it was me not him. Now, I'm scared to cut his fingernails again. πŸ˜”

@Shawn09

I went to my work yesterday to submit the certified true copy birth certificate of my Baby at clinic. My original back to work should be November 24, 2022 but since my current account don't accept employees on leave more than 1 month I'm in a waiting list. Still waiting for a new account to open and have an opportunity to work again. And I think, my body got tired for being away for 2 hours. I sleep early and got woke up by the alarm on my phone to cook rice. Hehe Good morning people. Here's the picture on one of the alley on my work. ☺️