Hey, bro. We miss you!
Date: March 02,2022
Author: SequoiaAnother day, another opportunity, another chance, and another topic to write about. Seldomly, I can't restrict myself from feeling burnt out and drain. Who wouldn't? If you are just doing the same routine every single day. That's the reason why I always make sure to do something new to spice up my day a lil bit.
Anyway, today is my brother's 15th death anniversary and that is precisely the reason why I am not active in here this morning. We had a small family bonding as a way of remembering my brother.
My brother died at the age of 12 and I was 6 years old that time as well. And that's not because of illness or accidents. He took his own life and left us-his family, in this chaotic physical world. Up until today, the reason behind such action stayed a mystery unto us.
But I can vividly remember that he loves our grandma so much. In fact, he's more fine with just having our grandma by his side than our mother. He ended his own life a year after our grandmother's departure from this world. Therefore, we concluded that he decided to follow our beloved grandma.
I was too young and naive to understand everything back then. Now that I am old enough, remembering those moments are starting to pain my heart as well.
I have so many what ifs. And one of it is, if he was alive, will we have a good and close relationship? I always wonder how it feels to have a brother that would protect and bully you at the same time.
Oh well, we can no longer change the past and we have no choice but to accept everything and move forward in life.
Life is too short, we don't know what tomorrow holds. Always use your time wisely and happily. Cherish every moment with your loved ones. Show them what you realky feel towards them. Spread love and good vibes.
Here's my lil fam. I am the that lil girl with split bangs and cute smile HAHAHA. The one hugging me behind was my late brother. We are like cats and dogs. We argue most of the time and I am usually the one who cries a lot. Our mom wearing stripes and our older and understanding older sister.
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Got my share
Today also, my cousin gave me chocolate, nivea creme and tea that she received from her husband in Bahrain. I didn't expected that she have something for me and that just completed my day.
I just hope that nivea won't irritate my skin , especially won't trigger my pimples hihi.
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Thank you for your time fam! I promise to make it up to you all tonight after I do my night skin care rituals mwehehe. Shalom!
Maybe he loved your grandma that much that he was so sad of her death. He was happy together with his gradma thats for sure friend