I know we can go to Wherever we Imagine

I just notice, because I have so much on my plate no - my daydreaming is also reducing. Like before I can daydream a lot of times while washing the dishes, doing the laundry, even while taking a bath or just anything that I am doing. But now - I noticed that I rarely do that now. My imagination is like limited now or more like it can't produce anything. You all know how I love daydreaming and it is not just a simple daydreaming to me coz it also become my hobby too.

Daydreaming is like an escape to the sad reality that I'm trying to bream free. In my imagination I can be whatever I want, for sure a lot can relate to this. And you know what, while daydreaming, I can also create a story just by doing that. I can always squeeze something out on my brain by doing that. I can draft a lot of article, I can just type all the necessary information for me not to forget it and voila. I can continue them the next day.

But I can't do that now. It's been 2 weeks already since I stop drafting article I think. That long, and my article in the past few days is always on the spot now. Like a fresh poop out of the butt. I can even create 2 draft sometimes but it suddenly stop. What do you think is the problem. I know I have a lot on my hand right now but even so, I can still find a way to daydream because daydreaming can make me feel more motivated. It can boost my imagination too.

But what to do now, I can't be what I used to before. Everything is just too fuzzy right now. I want to be just like before but I am also having a hard time. I guess, I am trying too hard to do a lot that is why. Maybe it is time to drop some on my hand so I can focus to one task. But that's boring and for sure - I can't save that way. I have goals so stopping and letting go of some of my side hustle is really not a good thing. Maybe it is just me who's making it complicated. Right?

Hahaha, I mean just because I can't daydream right now I am making it like a big deal. Well, I mean - for me who grow where Imagination has been part of me - it is really a big deal. I live for that. Even just an imagination. Are you like me too? It's just an imagination and daydreaming but that is where it all started. The fuel to get anything done. Because I know "we can go to wherever we imagine." It is also like a boost to do good in life.

I'm not sure if I'm making any sense now hahaha. I think I am really making things complicated right now, lol. I just missed daydreaming. That is my life for 18 years, hahaha. For my sanity to stay intact. But anyways, my drafted article is like an empty bin now. I have nothing to edit anymore. Nothing to add anymore. I need to refresh my head now else, aigooo. I want to write a story again. I'll try to make one, maybe one of this day.

I hope, makisama utak ko sakin no

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And I'm still have reason to be happy naman because I have 5 successful trade today. Though I only gain a little profit on it still, profit is still a profit. With the current movement of the market now, I think this is also good to play. Though you rely need to watch it because we never know, baka mag crash bigla. Peri sana naman ay hindi

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September 15, 2022

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