A new task: Exploring myself

These few days are a hell of busy for me as I have to go to my hostel for clearance before my 8th-semester result gets published on the portal so I was away from all of you and now I will only go to university next week and it was last time when I went to university to apply for my DMC (detailed marks certificate) and then I will be officially graduated so In short from now I am totally free to chase my dream of getting my life easier without any financial problem in it. Everyone in this world wants a life full of luxuries and nobody wants to do anything for it except dream about it. Don't worry about it I am also one from you but now as I am free and the only plans are till December I have to know about myself and try to remove some flaws that I have. I know nobody in this world is perfect but we will become in our way.

Let's explore me by asking some random questions to myself

Am I satisfied with myself

Definitely, it's a big No, I am not satisfied at all I am not the way I want myself to be. I want to be consistent but whenever I set some goals for myself I always failed to achieve not because I have a genuine reason but because I am lazy enough to do things that I want to do

Am I physically perfect?

Again it's a not from me My ideal weight is between 55 kg to 60 kg and right now my weight is 67kg which is not a good sign and means I am on the way to becoming chubby and my husband is not a chubby girl lover so yeah answer is No. I need to lose weight as soon as possible because in December I am going to marry and I don't want to look ugly

Last but not the least question

Am I happy?

My life is full of problems I have a lot of stuff that is dragging me into depression I laugh a lot not because I am happy but because I am not the type of person who shares her worries with others because I feel like others will only make fun of me or maybe think I am lying.

Goals to achieve in August & September regarding exploring myself

The first thing I will do is say bye to my laziness and replace it with activeness because if I can't do this I will never fulfill the dreams that I have and end up regretting only.

For the 2nd question, I already joined a gym if you are my noise.cash follower you know I already lost 1kg but it's a long race to win within 4 months. I will update you about my weight loss journey by the end of September

The thing that I will do for my 3rd answer is I will try to be happy by heart and show my real emotions to others so I seem realistic.

Feel free to use those questions to explore yourself I have no issue