About me
Hello read cashers, welcome to another article of mine, how was day? How is November going already. I had a busy day going to school and doing other stuff at home is kind of stressful. It was stressful for me, I couldn't come online to read article, but I hope to do that before sleeping, I thought of what to write and here it comes. This is a little piece about myself
reason to go into the spiritual realm: I grew up in a family where there was only fighting and swearing. So my dream was to learn how to reconcile people. But I have notice period take it for granted, in school and other social gathering, people sees me as a soft person that can hurt even a fly, and choose to purposely step on my toes.
I didn't care about me, I was ignored as well as all my achievements. So I suffered from low self-esteem. My goal was to learn to love and appreciate myself, being with my father alone at age three, my dad was always busy, am always left alone at home, all by myself I have to learn life. That nobody will be there for you, except yourself
Reason 3 - my first boyfriend cheated on me. And I wanted to understand why people do that. Can you imagine that he ask my close friend out. She told me I was shock, and then I got to find out he has other girls, like what I started playing it the hard way.
4 - I was working in so many fields and I couldn't find myself. I found myself helping others find their calling. This can't be believable, you are looking for happiness, peace, joy and other goodness of life, and then you see yourself trying to please others. Making them comfortable, helping them, but difficult for same to do that for you.
Reason 5, I had been bulimic for 7 years. I couldn't accept my body. I started working in fitness and helping others do it. That's how I came to a body that I love.
Reason 6- When I was little, my dad drank a lot of alcohol. I wanted to understand why people have addictions. That's how I came to hypnosis. I remember taking some alcohol too when I was little but now I dislike it with passion, and I don't love people that smoke neither. I respect Guys that don't smoke.
Reason 7 - I hardly ever had any real friends. I wanted to understand what was wrong with me. It turned out that I had to have the courage to be who I was, not to conform to other people's interests. Because I really try hard pleasing people in other for them to be my friends right from childhood. But then it turns out the other way round.
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Lastly I will say always be yourSELF
This is just the sad reality of life. At the end of the day, we can only depend on ourselves because other people can fail us sometimes, they won't always be around. It's great that you realized that early enough, I believe that's part of what made you into the strong person you are today