My experience as a young mother to my siblings

Blessed Sunday! For todays article i will share to you all of what i've experience when my moms passed away. Hope you will enjoy read it.

When my mother passed away year 2012. I was only fifteen years old that time and i was not yet of the circumstances nor did i know that i was going to lose my mother

We didn't know what really happend because we were young that time and all i know is that my mother's illness is just a fever only, no one told us that her condition was getting worse.

One day around 9-10am we were surprised that my cousin was in hurry and it seemed like she didn't know how to begin what she want to say. And when she began to speak she said that it was about my mother. I thought it was a good news, I thought my mom was okay and she will go home but i was wrong she brought a very bad news.

When we found out the truth our world collapsed we started to cry we can't quite imagine that mom being gone because she told us before she left she would get well and she will comeback to us. We held on to what she said because we knew that she is a very strong woman.

Until now the pain is still here as if the events were only yesterday. 😢

When my mother was gone many things changed. We don't know how to start again we are used to her just being there. We don't know how we will wake up in the morning without her, who will cooked for us, who will provide what we do during the day, who will help us when we don't know what to do.

And since i was the eldest the heavy work assigned to me. My brother and sister depend on me. This is the most diffucult part for me because even me i can't handle myself so what more my brother and sister? How can i handle them? And ofcourse since i am the eldest i have to be strong for them because i am the only one they can count on. The good thing is my mother raised us well and we are full of sermons.

The hundreds of hours, days, months and year are very difficult. But we know mom will be sad when she sees us struggling and sad.

We didn't give up on what we when through we fight all sadness and got up again to start another day without my mother. Yes it's hard but we have to move on with life.

And here we are now growing up well despite of what we have experienced when my moms gone.

We miss her so much specially on special occasions she is very hands on in everything. She always assign in cooking when someone have birthday she is the one who cooked and she also rent a videoke because she also love singing. Some of our relatives are present even our neighboor is there. My moms left many happy memories thats why she's hard to forget.

She is a kind hearted person when she know that our neighboor has nothing to eat, she goes to it to give what we have.

My mother is really very kind that's why i admire her so much. Even if she left us immediately, we still grew up well because of her sermon to us. We are very thankful that she is our mother.

We LOVE YOU so much mom💖

This is the last NEW YEAR with my mom. We celebrate our new year eve with our family and close friend including our neighboor.

We happily sat while waiting for the new year. The one with the orange shirt is my cousin, the next one is my childhood friend the next to him is my mom and the girl who wear a brown shirt is my moms friends and her kids.

Look how they are happy this picture is captured after the fireworks they are having fun, drinking a little and singing.

When there is an occasion we often only meet my cousin because they know that my mother will be upset when they are not there.

This is how happy my family is before my moms gone. So many things change really quick those memories still remain in my heart and i will never forget it.

Final thoughts,

So you, while your parents are still there show them your love and appreciate them always. Because when they are no longer there you can only think of the things you should have done when they were alive. Dont let them get upset but let them feel your love give them everything while they are still here .

All the photos i used in my article are mine except for the lead image i took it from google.

Lead image source ; https://www.istockphoto.com/vector/happy-family-gm1269843303-373020741

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