I'm pretty sure this is me cuz the number of doggo pics in my phone makes me question if i even oen this phone πππ
@Oatmeal-monster in April 2021
my phone broke π’π’π’ the realization that all my money is in my phone-
When bitcoin.com transactions keep failing orz ;;-;; Is there maintenance of sorts?
WElp, it's about time to write something on read.cash again
This was a pretty fun prompt to work with XD https://read.cash/@Hanzell/dream-catching-spiders-c9b22252 Though it kind of came out darker than what I hoped for
I'm getting antsy not being able to post pictures ahjhlkjal;klf https://read.cash/@Hanzell/lazy-sketching-day-bd0d5cfc Let me just go through my old stuff I posted on read.cash :"(
So after asking a few friends yesterday, they just suggested I get a new phone since the one I had was phased out it would be hard to have it fixed So I got this new one because they suggested it. The reviews aren't that bad ;;u;;
I honestly don't want to work anymore. 4k more words before I can use this manuscript to slap my boss's face with.
I suppose a change in content is appropriate for a change in system ^w^ π»πππ ππ π ππππππ πππππ: π΅ππ πππ πππ πππππππ ππππ πππ ππ πππππππ πππππ πππππ πππππ ππππ ππππ. π¨ πππ ππ ππππ πππ π πππππππππππ ππππππ πππππ πππππππ
been waiting for all my transfers to actually process for a few days now π€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈ this is the struggle with holy week and the banks here If you could pay in crypto here tho. I wouldn't have to wait for days just to get my money
π»πππ ππ π ππππππ πππππ After rejecting all the new project offers my boss gave me (I basically resigned π π π ) I thought of publishing my own work this time around. They always praised my ability to write fiction so maybe I could make a name for myself as well. How does wattpad work though?
I always thought humans thought strangely but when I saw this prompt, the thought really expanded π€£π€£π€£ https://read.cash/@Hanzell/the-thing-with-humans-bb331882 Anyways, this is where the last few bits of my brain went so I hope you enjoy the read
I have a bit of reading to do, but it feels great that I can actively read again! Started the day reading a bit UwU I'll continue later
unexpectedly, I received a job invitation to teach chemistry π π π Just when I quite my ghostwriting job too- the timing is amazing OnO
And now, it's time to edit those old long stories I wrote. Apparently, the "Primrose" series I wrote a few months back (you could read here if you're curious: https://read.cash/@Hanzell/primrose-ch1-79ff347e) Was already this long without me editing it and adding more lines to it. I wonder if it will reach at least 20k words when I'm done adding more lines to it
I wonder how often our accounts would be reviewed from this point onwards, or if that status would be changed with a change in content I'm still kind of hoping that when everybody's adjusted to the change, there would be a chance that a moderator feature could be added to the chambers like in reddit
Playing the kalimba isn't really making me sleepy so I thought of researching more on how to mint NFTs on github so that I could get it on jungle eventually I guess there's not a lot to go by since BCH based NFTs are fairly new ;;-;;
Who's to say what's original or not? The universe is far too vast. Too much time has passed and too many interpretation of the same sentences and sentiments have been made. Just a thought that seemed fitting for the drawing Been a while since i got to post drawings here again >w< #Arts
Watercolor/ink technique: diluted pigment on wet paper It's called wet on wet technique This is perfect for blending colors as you can see with the blue and black ink Also great for layers >w< This is my favorite technique since i love blending colors too much #Arts
"Those who love the strange will experience getting backed into a corner at some point in their life" the child said so bluntly that it sent chills down her parents' spine. Just finished this ink sketch so I'll just leave this here ^w^ #Arts
I think I'm getting closer to learning how to make an NFT >w< I should make new digital art that I can mint out tomorrow!
