Everytime I close my eyes, I see
myself in front of me
Reminding myself what I'm
becoming to be
Always looking straight into my eye
And keeps on asking me
questions of why?
Why have I become like this
A person so cold, someone so selfish?
All I could think about now is myself
I really don't know, I really don't care.
Why do I disregard everyone else?
Is it because I want everything else?
All of my desires, I want it to be mine
All of the things, everything
on the line.
Why did I stop looking up to people?
Like everybody else I could
step on like a pebble.
Is it because I could only see myself?
Without you or anyone else.
Why do I always want it to be me?
I and only I is still all I can see.
If there's zero for me,
there should be zero for you
If I have nothing, there's nothing for you too.
All of these thoughts that I
have deep inside
Is overflowing, but I really don't mind.
Because everything else is for
me and nothing for you
If I really can't have it,
netheir can you.
Self Obsession such a powerful tittle. Reminds me of something before. Thinking so high about myself before but not today and forward ๐ฌ As I see the truth and meaning of my life. God bless ๐๐โฃ๏ธ