"One Moment In Life: I Don't Deserve This."
Disclaimer: before we start, I would like to say that this is a fictional story and none of this were on a true life. But the scene were based on a true story where everyone can't deny the fact that they experience this also. So feel free to share your opinion!
This story contains suicide thought, this is for those people who took their life while trying their best but still no one appreciate it.
Title: One Moment In Life.
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"You should know why we agree to have you, so follow and listen to what we said before I make up my mind to throw you away." I just took a deep breath remembering what my father said before going out from the house. I was wondering why he said that to me and why he wanted to throw me out, I'm not their favorite daughter after all.
"Carley? Are you listening?"
"How come you've come this far?! I already said that let your sister to be the top of your university but you still steal the top from her! How dare you?!", yeah, I didn't mean to steal her university top 1.
"CARLEY!". I suddenly stand up when my professor shout my name, I was occupied by the memories earlier and last day about what happened. I mean, this is always happening to me. And I only have one friend who's by my side all the time, how come I can't take this all away? I still have one person on me.
"I'm so sorry miss, I wasn't listening.", I said while sitting dow again. My professor took a deep sigh, "If you're not feeling well, just excuse even for oke day okay? Stop pressuring yourself. Okay class dismissed." I chase her and also give thanks to her when she's out of the room, I'm lucky to have a teacher like her who can understand the situation that she's not aware of.
"Carley are you okay? Looks like you're not in yourself earlier.", Darling said. Darling was my only friend eversince we were still on elementary. She's the one who's listening to me always, and she knows about my life, about me.
"Yes, I'm just s--"
"Look where you going bch.", I suddenly look at the side where I bumped into someone. It was my twin sister.
My twin sister have a pretty face, she got everything. She can dance, she can sing, she also can act, everything. I didn't say a word and I just grab Darling's hand so that we can get out from there.
"Your twin sister is a somekind of devil.", Darling said while rolling her eyes. I just smiled and didn't say any single words. I really understand what she means, it's not like she can't understand me. She hate my twin sister because my parent's were always listening to her. While me? I'm just nothing compared to her. I can't even do a single thing.
I have a scare on my cheeks, I get this when I save my sister from the accident when we were still 11. And this scar become a cursed where even my parents hated me, because they said I'm not beautiful and I look ugly.
"Let's go Darling, I'm already starving.", She look at me like she don't have a choice but to agree that she was too starving.
When we were on a cafeteria, I was hiding ny face since I was ashamed of it. "Oh look who's here? Is that Carly's twin sister? I mean, her ugly twin sister." And they all laugh. I was embarrassed, this was always happening to me but I am still embarrassed. I hate myself, I hate my face.
My whole morning and afternoon class ended, and I went home.
"I told you to come early." My father calmly said, I suddenly felt all my nerves are nervous because of his tone. Something seems not right, I want to run. He suddenly look at me and grab my neck, I can't say a word. I was too stunt to say a word. "How dare you to bump your sister?!, If I bump you with a car, are you be happy with that?.", He said angrily. My tears starts flowing and I still can't speak. "I will give you one minute to explain, go." He said and he let go of my neck.
"F-father, I swear I di-didn't see her while I am w-walking. I didn't mean it." I said while holding my breath not to burst out. If I burst out then everything will be on a bad condition.
"You! Stop telling lies! I'm just walking with my friends earlier and you bumped me! You literally saw me before that." My twin said while crying. I was shock, I know that in the end I can't defend myself since they're not listening to me.
When I look into my father's face, I can't explain how angry he was, how set up his face was. All my body trembled, I felt like something will happened and I'm not wrong. My father beat me up in the front of my sister, while I saw my sister grin and said whisper the word "Deserve."
Do i really deserve this? I'm not, right?
And because of that, I made up my mind. I sneak out the kitchen knife, and end up everything, leaving a note behind.
What do you think was on the note that left behind?
Is it correct that Carley ender up her life because of what happened?
What can you say about her family? And her mother? Let's findout from your opinions!
Final thoughts
So I made a story again after a month! I hope you guys enjoy this one. I know some of us experienced this kind of scenery where our parents are not listening to us. I'm so sorry about the ending, sending loves to everyone!
I don't support suicide. It's mention in our religious that it is great sin ever people does. If you don't give value of your life remind it nobody will care about it. Never give up in your life ok.