I was really happy with the ink sketch I made earlier in the day so I thought of making something based on that https://read.cash/@Hanzell/can-i-go-out-b174c51e I hope you enjoy this OwO It's kind of creepy and graphic... so read at your own risk π π€£
Based on the many youtube vids and artist's guides i daw on YouTube and read om the net: Having a certain art style for your NFTs will be your selling point as an artist So what art style should i even go with- What to draawww
I was hoping to be the first to make husbandos... but I don't know the male anatomy well enough anymore XD so just bare with another waifu, maybe with a tab, I can try learning male anatomy better
After an hour, I just realized how weird faces look without brows. Maybe in another hour or two, I'll be done with this
I just remembered the juungle sticker thing OnO Welp, the lady will be on pause for now, the jungle comes first
just claws and a background left >w< I might actually mint this instead of using it as a sticker AHAHAHAHAHA
I have no idea how to get out of this so is this a sign for me to sleep now? I don't think I have the brain to understand this anymore
Still can't figure out how to deal with that github thing So I'll just sketch again while i try to get more brain cells #Arts
Was out for a walk with the dogs and i noticed the ilang ilang in bloom already Did you know that ilang ilang essence is one of the top exports of the Philippines, besides the sampaguita essense? It's used in top brand perfumes like bvlgari
Luna, my neighbor's new dog! Not sure what kind of dog she is but she's such a big baby. Then there's sebastian UwU who looks like he just woke up from sleep
Just a thought: I'm happy I can at least sketch something once a day. Didn't get to that much when i had a job, and rarely when i was still studying. Studying is the biggest hindrance to creativity somehow- #Arts
I went out to get something to drink but when i came back- heck he had ink all over his head and on my bed- I cannot with this dog π€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈ #Pets
I already have a good outline for this and at least 2 chapters down π π π Ghostwriting improved my typing speed and my thought process but I don't think I'll be putting a full chapter out. Just half of it so that you don't get overwhelmed. I hope you enjoy reading https://read.cash/@Hanzell/test-run-4631fb16
When I already quit my ghostwriting job but your boss spammed your emails, begging you to come back just to finish this one project. Why? Because the client specifically requested for me π€£π€£π€£ I don't even want to do this, I swear
I actually enjoy a daily challenge so why not join in OwO it at least gives you an idea of something different to post and write about #Throwback thursday submission This was on September of 2019. A very unexpected overnight trip with a friend of mine. After my class that day, she suddenly picked me up from school and asked if i could keep her company It ended in an overnight stay at her place in Rizal (a province here) and before she drove me back to manila, she taught meβ¦
I can't believe board exam reviews will be starting soon. I need to start listing down things I'll need to bring with me. Should also try to save up enough for food supply. It's gonna be a really long 3 months away from home again
okay, rating people scares me- Is this social anxiety at its finest? ππππ Having to rate strangers is really really nerve-wracking ;;n;; I'll try this again tomorrow, maybe this anxiety won't act up when I actually process it
I'm in a horror movie watching mood again (always am, actually) And my mom kept suggesting thir13en ghosts but I'll be watching the 2001 version the original one was a 1960 film and it's cool that both movie version made use of those glasses that let's you see the ghosts #Movies
Too much horror for the day that I suddenly thought of sketching horror too "Come watch more horror with me" says my laptop I deny because i know I'll be dreaming about those later πππ #Arts
https://read.cash/@Hanzell/blake-burnhame-1-1-f1d47974 I really need to clean this up! But hey, I can get back to drawing again OwO I'll show what I can finish before I go to bed
Last from me for today π π π it's apparently a bad idea to watch varieties while sketching. It takes me forever to finish this sketch #Arts
I keep seeing this in my social media accounts :"" I really want a crocheted lab kit ;;-;; i would make but i don't have the skills for that I mean- look at all the happy glasswares ;;w;;
My child is more ready to sleep than i am- it's about time for an afternoon nap because i honestly don't want to finish that book i need to write #Pets
Woke with these two next to me again π I bet they'd be fully energized to drag me outside when they wake up from their nap #Pets
Fantasy thought where giant tortoises can actually be used as transportation π π π Grr i miss going out- "What's the most important when traveling? Is it the destination or the path you take?" Asked the passenger as he looked where the tortoise walked. "It's the company, kind sir. The company will always make any journey more alive" #Arts
When in asia, you need to be an expert even in babyhood for companies to hire you asap πππ Anyways omg- bch is at 696 ;;w;; this is a great morning!
