So last time I told you guys that I am worried and also nervous, well I'm not going to deny that until now I am worried. Like what if I didn't passed this and that? But of course, I want to be positive and active for the rest of my days while I'm on duty. What funny is, I didn't sleep well because of too much over thinking about "What ifs."

Welp, I know this is the very first day that I'm going to work, and this is my rirst experience about the job that I am applying for. I'm a little bit sad because I can't see my partner before I go to the site since her off was at 10pm and I'm going there at 9pm. But still I can see her during morning hehe so it's enough.

So today, I am preparing for my duty at 11pm later and I'm heading off at 9pm, yes I was that early always since I don't want to be late. I can walk from our boarding house to the site but the road was so dark and there's only 3 street light here, my anxiety can't keep it up when it's so dark even if I have a flashlight, especially if I'm walking alone.

I buy 2 mac& cheese and that will serve as my dinner. I don't like heavy meals so I just choose this as my dinner because this one was counted as a light meal. I also buy some Pantene conditioner because my hair was not on its good condition. Ang arte kasi ng buhok ko, gusto lagi may conditioner. Aside that, I forgot to buy some eggs and a snacks for later, AGAIN.

I already buy some Chocolate Latte, and I hope my sleepiness later will be gone. Because I didn't sleep and this afternoon and I know that later on, this sleepyhead of mine will not going to function well lol. Who even functioning well when you're asleep?

I buy Tender Care soap, since the Palmolive soap that I'm using causes itching to my body. So I have no choice but to tell my partner that I want her to used it, I want to biy a body wash but it costs too much so I just ordered some at shoppe. I'm hoping that it will arrived earlier than what I'm expecting. I'm planning to stay outside later at 8pm so that I can see all the taxi going here inside at the village. It's so rare to see a taxi and even a jeep that's goong inside here so I need to stay outside a little bit early so I can decide if I'm going to walk, or I'll just wait until there's one.

By the way, I know I will be busy in the next few days so I'm planning to renew the sponsorship and I'm just going to visit here but not that long since I have many things to do, and after my duty I still need to sleep. My old schedule before when I was still at my OJT was 8pm to 5am, but now it was 11pm to 8am. It's a little bit late right? But I have no other choice because I can't choose my schedule afterall.

My partner looks cute whenever she was saying that she can't hug me because of my schedule, if I only can change my schedule then my while? I'll choose morning shoft instead hehe.

Final thoughts

I'm so sorry if I can't reply to everyone's comment, and sorry if I can't visit all of your articles. I'm just busy but I'm still trying my best for that, if you guys will going to asked me, I miss my old schedule.

But yeah, I'm planning to be regular first before requesting a work from home job offer. I can do work at gome actually, but we just don't have any wired connection so I don't have a choice but to work onsite hehe.

Take care everybody!