She keeps me feel alive

In my eyes, everything you does is beautiful, even just by simply smiling or walking with your earphones on in the corridor of our school,

The first time I set my eyes on you, I’m so curios that I think for you the whole day and try to look for you the other day,

To be honest I was upset and disappointed that I don’t see you that day, yet it’s all gone when I was surprised to see you in my next class, woah you are a transferee here,

What a coincidence that my chair beside me is vacant, you just sit and put your earphones on, until our professor came, you just sleeping that time and I have no choice but to tap your shoulder because you are wearing your earphones and not aware on surroundings, you were shocked at my gesture but still smile,

Our professor just leaves us an activity and I’m waiting for you introduce yourself in class, but you don’t and that I have the urge to ask about your name, I asked for it but it seems like you doesn’t hear me, you just look at me and just lay down again, now I can’t see your face anymore because you are laying your head down not facing my side,

I wait for you after class, but I see you going at the library and I follow you there, and I found myself watching you again sleeping at the library, how come you sleep and sleep what a sleepy woman you are,

Now I’m still here watching you from a far you don’t fond on making friends don’t you, you just love to be accompanied by yourself,

I always follow you wherever you go, I don’t know why but I just have something in me that makes me want to see you always,

I don’t know this misery that I feel but it is strong and I’m still finding myself a reason why,

Now I see your afterschool and your go to the flower shop, woah a yellow tulip, it’s my favorite, how come you bought this and for whom, but little by little while following you I found myself in a cemetery, this gives me creep because sun is almost going down, and yet you are here, and I was shocked to see who’s the person you visit here…

I hear you speaks…

"Hey there, my love, it’s been what? Almost 3 years since I last saw you, you left me hanging, you said you will wait for me, you said you will fight, you just don’t give me a chance to even just say good bye to you personally, how come you are such still full of surprises even in my own birthday you surprised me with your death, that’s make me stop celebrating my birthday since that day my love… its my birthday today my love, and this is the day that I have the strength to visit you, I force myself but this is still really pains me to not see you being with me… I know some promises is left unfulfilled but yet the promise to study on the same school you are in is already fulfilled but the thing is you don’t go there anymore, I go with the same class you take love, and I don’t want to just listen to your professors haha you know me… now I missed you so much, sometimes I feel like you are seating beside me, I just sleep always because in my dreams I still see you and feel like you still with me, I kept on making my dreams a reality because of one reason and its you, I missed you and I love you, maybe for now I’m still yearning for you just give me more time my love and I will let you go, just a little more time…”

Why do I feel like this hearing her just makes me cry , how come I just know this, how come I didn’t remember her, I’m just a ghost, a lost soul and that’s the reason why I’m still here, now that I know this, is that the reason why I always find myself following you , I’m so sorry my love, I’m sorry that I left so early and not fulfill the promises that we made, please be happy now I don’t want to see you being like this, I’m happy that I once love by a person like you, but please let go my love I don’t want to be burden by you, let go and be happy,

I still hug her even do I know she won’t feel it, I love you so much and I’m sorry, I want you to be happy please be happy for me my love…

The end

And they live happily ever after but in another parallel word hahaha just kidding, hello everyone, how was you day? I hope you are all enjoying it, even in our busy days lets put some smile ha, enjoy everyone, have a nice day and stay hydrated as always.

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