Is this a Game Over for my Health?

Good evening dreamers!! How's everyone? After the strong earthquake happened earlier, I hope that everyone here is okay although there's a place that been so much affected and there's a lot of casualties. Let's pray that those who really got affected will safe somehow. I know that it cause trauma to them.

Sad to say but yesterday I am not here again because of the same reason, my health. I already shared to you that my health got worsen and I'm not in the good state. My back continuously hurting. I thought that it is only a "lamig" so I let someone to massage it. She is an expert massager and she said that it seems that there's a crack on my back bone. But I just let it pass because after that massage, I'm getting better somehow and I can seldom feel the pain. I just being complacent not until it attack me again.

One week had passed, my family convinced me to go to doctor to check this back. That time, it is also what I want to do because I know to myself that it is not a simple pain anymore. So yesterday, I went to laboratory to have a lumbar spine x-ray. My cousin accompany me and we went there early so we can have the result at the same day. But the staff there is so rude, he even raised his voice to me when I explained what I've experienced. I even heard his whisper " Ano ba yan. I like to sleep but dumating pa to". Is it my fault and I think it is not still their break because it only 11AM. He seems that he doesn't care on what I told to him. He let us wait for one hour then after that, he said that he can't do an x-ray because he forgot to tell the the machine is damage. Like seriously? He just wasting our time and he show a bad attitude to assist their client. I just want to shout at him because he makes my back more painful but there's no point on doing that so we just find another laboratory. In fact,I should not waste my time to that kind of person.

So we go to other laboratory and the result is what I've expected. There's a minor crack on my spine and it got triggered when I am in the cold place. I also avoid doing extreme activities like weighing heavy things which I always used do before. I like moving this and that when I'm cleaning the house. So the doctor said that I should not go or stay on the cold place for the mean time so from now on, I am not allowed to use aircon and even electric fan because I easily get cold even it's only a fan. I should not also engage myself on some activities that might stretch my back. I feel like that I am now a weak person.

The same day, after I go to the laboratory Ingot a fever. When I check my temperature it is already 40° C. I can't walked from the bed because I'm so hit the same time, my back also hurts. But after taking medicine, I became okay somehow. Now, I can't say that I'm totally okay but at least my fever is gone and only cough remain. I just realized that having an illness is so costly. You need to buy medicine which is also increase in price but I need if I want to went well.

I asked myself if " Is it a game over for my health?" I think no but it is a warning to me to take care myself and never abuse it. The doctor said that since it is just minor crack, it is possible to heal but it is not uncertain though. So I need to be careful on my activities now. I want this to be fully okay so that I can still pursue my dreams to travel in a cold places and experience snow. But for now, I should look for my health first. I hope that the next time I visit the doctor, I already hear a good news because I'm already quota for the health issues this year. But I'm still grateful somehow because I'm still alive even I feel the pain here and there.

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