Afraid Of?

Happy Saturday read.cash family. How y'all doing today?

While I was sitting on the balcony, scrolling through my cellphone to watch some videos. Checking the bitcoin value if it goes up or down. Look over and read some articles here. There was this one insect who flew towards me. Guess what, it's a flattened oval body, long threadlike antennae, and a shining brown leathery integument. Does it ring a bell? Are you afraid of this one?

Well I'm talking about the COCKROACH. It's just an inch away from me when I notice it flying towards me. I don't have a choice but to stay calm considering if I panic I'll surely fall from the plastic chair and that would be more painful than being touched by its spiky long legs. I almost even dropped my phone when it reached my skin, the thinky feeling that I don't like. I'm trying my best to flick it out from my body and luckily it plummets down the floor. I used the rag to cover and kill it but it is still creeping. I don't know if it has the immortal power lol! It crawls under the couch, I didn't follow where it went. I don't want it to fly all over the balcony and scare his mother (bf's mom). I know how frightened she was when she saw a cockroach flying. So I better choose to leave it there. But surely if I have the "alcampore" I'll put it all over the couch so it will feel dizzy and die. Unfortunately, there's no available in the store. I don't know where it came from, I always leave the balcony clean as well as my room but there is still an insect. Are they used to living in a clean surrounding? Gezzz!

I'm not that afraid of some animals ( I just don't like the feeling) including cockroaches and rats. But when it comes to the black and yellow garden spider it's a different story. If I saw this one my body would react intensely, I can't control how my physique feels numb and how my mind can't think straight. Like anytime I will faint. The thick cobweb feels like hell for me. Though it's kinda small, I loathe it even when I unintentionally glimpse at it. I tried to avoid seeing this one but since we're living in a province so it's inevitable. We're totally the same with my sister regarding that spider type insect and we both abhor it. I even try to love that insect but my body won't like it. I'm scared, I hate it and I even don't want to see it. Am I being too overreacting?

Did you feel like that too with the specific animal?

I'm an animal lover but I can't resist also hating some (black and yellow garden spiders). Thinking how disgusting it is and how dangerous it will be. Maybe some of you have this creature that you love and hate too. A dog? cat? bird? underwater fishes? Well, it only depends on how our body reacts accordingly. Anyway, if only I had enough money to adopt those stray dogs and cats I'll surely help them. I'll surely feed them and would love to stay with me. But I'm financially short but someday somehow I'll be able to do that. That's one of my goals. Helping is such an overwhelming feeling.

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I will end my blog at this length since I'm not feeling well today. My throat is starting to feel itchy. I already drink a lot of water but it's still the same.

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