A letter from a stranger
Hi there fella, I know we don't know each other, and I think that's it's much better for us to stay this way , I mean it's comfortable to rant and tell our worries and problems to a random stranger isn't it? So make yourself comfortable, breathe in, breathe out, disentangle those grips that keeps on restraining those emotions and feelings,
First of all, I want to ask how are you? Still trying? Tired? Left out? Fine? Or just existing?
I can't stop you from feeling that, I won't and ver stops you, fell that pain until you get numb or until the lesson that the pain gives wil be tainted on your mind, I won't comfort you, I'm just here saying all of this for you to not hide it anymore, don't put youraelf in a box where there's a huge lump on your throat that loneliness started to eating you alive.
Now is not the time to keep on holding back, however, right now, take this as a time to let it all out, the burdens, the weights, frustrations, emotions, that your are feeling in, it's time to let it hurts until you can stand again, until the pains are no longer hurting, until the wounds became scars, until it heals,
Now is the time to let yourself in pain, let yourself be sad, let yourself in the chaos, let yourself became messy, those problems that makes you think to yourself that your a losse, that can make you feel so low on yourself, could be at work, school, family, or anything under the sun,
Cry if you want, let your tears flow, scream if you want, shout it the void if it could help to lessen the weights, do all stuffs that could help to make you feel those frustrations, let it all consumes you until you get tired...
But after all of this, promised to yourself that you will make it up, you'll try to bring back and get up on your toes again, go back on track again, after those emotional chaos that happens, I hope you'll get the closure you need to yourself, I hope that you heal from the pain not for others, not to prove to people that you can, but heal for your own good, for your better future that awaits, because your are worth it, and saving your own is worth it.
Sometimes pain is much lighter if you feel it once in a while, you need to released it, cause if you don't and you just keep on restraining and filling it with another ounces of pain, and when it's already at it's peak, it might cause you a much more greater pain and chaos, and I don't want you to be in that situation, because you doesn't deserved it, you deserved every kindness and love that this life may offer,
You need to give your heart a time to heal until you become you again, until you accept that all this challenges and suffering that happens in your life shall passed and you'll find your happiness again, and one day you'll look back on those days that you thought you lose all the hope, and you'll smile to yourself because you know that it's just bound to happen at all, because that makes you stronger and makes you a much more better individual today.
This is a simple message from a mere stranger, a random soul, and I hope this somehow lessen those feelings you keep on weighing on your back, or if maybe it will not lessen, but atleast that even for a short moment of time you feel free and lighter, and just you,
Remember that crying is good for the soul, and this will never be the sign of weakness instead it's a sign of bravery that you somehows knows that crying and showing your weakpoints is not that bad, it just shows that you are a human, you are a person, you feel pain and it's normal.
So again, this is for your own risk, it's still up to you how will you handle yourself in the midst of chaos, I'm just a mere stranger, that can be your umbrella in the midst of your own rainy days, virtual hugs to all...
Remember that be proud of who you are right now even after all you have been through at the hands of this vast of miseries that this world offers.
Yours truly, Sky.