I saw my sister with food- And when i got downstairs to the kitchen, there was food *^* Now I'm suddenly cooking too #Foodie
I just remembered this old topic I had with a friend about what makes a person attractive so I thought it would be appropriate to write about it XD First science article in a while because not a lot of people know about this, apparently OnO https://read.cash/@Hanzell/love-at-first-smell-8b2f8a43
It's not in a book this time π π π --- Eyes will always be watching you, dear. From every aspect in your life. There will always be eyes and the more you grow, the more they'll grow as well. #Arts
THE DRAWING TAB FINALLY ARRIIVVEEDDD TIME TO TEST THIS BABY OUT OMG!!! I'LL TRY DRAWING FROGGO OWO
the frog's starting to look like a frog now OwO Huion isn't that bad, it's just that your hand really needs to get used to the pressure first. would rate this drawing tab a 7/10 since it's my first one but I have borrowed the ones my friends have #Arts
He's already asleep while I'm still reading a few old lecture notes ;;-;; #Pets
Waiting for the first few layers to dry so in the mean time, it's time to start writing something #Arts
Details left OwO and I'm still not done typing anything lol But the heat is melting all my brain away #Arts
I should honestly start alternating what I write. I do enjoy my food science stuff but I also love these stories in my head. Need to find a good balance between everything https://read.cash/@Hanzell/she-worries-too-much-3ef09971
The best i can do with my current watercolor skills π π π but at least i can draw a mermaid I wish i could be a mermaid when it's this hot;;-;; #Arts
So I'm back to trying to finish this froggo Hopefully, I actually finish this by tonight... If I stop reading fanfics π π π π crimsonowl blessed me with some good fanfisc OwO
At 12:30-ish OwO I think I've finished making my froggo I'm pretty satisfied with how it turned out despite this being my first time completing anything using a drawing tablet
I don't enjoy the view beyond the windowsill because of the construction nextdoor. But i do like the view here OwO i have tomatoes, bell peppers and red peppers growing now
The chartttssss they're skyrocketinggg >w< My sister knows the excitement of hodling crpto now πππ She's just as stuck to the charts as i am But BCH IS IN $800+ πππππ MAKAKABAWI NA KO SA LOSS OMG
Testing out the cam for this phone. It's not that bad OwO I'm just surprised at how big it is compared to my old one
I still tried the cam out even on the dog walk OwO it's much better than my old phone cam
time to draw again UwU but what to draw... well, you'll see that later
So what am I drawing now? It's a fox OwO I've always wanted one as a pet. Kind looks like a tabby cat right now though #Arts
It doesn't look cute now OnO But I have to go out so let's see if I can finish this later
i really miss dining here. it was my emergency food place when momma was lazy to feed me
it's not everyday that i see the sky this purple-ish and i really love the view!
I- I got excited to try something ^////^ This is anatomy for someone, don't mind me >/////<
as an artist that's happy being able to put my thoughts on paper... should i be happy that i can fuse myself with a Tokyo ghoul concept- cuz i wanna be a ghoul too
it's not just humans that get irritated by the heat but also animals. some animals get too irritable that they keep scratching until they get cuts so keep your pets cool this summer ;-; my dog's getting irritated again
I forgot to write something yesterday. Luckily an idea came to mind when I was looking through anime I want to watch. It's kind of a "Your lie in April" Spin off, maybe an AU? but I didn't use any of the main characters https://read.cash/@Hanzell/just-a-wall-apart-7ca276fe
I'm pretty sure I need holy water by now but I'm too excited for the 18th so I can show ban in my style ;;w;; hnng I did good on this one
ππππππ I'm so happy i caught it at its peak but omg bch give me a little break to catch my breath- all these surprise bull runs make me restless
still in a huge dilemma over the line art and the art style because realistic ban wouldn't be so bad;;w;; help me decide? anybody?
