I'm a Victim of Bullying

I was kinder when they started to bully me.

I was in grade 1 when my mom cheated.

Few months ago my mom and my dad keeps fighting,they decide to break up, i was depressed that day, Yes i choose my mom over my dad.

My life in my mothers side was too cruel.

I was grade 3 when my father decide to pick me and my sister, i lived with my Auntie i though my life is going to be all right but i was wrong.

My classmate keeps bullying me, punching me, slapping me, murmuring me i feel like I'm living in hell, I saw grade 4 when my grandma picked me now i lived with my grandma and my sister, i was grade 5 when i started to join scouts.

I though when i join scouting i will have friends but i was wrong,they bullied me again and i know because of my physical appearance.

I'm always asking myself if I'm still okay.

I was grade 6 i have awards i graduate with honors my grandma and my sister was very proud at me,this is my first time i make my grandma proud at me, i was so insecure to my sister because she's pretty, talented, smart and famous.

I was grade 7 I'm in highschool.

I though everything will going to change.

But I'm wrong they still bullied me.

I tried to attempt suicide 5 times.

I always ask myself if I'm still okay.

Depression,Social anxiety, alone, isolated, defeated, crushed, unhappy, fearfully, sad and clueless.

I cant take it anymore i want to end my life.

I was grade 8 when i met this gorgeous girl.

She's my first ever girlfriend.

She change me.

Although i met her online.

She loved me for being who i am.

I though she's the one but she still left me like others too.

I feel so empty when he left me.

I've been suffering from depression since i was 5 and now I'm 15 it's been 10 yrs.

Now I'm in grade 9 everything change.

The old me change.

I have friends that i met online.

The depressed me is gone.

They cheer me up.

They make me happy.

They make my life complete.

Now Everything is fine.

The End.

By : @Mr.Lonely 😟