It's Not Easy

My day started out very strained. In the early hours of today, I was still awake struggling to find sleep. Despite the fact that I was tired and I could feel my eyes closing, somehow I still couldn't sleep.

I only managed to get like 2hours of sleep and when I woke up in the morning, I couldn't move my body. I managed to get up but I immediately returned back to bed and just laid there for hours. Somehow, I managed to go through the day and I am feeling alot better physically but mentally I'm drained and emotionally I'm just tired.

Somehow, June is certainly not going the way I had planned it would go. Firstly, Rusty's disappearance is making me worried at the moment and I am praying that it is certainly not what I am thinking.

Secondly, it's just the third day of this month and I'm already falling behind health wise and it's just not fair. Right now, I fully understand how it is not not easy to stay positive and think positive thoughts during trying times.

As much as I know how I'm feeling is probably not enough to be classified as part of a trying time, still it cannot be written off cos it is an experience that I certainly do not want to have.

Without mincing words, It is definitely not easy. It's not easy to keep the positivity and push through the storm.

It's definitely not easy to say no to what is and believe what is not inorder for what is not to become what is.

As confusing as the above statement may sound, what I simply mean is that what is represents the present displeasing situation and what is not refers to the desire one has that one has to believe in until it is birthed into being.

It's very easy for us to conclude that people gave up easily during certain circumstances but we will never know the extent of how much they tried until we are faced in the same situation.

The conclusion of this is we should know that it's never easy, no matter how little the problem may seem. Always put yourself in a position to help others whenever you can.

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Author's Epilogue

Writing this article was more of a struggle for me cos I am very tired but it's too early in June to skip a day so write I did.

Thanks for reading through, I appreciate you..

Mhizutty the voice of truth 🎵🎶🎵