when you go for a dog walk and now both dogs and sisters are tired. too bad we didn't get to see the sunset this time. the days are still long
Now how do I fix the face ;;-;; After this, I swear I should do object study again and go at faces bit by bit
Since it's market day OwO got excited to buy mussels. still no mantis shrimp but at least there's seafood!
just a fun fact in the food processing world: You'll know which continent chocolate comes from by how fast it melts. most Asian, Africa and south American chocolates melt slower because they made it with more cocoa powder. it's in consideration with how hot it can get in those regions, especially around those near the equator. chocolates that melt fast, on the other hand are those made mostly in north America and, Europe and some parts of Eurasia. that's because they haveβ¦
as much as i have issues with my dad... can't argue that he did make some pretty cool stuff. i remember when he was so obsessed with making electric guitars from scratch to tye point that we had almost 17 electric guitars at home but now we only have these. he made those square ones too. the black one.. I don't know where that came from
Hidden in the bushes... is the prey (the cat) and the hunter (my dog). The prey must keep still and silent or the hunter will find it. slowly it sneaks away from the eyes of its hunter until it's safe again (yes, same bush but dog won't leave the cat alone πππ)
I don't feel like writing a story today... Instead, I could only think of ranting because I am terrified to start applying again. It's just unreasonable how the professional committee does not bother with helping out the fresh grads of this pandemic period. They would never understand the struggles we fresh grads have https://read.cash/@Hanzell/the-struggles-of-an-unlicensed-chemist-e5c47477
I'll just play pokemon to calm the nerves because I swear, I need to calm down if I'm gonna attempt to apply again tomorrow
That's enough pokemon for the day. It's already 1:30am here and I should really head to sleep so time to save game progress
Finally done sending emails to the companies my senpais told me to apply to ;;-;; Now it's time to wait... That's the worst part because here if you don't get accepted, they won't bother to tell you about it. Instead, you'll be left to wonder for so long if you got accepted or not until you give up on waiting
i have no idea when we had a fish but somehow we have a fish now and i still don't know where it came from OnO
strangely, I've been into tea recently. especially the fruity ones. i used to hate teas π is this the change in taste that comes with age?
I'm happy with dinner today OwO though it's a lot of work to prepare kimbap from scratch, it's always so worth it!
I thought I'd be energised and a few of my brain cells would be revived if i had coffee :"" but it's not helping
saw this on my soc med and i thought... it has a point. i don't like compliments at all because i don't know how to respond to them but instead of thinking of how to respond to it, why not just think about how you'll share the compliments you receive with others? a small compliment can really make someone else's day. especially those that don't get to receive compliments that much
saw the other dogs we play with too, they're mother and son OwO playful little ones but they're good because they're harmless
I always wanted to show you guys this OwO and now that i know how to make a gif, i caannn!!! I really love watching ink bleed on paper UwU this is the kind of rawness and satisfaction I can never get from digital art. That's why I always run back to traditional after a while, I need something to keep my ideas raw and well represented UwU
I really thought about this long and hard last night. Kinda couldn't even sleep cuz of it but I really want to help out with these strays so I made a separate wallet for them. still can't decide if I'll alternate between my personal wallet and the one for strays but I just want to help even in small ways. For food or for help with medical expenses, it doesn't matter because you at least make a difference in the animal's life ;;-;; But for now, I have the wallet for straysβ¦
This is gonna be something for my sister who's birthday is coming up. Good thing she isn't on the platform yet XD she likes froggos so maybe this would be a fun display to see
