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Been gone but not forgotten haha just kidding, so here I am still locked up in my own wondering thoughts, where my mind was travelling into I don't know else where, maybe I'm just lot on my plates to even think something, why I'm feeling like I'm loosing my will to even finish a thing again,

Ever had this feeling when you really want to do something so you just planned it and make imaginary schedule or a planer in your mind but then in just one blow of the wind, you just feel a hit of indolent feeling, and just by that you sudden feel lazy and just drown yourswlf like a sloth in your sofa or bed,

I've always had the times when I feel like this, wvery seconds, minutes, hours, etc. Feels like forever that continuously killing and suffocating me into this small world that I keep living for myself,

Okay this is just so exaggerating emotional damage article haha kidding, I'm just so lazy and really have no will to even start a task, why am I like this when things are getting overwhelming specially in my academic studies, I just shut off people, and just waste my time laying in bed or just listening to some music but not really foing what I really need to do, I'm just so stressed on what is going on in my life, ofcourse some may read this and jusdge me as a maarte haha so what's the english of maarte ba haha kidding, so ayun people tend to judge but I don't care, that's my coping mechanism to rebuild my will to work and do things again, I need space and shut off everyone foe my own sanity,

Gosh I've been doing this for a number of maybe 2 or 3 days now haha I just talk and reply to messages when it is necessary, I needed this one to calm myself, I need to process things on my own and socializing with other will just make it hard, I need peace for a meantime, I promise to myself to be calm when things are get so overwhelming,

Rest assured that I'm fine I just want to get lost for a while, be offline in social and in real world, haha maybe things are just so overwhelming lately that I got to slowdown for a while and breathe in and out,

That's it for today's video hahahah kidding, anyways how are you guys? Hehez sorry for my on and off behavior in this platform hahaha I've been like a mad woman kidding, I'm just busy on my stuffs and I just want to rest myself haha so I didn't really used my phone when it's not about online class haha I just need to exit on reality hahha

By the way hope you all had a great time today, Happy Thursday everyone, stay hydrated and keeo safe you all, anywyas I'm just writing this one since I've been just lulubog lilitaw here hahha goodnigh to all of you🤗

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