Substance

I want to stand on my own buh it is too hard,

I want to wake up and feel nothing at all,

Buh every time my mind throws in the guilt card,

I want to leave this state buh at every chance I stall,

I see me being sane buh I think it is surreal,

I want to go back to a better me and live,

Buh as much as I try, it seems to be a great deal,

And yet I see myself going back to you for relief,

It is something I try to avoid and keep to myself,

Put up a smiling face outside and sob indoors at every instance,

I hope someone listens and save me from myself,

Before I go back to these substances. 

#SaneMan

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