Froggo boi donee! doesn't look like the guy I was basing it off but at least it's froggy UwU now it's time to give this object study some attention "Draw what you like" Is a common thing to hear from an artist and I'm doing just that XD
This is what I can do for now on my object study. Dog walk for now! I Will try to continue this after dinner UwU
She really loves to go zoom that sometimes she ends up going in a different direction πππ while Sebastian won't even be bothered with running
https://read.cash/@Hanzell/colored-memories-dda87040 It's different when an artist finds a muse. They want nothing more than to draw their muses in any state they're in but I haven't experienced that in a really long time now. Maybe I should look for a muse one day
Last one from me for today because i like showing the transparency of anything related to funds ;;-;; kind of a habit at home. Anyways, I'm proud! I gathered this much for the furbabies that need help! excited to send this on friday night or Saturday morning OwO
my day always starts with this girl. as soon as i come out of my room, she greets me and follows me even to the bathroom π π π
not even halfway done with my closet but i do think i managed to pick out good clothes we can give by sunday
Just saw this in my closet along with my other pieces of clothes. I can't believe my pen style never changed. i made this in 2016 yet i still draw the same way even now
Too many clothes, but this is everything i can pack up to give. don't know with my other sisters tho
Just thought of playing with the shots i got from today's walk XD Sebastian met a cat today. he didn't chase though. he just sniffed but the cat ran away
I told myself I would draw to make myself sleepy. started this some 30 minutes ago an now my sleepiness is gone π€¦ββοΈπ€¦ββοΈ I need to stop making myself awake
a sick furbaby is a clingy furbaby he has the sniffles again so he's been clingier recently ;;-;; clingy to the point that as long as one part of me is touching him, he calms down
since i switched wallets again, I'm back to updating for stray funds OwO it was at $14 yesterday cuz i added my own money hopefully it pumps tomorrow so we can give the organisation a good amount ;;w;;
so i was out today and i got really excited because i saw a ramen stall being set some 8 minutes away from home they have ramennnn ;;w;; after a year of no ramen, i can taste it again ;;A;;
I've been learning how to crochet since i got back from outside XD I'll be around later when my hands get tired so far, my dog won't model for me XD so here's a shy baby
the difference in skills between me and my mom OnO hers looks so nice mine... is very dog sized πππ i need more practice
It's sad that the market is still in the red so with everything, I still managed Php636.27 so around... $13? for the strays I've no complaints since I sort of started it late ^w^ but at least I'll be doing this weekly. My 1bch goal can wait. helping comes first β€πΎπΎ
honestly. i feel more like a mom when i learned how to crochet πππ i mean, I've always been a furmommy but the level I'm at feels pretty different already πππ see, my children won't leave my side
This was when Sebastian was a skater boy XD he really enjoyed being on the skateboard. one of the cutest yet most tiring play times we had
https://read.cash/@Hanzell/strays-worth-saving-f7a4a4ea This is a glimpse of what I have been collecting funds for in these past few days. aside from the fire victims, I've been trying to help out strays that don't really have a voice to talk about their situations
my dog's at the point in his life where he just does this when he wants to sleep and when i pull my hand away, he wakes up π€¦π€¦π€¦ why so clingy, baby ;;-;;
I'm really excited to get my review materials OwO I'll have something to do again!!! Anyways, the fund for strays is starting off nicely for this week OwO
we were supposed to make buchi cuz i already made the filing but momma got the wrong rice flour so now we're gonna make puto instead
the puto... really doesn't look like puto at all but it tastes okay as long as it has a lot of cheese πππ
Going on long walks means being able to see cats OwO and being blessed to be allowed to pet them >w<
I've made this much progress with my haattt!!! but i ran out of yarn so I'll have to go out to buy more tomorrow so that i can add the rest of it OwO
The god of pretty beings won't bless me with creativity again OnO or maybe this is because I haven't had any coffee yet OnO I'm this dependent on coffee for brain cells now?
Done writing! I'm back to my writer self. I think watching "Call me by your name" again awakened the LGBT romance writer in me again XD because even my last fiction was pretty homosexual UwU https://read.cash/@Hanzell/her-voice-e8f1b648
Gonna go out again so this is how far my red craving went OwO I'm gonna finish this later no matter what π€π€π€
from when she goes exploring and when she gets locked in ππ she really likes tagging along everywhere
Still need to darken the shadows a bit more... and maybe add more red highlights Wish I could finish it but my eyes hurt from too much red π π π
I'm done UwU so now it's time for me to pack up and head to bed I'll try blue tomorrow so... it's more pleasing to the eyes
Victoria got a trim yesterday OwO look at herrr!! she has her doll eyes out againnn! she looks like a proper young lady again too
Just realized that I haven't been drawing on paper for a while now. makes me think if i should because I've been spending way too much time on a computer
I never thought my experiences as a ghostwriter could be this useful XD Now I already have 2 articles drafted to revolve around the topics. But I'm gonna continue on with this prompt UwU I do love reading and writing lgbt romance on days
I was testing out what my cam can do again. I'm not disappointed OwO
I wasn't supposed to publish anything today but my thoughts really got stirred up by a lot of what-ifs on how research would be if it was funded by crypto and not by the government https://read.cash/@Hanzell/if-crypto-was-used-for-research-ad36d778
captain yami... still looks off proportioned but ayyeee I'm getting faster at digital OwO i only spent 30 minutes on the line art draft this time
it's mosquito season again UmU and for those without mosquito nets and bug repellents, you can survive the season by sleeping with the lights on. you see, mosquitoes are blind under white light, same with bats. They rely heavily on their infrared vision that's only quite useful in the dark. That's why you'll often see mosquitoes hide in dark places where they can make use of their infrared sight https://read.cash/@Hanzell/what-animals-see-c94b5afb
Everyone in my household is so hard to feed at times and the dogs are no exception to thy, i swear- sometimes i even have to hand-feed them before they actually eat
the youngest sister really needs to stop making this dog dance XD and turning me into a flower child when she gets bored
one more ball of yarn for the edges and the eyes and I'm done with my froggo haaattt!!!
first time making piyaya (flat bread) on my own and i honestly don't know if I'm doing this right XD
My licensure reviewer is here OnO I'm surprised with the contents because it's so detailed yet summarised so well- i need to start pacing my little brain for the review again
I was supposed to be looking for tube designs to try out next but then... bunnies... as backpacks... I wonder if my mom knows how to make these π π π
While i was out buying yarn, I saw that the ramen shop is opeeeennn!!! gonna have that for dinner tomorrow OwO and i just noticed that the place where the shop is, is located right beneath this tree. kind of gives off a yellow cherry blossom vibes there πππ
I'm taking yami-san seriously now π€ Head for now because I don't think I can manage a body just yet
I'll work on the line art tomorrow UmU yami-san doesn't even look like yami-san
My experience as a ghostwriter had some good use after all. like giving me the idea of writing about my experiences as one π π π and as I've written in this article, the profession really isn't for everyone https://read.cash/@Hanzell/ghostwriting-a67e6c42
While going through all the study materials i kept, i just realized... the amount of academic journals i had to go through for thesis. there's at least 70 journals in that pile ;;-;; dang research life
Also found my molecules ππππ look at ethanol! it looks just like a dog!!! gosh i miss playing with this. we used to play with this all the time in org chem class and in inorg
octy just gives me that look. octy, why do you have to be mad at me OnO i still know my chemistry concepts
Just been sitting here... waiting for my ramen to finish cooking ;;-;; i keep on inhaling the scent ;;-;; this is torture!!!! π€π€π€π€π€
ayyeee i still have my charcoal skills intact OwO i must say, i missed traditional art a lot. what I didn't miss is getting dirty even when you put a piece of paper to protect your hand from the dust
And soooo here is my Yami-san. tho he looks like a middle-aged man (he kinda is) he looks far more stressed as human than as an anime character omg OnO #ArtPark